The back door of the Tang Mansion was still hidden as usual, just like what she saw every time she came back from playing outside.

She stood quietly by the wall, looking at the familiar vermilion door, and suddenly lost the courage to walk in.

She was afraid to see her relatives when she went in, because she didn't know how to deal with her relatives who were actually dead, but she was even more afraid that she wouldn't be able to see them when she went in, which would mean that she would have to endure the pain she had endured again.

Although Jing Weng and Ye Wanyi both said that she was not a child of the Tang family, but the grace of nurturing was greater than the sky, even if the Tang family did adopt her with some unknown intentions, there is no doubt about one thing, that is, the Tang family really treated her like a jewel. Therefore, no matter what conspiracy is behind it, no matter what others say, in the deepest part of her heart, she still loves this family deeply.

But it's strange that feelings are strange here. She could still give them everything she had, and she could even risk her life to save them, but there was no way to get along with them anymore, at least as usual.

In less than a year, the joys and sorrows, the intrigues and intrigues she has experienced, the people she has seen of all kinds of people who are different from each other, every incident and everything is pushing her into the abyss, ruthlessly turning her from an innocent and carefree eldest lady into a melancholy girl full of suspicion and resentment. Not to mention her relatives in the past, even she doesn't know herself now, or rather, she has forgotten the self in her memory.

Just as she was thinking, the door opened softly, and a small head with a bun poked out of the crack in the door. When he saw her, his eyes lit up, and he waved at her desperately.

Tang Zixi looked at the little maid's childish face, although it was not her personal maid, it gave her a feeling of extreme closeness, but she just couldn't remember the other party's name, and when she was trying to search for her memory, she had been pulled into the door by the other party.

As soon as Fang entered the door, the little maid closed the door with a click, and while pulling her forward in a hurry, she lowered her voice and said, "Miss, why are you only back now? The finch has been called for questioning, we said okay, if the master asks, say that you went to the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple. We have all figured out the reason for you, let's just say that Mrs. has recently suffered from heartache and illness, and you go to the abbot master to ask for ......" As she spoke, she suddenly let out an exclamation and said, "My God, where have you been? Why are you dirty like this? It can't be that you are fighting with someone again? Who did you beat up your son this time? No, you can't see the master like this, you will definitely show your stuffing, and it is better for the maid to help you freshen up first." ”

Tang Zixi didn't say a word, letting the other party half-drag and half-drag her to trot all the way, but her eyes stopped at the familiar scenery passing by from time to time, and gradually, a thin layer of mist began to rise in her eyes.

When she returned to Luoyang City, she secretly went back to the Tang family's mansion once, that is, the night before she planned to go to the end of the world with Tang Qianzhi. In addition to going to the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple that night, she actually came to the Tang Mansion. It's a pity that the Tang Mansion at that time was in a dilapidated image, and she couldn't see anything else except the barren grass, but now seeing this thriving scene, how could she not be excited in her heart, and hissed: "What year is it now?"

"Eleven years of Yongchang, why don't you even remember this......, miss," the little maid replied casually.

Tang Zixi didn't listen to what she said at all, but silently estimated the current situation in his heart.

In the eleventh year of Yongchang, that is to say, she had just turned eleven years old, and it seemed that the phantom had directly gotten her to one day four years ago, but what was so special about this day?

Her mind was now full of questions, and countless question marks began to fill her mind, squeezing her head with a faint pain.

The little maid didn't know anything about everything behind her, she just nagged to herself, "...... Madame wants the servant to tell you that this time the master's face is not quite right, you remember not to contradict the master later, just listen to what you say. Also, the lady wants the servant to tell you that if the lord asks about the lord of Anjun, don't admit it. And now that Lord An is fine, Mrs. Hui will naturally solve it for you. Also, the lady wants the servant to tell you, remember to bring a bowl of ginseng soup to the lord to make amends, no matter how you beat the son of the Gou family this time, it is not ......"

The county lord of Anjun mentioned by the little maid is Tang Zixi's cousin Chu Anxin. She knew what the other party was talking about, but she remembered that time in the Dusk Smoke Pavilion, it was Chu Anxin who pushed her down, causing her to break two ribs and lie down for a month before she could get out of bed. Why did she push Chu Anxin down in the end? This is a puzzle that she has not solved for many years.

She didn't understand the matter of the Gou family's son, she obviously only fought Gou Tang when she was fourteen years old, why did the time advance by three years? What went wrong in this?

The more she thought about it, the more she couldn't figure it out, and she felt like her head was going to explode.

In this way, the two of them walked all the way through the garden, through the promenade, through the martial arts training ground, through one courtyard after another, to the tall begonia tree, and a few steps later to the small courtyard where she lived.

At that moment, a tall figure suddenly turned out from behind the tree and snorted heavily.

"I've seen the eldest young master!"

The little maid was so frightened that she knelt down in fright, and her mouth, which had never stopped, finally stopped. Feeling the movement around her, she had the courage to sneak to the side through the gap between her arms, and saw Tang Zixi kneeling beside her, with a puzzled look on her face.

Tang Zixi also knelt on the ground in a daze, her mind was full of questions at the moment, and she didn't pay attention to what was going on. It wasn't until a pair of powerful hands helped her up that she raised her head a little dazedly, and was about to open her mouth but froze, and the word 'thank you' that had reached her lips could no longer be spoken.

Because it was none other than her eldest brother Tang Qianren, the lonely and painful figure who would always lie on the bed in her memory.

At this moment, Tang Qianren was dressed in a military uniform, full of heroism, and the sharp eyes under the heroic sword eyebrows had already laughed into two crescents. He didn't even take off his saber and helmet, apparently in a hurry to meet her.

Looking at the clean and bright smiling face in front of her, Tang Zixi's breathing became more and more rapid, her throat began to block, and countless unfamiliar memories flooded into her mind.

Tang Qianren stretched out his hand and scratched the tip of her nose, and said with a smile: "Silly girl, don't you recognize the eldest brother? You naughty bag, haven't you sneaked out to play again? Don't expect me to intercede for you when you look back at your father! In my opinion, you should let your father punish you well, you are such a big person, you don't have a little bit of a daughter's family, you can't marry back, you can count on me to marry you......"

Tang Zixi's tears finally burst out of his eyes, and he crashed into Tang Qianren's arms, and his small body began to tremble non-stop.

Tang Qianren was knocked to the ground, screamed exaggeratedly, and said, "Girl, you want to murder your eldest brother!"

Tang Zixi didn't say a word, just hugged him tightly, holding him with all his strength, for fear that he would disappear in the next moment.

She remembered that her eldest brother was not injured on the expedition to Xianguo, because the Xianguo at that time had long been destroyed, and she did not have a sister-in-law at all, because her eldest brother had promised her that he would not marry a wife before she got married. She didn't know why Tang Qianren would agree to her rude and arrogant request in the first place, but now she understood, she really understood.

She finally understood why there had always been a majestic and upright figure in her mind, why she felt so much pain in her heart when she saw Tang Qianren, who had become a waste, why she had so many nightmares, and why people in the Tang Mansion never mentioned Tang Qianren in front of her.

However, she just couldn't remember, why did Tang Qianren become like that later?

She shoved her fist into her mouth hard, trying not to cry out loud.

Tang Qianren sensed that something was wrong, the smile on his face instantly froze, his eyes swept to the little maid kneeling on the ground, and his expression became very terrifying: "What's the matter?"

He was born as a military general, and he has been fighting on the battlefield for a long time, and he has killed not tens of thousands of enemy soldiers, but also thousands, how can a little maid stand the murderous aura of that body, and immediately frightened a trembling, and the words can't be rounded, "I don't know, I don't know...... Cocoa may have been affected by the wind...... Cold. ”

"Suffering from the cold?" Tang Qianren's eyes burst out with murderous intent, and his tone became extremely cold, "That's how you take care of Miss?"

"Maid, the maid is guilty!" where did the little maid dare to say one more word, and immediately kowtowed like pounding garlic.

"Who should I be so majestic, it turns out that our general is back!"

At this moment, a strange voice came, and then a brightly dressed woman walked out of the flower garden, followed by a few maids, and the direction they went should be the front hall.

"It's none of your business, take the young lady to wash!" Tang Qianren waved his hand, then turned around and saluted the beautiful woman, "Erniang!"

The little maid was relieved, quickly got up from the ground, and carefully walked over to help Tang Zixi to leave.

", will I let you go?" the gorgeous woman snorted coldly, raised her hand and pointed at Tang Zixi, "Today I want to teach this unruly wild girl a good lesson!"

The little maid was a little embarrassed for a while, and she didn't know whether to take the young lady first or stay where she was.

Tang Qianren frowned and said: "I respect you as an elder, so I am polite to you, but it doesn't mean that you can hurt people." Although Xiaoxi is a little boyish, he doesn't seem to have anything to do with the wild girl. And the father regards her as his own daughter, as an elder, it doesn't seem reasonable for you to slander your father's daughter like this. ”