Ji He felt that he was very tired of living, but he never complained, it was written in the book that the heavens would descend on the Si people, although he didn't want to bear any big responsibilities, but this was not something that he Ji and a mere mortal could decide. Of course, this is not Ji He's words to comfort himself, what he can comfort himself is to go to the world and take a look at the world.

The whole world is full of people who are as tired as him, and even more tormented than him, what should he complain about, the immortals who decide their fate?

Keji never felt that his fate was decided by the heavenly immortals.

He didn't feel that the suffering of others could offset the fatigue on his body, it was just an encouragement, spurring that Ji He of Linhu Academy to be worthy of the title of gentleman.

Ji He never refused to tell others what he thought, and everyone thought that he was as strategizing as Xu Lu Shen Yunshan, but this was not the case. Ji He just simply wants a person to carry what he should be carrying, and what he is forced to carry. What he thinks doesn't really matter, he knows it since he was a child.

Can he tell others that he is tired of living? No, no, others will not believe that the gentleman of Linhu Academy and the eldest son of the Da Luo Ji family, Ji He, will have any hardship and tiredness, it will only be regarded by the world as a hypocrisy of moaning without illness, so Ji He has learned to be appropriately silent, burying his thoughts and wishes in a deep valley in his heart, and not meeting people.

There is neither sun nor moon nor stars.

Sometimes, there are many times when Ji He doesn't want that background that everyone envies. Da Luo Ji family, one of the six surnames that do not lose the imperial surname in the Li Tang Dynasty, the eight Shang Guo of the Tang Dynasty, two surnamed Ji, the Ji of the Da Luo Ji family, the hundred officials of the government and the opposition, half of them are guests of the Ji family.

The Da Luo Ji family, with the strength of one clan, stationed Li Tang in the East China Sea.

In the eyes of the world, all he can complain about is that the ice sent into his mouth in the summer is not cold enough, the maidservants around him are not beautiful enough, and the delicacies of the mountains and seas today are not very appetizing...... And everyone knows that as long as Ji speaks, what he complains about will be rectified immediately until it is in line with his heart.

But these are not in line with the mind of the discipline. And what he wanted to say, he couldn't say.

Because he is the eldest son of the Da Luo Ji family, he will inevitably take over the position of head of the Ji family from his father in a few decades.

So he can't speak, the head of the Ji family, the entire Ji family on his back, what is the hatred he likes now?

He wanted to carry no more or less bags on his back, go to the mountains and seas of the world to take a walk, be able to sleep in the shade of a big tree, and even if he can't drink ice in summer, he can also drink a sip of the spring that hides in the mountains and forests and is not hot by the scorching sun.

It may be a lot of hardship, but he can smile easily.

And he was just sent by the Ji family to Linhu Academy far away.

Linhu Academy was not in the territory of Li Tang, but within the territory of the Yunlan Dynasty. Although Yunlan is not more orthodox than Li Tang, the Yunlan Dynasty, whose national strength is also enough, does not respect Li Tang as the "upper kingdom", but treats each other equally.

Linhu Academy is to Yunlan what Xinzhai is to Li Tang.

In the past 100 years, whether it is the literary world or the temple, the achievements of Linhu Academy are far beyond Xinzhai, Ji He knows that this is not his credit, and even the efforts of those respectable predecessors of Linhu Academy account for only half, and the other half is still relying on the "non-business" of everyone in the line of Confucian sage Zhang Yuanchun.

And now, he Ji He is not only the eldest son of the Da Luo Ji family, the next head of the Ji family, but also a gentleman with both morality and learning in Linhu Academy, and the eleven policies of the country have been adopted as a national policy by the Yunlan Dynasty.

Compared with Cui Yu, who is as famous as the Da Luo Ji family, the Cui clan is called Cui Clan, and everything that Ji has shown is not far behind.

Yes, that's why Ji Yo is willing to do these things regardless of his own preferences. Because he is Ji You, he can't let the Da Luo Ji family be compared, and now he can't let Linhu Academy lose face.

Ji He knows that these all come from a mission given to him by the identity he carries, and he is willing and willing to accept and give everything.

But he also knew that he didn't like it.

He is not unrequited of everything he has now. He prefers the ordinary and the ordinary.

And Wu Dongxi is the one who makes him feel upset.

When Ji He first met Wu Dongxi, he was only fifteen years old and returned from Linhu Academy to visit relatives.

It was an ordinary gathering between the Lingshan Wu family and the Da Luo Ji family. As allies, the two families often correspond.

Ji He often recalled the scene when he and Wu Dongxi met for the first time, there was no colorful Luoying, nor the affectionate gaze of a talented and beautiful woman, just a plain nod and greeting.

The book also says that goodness is like water. That's what Ji thought it was.

And from the first glance, Ji He found that his gaze was no longer harmful to move away from Wu Dongxi's cold face. For the first time, he felt that his emotions were no longer under his control, and the valley in his heart finally had a light.

Ji He, who is accustomed to silence, is only willing to say something when he sees Wu Dongxi, to say something that he really desires in his heart.

Ji He wanted to tell all the thoughts in his mind to Wu Dongxi, who ignored him, and wanted to do more for her, even if the fire entered the water and left only a wisp of green smoke.

So Ji He only told Wu Dongxi that he liked her, but didn't say this kind of thing to the Da Luo Ji family and the Lingshan Wu family.

Because Ji He knew that if he said such things to his father, or even to any member of the Da Luo Ji family and the Lingshan Wu family, his marriage to Wu Dongxi would be completed. The Da Luo Ji family and the Lingshan Wu family don't mind kissing each other, and they have even been waiting for this opportunity to kiss and kiss, and these two families don't mind enough to completely ignore Wu Dongxi's feelings.

And this happens to be what Ji He can't agree with, and this inability to identify forces Ji He not to choose the direction of the family's interests for the first time, let alone the direction of his preference.

Just as he respected everything that the family attached to him, he respected Wu Dongxi's thoughts. So after he gave a negative answer to Wu Dongxi's intentions, in addition to the loss and sadness in his heart, there was also a kind of happiness, a little joy in the midst of suffering.

He was afraid that Wu Dongxi would be forced to accept what she didn't love, even if what she didn't love, it was herself, this man named Ji You.

It is only at this time that Ji He is himself, not the next head of the Da Luo Ji family, not the gentleman of Linhu Academy.

After that, they were separated by two sides, Ji He was in the Linhu Academy of the Yunlan Dynasty, Wu Dongxi was in the heart of the Tang Dynasty, and Ji He occasionally sent letters to her, but he never received a reply.

Ji He never thought of giving up Wu Dongxi, he just didn't want to disturb this girl who didn't like him. He felt that when he met her, he could still be called a friend.

Ji He was a little blindly confident at this moment. He felt that accompanying Wu Dongxi would always make this world's best woman like him. Because he is Ji He, Ji He, who is not inferior to Cui Yu, who has added three points of aura to the Cui family, and Ji He, who has won the reputation of a gentleman in Linhu Academy with his own strength.

Besides, Ji He felt that he was not bad looking, and he was not the kind of monster that would scare others...... Well, probably not.

Therefore, when Linhu Academy wanted to go to Xinzhai, Ji He was the first to run to the master of the academy and asked to go to Xinzhai, not to let Linhu Academy step on Xinzhai, but to see the old people he hadn't seen for a long time.

It's already an old man who has been thinking about it for a long time.

The man was in front of him at this moment, and all the worries and uneasiness that Ji had had had along the way before turned into a breeze and blew on his face. He didn't expect to see Wu Dongxi's self so calm, although there were ripples in the heart lake, it was just a breeze.

He enjoyed the presence of those ripples in this moment even more.

"Dongxi, I've been waiting for you for a long time. Ji He said, "I'm afraid that it will disturb your reading, so don't go up to the tower to find you." ”

Ji waited for a lifetime, and finally waited for this sentence to be spoken.

Wu Dongxi is still the same as before, cold, the expression on his face is full of Do Not Disturb, and between the slightly frowning eyebrows, you can never guess whether it is seriousness or boredom.

That's fine, she's still her. Kiyo smiled. It's just that today's Wu Dongxi is a little different from what he imagined, and he thought that Wu Dongxi would not be recognizable after two or three years of not seeing each other. But Wu Dongxi is still the same as before, his posture has not changed, his expression has not changed, and the Wu Dongxi shown in his gestures is still Wu Dongxi.

Is she pretty?

No, and it didn't get pretty.

Ji He thought about it in his heart, and found that he liked her more and more.

But what about this?

This question didn't make Ji He feel heartbroken, and seeing Wu Dongxi could make Ji He forget all his bad emotions. Those who should be annoyed and worried, wait until they can't see her to think about it.

Ji He's thoughts are very heavy, thinking about family affairs, thinking about national affairs, and more, thinking about her.

Ji He looked at Wu Dongxi's frowning brows, well, maybe she still doesn't like me very much.

Wu Dongxi stepped forward. Ji followed suit.

He didn't want to just meet and end up like this, unless Wu Dongxi turned around and bombarded him away, and Ji He also knew very well that Wu Dongxi would not do that.

No matter how cold she is on the surface, no matter how serious she is, no matter how strong the boredom between her eyebrows is, it is just an appearance. Ji He knows that Wu Dongxi is a very soft-hearted girl.

"Mr. Wu, why don't you take me for a walk around this heart?" Ji He said behind Wu Dongxi.

Wu Dongxi paused, she glanced back at Ji He, Ji He read hesitation and irritability in her eyes, and a trace of fear rose in her heart.

Fortunately, Wu Dongxi nodded in the next second.

Ji He smiled even more, but unfortunately, she still didn't speak.

Xinzhai is not big in Wu Dongxi's eyes, and she rarely goes to those mountains and rivers, because she feels very tired, so it is better to come to Qianxue Tower to borrow a little book to read. But just letting Ji get out of the way like this is not Xinzhai's hospitality.

Walking west of the Xinzhai Thousand Learning Tower, it is like a chessboard and a chess piece of lakes and islands. Wu Dongxi only went with Li Qinglian once, and never went again. The scenery there is good, and you can take Ji to go there.

"Something, what a coincidence. ”

Wu Dongxi heard a voice, and his skull hurt even more.