119. Kelly in Wonderland

Kelly blinked.

She broke free from her viscous and damp fantasies like a drowning person suddenly breathing fresh air.

Kelly is an unwavering believer in the existence of mysteries.

Since she was a child, she has often been caught up in inexplicable strong emotions and colorful hallucinations.

Of course, her first reaction was that she was suffering from a mental or psychiatric illness, and she also went to see a psychiatrist for this, and even studied psychology on her own.

But whatever the doctor came to the conclusion that she was fine, and even treated her as a naughty child to tease them.

And as she learned more about psychology, the more she felt that it was not an organic lesion of the brain that was haunting her, but more like an evil curse that had taken root in her soul.

She seemed to be able to see another world hidden beneath the truth, a glimpse of the frenzied abyss beneath the fragile curtain.

Hallucinations have always been with her, becoming a matter of course in her life, not much different from the normal behaviors of ordinary people such as eating, breathing, and sleeping.

However, even her best friend, Iona, doesn't know much about her situation, but she roughly knows that Kelly has some small "occult" questions, and Iona is very tacit and has never mentioned Kelly's little secret to anyone.

Once she falls into a hallucination, Kelly's perception of the world will become completely different, but it is not completely detached from real imagination, and if she had to find a word to explain, then she would choose "the world on the back".

It's the world behind the human heart.

Towering trees can become eerie, seemingly pulling their roots out of the ground at any moment, shaking their monstrous foliage and rushing towards flesh-and-blood creatures, clean buildings are likely to crawl with moss and vines, like writhing plants and flesh intertwined, shivering slightly like breathing, and deserted streets turning into the city's evil maws, devouring all humans, animals, and light that enter.

Of course, the illusions were not all dark and terrifying, she had also seen beautiful towers made entirely of ice and snow, sacred churches burning with temperatureless flames, and gorgeous temples glittering with golden light.

More of them are more ordinary and ordinary illusions.

In addition to architecture and various things, life, including humans, will also become other things in her hallucinations, and this change, like non-living changes, is not illogical, but conforms to certain laws.

At first, she thought that human hallucinations were based on her own impressions of others, but she was able to establish hallucinations of strangers that matched their personalities and essences, and it was because of many such details that she dared to assert that her hallucinations were not mentally problematic.

Perhaps when she entered this room just now, she had unfounded conjectures about Herwen, and felt that the woods and paths outside were lonely and eerie, and that she had unknowingly stepped into a hallucination.

Thinking of this, she was not only relieved.

Because this proves that there is nothing wrong with Hervin, and the problem is actually himself.

It was her brain that once again interpreted the world in its own way.

Hallucinations have become a natural part of her daily life, but she doesn't immediately notice their existence today because, on the one hand, she can't accurately distinguish between reality and illusion.

No, illusion and reality are not confused, they are very different and obvious, but she still can't distinguish between the two, it should be said that her cognitive abilities will change wonderfully when the hallucination appears.

It's like a dreamer who can't realize that he's in a dream.

Hallucinations are dreams that she steps into all the time.

Another reason is that once the hallucination is generated, both humans and the outside world will change at the same time, but Iona and Hora have not changed just now, so she thinks that she is still in reality.

But now it seems that it is her hallucinations that have undergone new changes that will make the fantasies appear step by step.

Well, now is the time to indulge in sweet dreams.

Everything is twisting, growing, deforming, collapsing, splitting.

Reality reveals a new side to her that no one else knows.

Iona is also a goofy big fat squirrel, while Hola is ......

Kelly wiped her eyes, Hola was still the same, no, no, it was still a little different, although the face shape and hair color were similar to the original, but the details were slightly different.

Should be...... More perfect?

The subtle differences in color, the softness of the hair, the curvature of the eyelashes, the angle of the jaw, the radiance of the skin, all these things can only be described as perfect.

But she still noticed the slightest incongruity.

Is it too perfect? It doesn't seem to be.

Hola lifted her neck and poured the milk into her small mouth.

Kelly suddenly notices that something is wrong, and when Hora twists her neck, it seems to create ripples that only liquid can have, as if the girl is a doll made of liquid.

Before Kelly could think about Hara's anomaly, her attention was completely drawn to another person.

A human hand with the characteristics of a spider's arthropod appears on the table.

Herwin asked:

"Kelly, what's wrong with you?"

Kelly shook her body:

"Ahh I just got a little distracted. ”

The man in front of him was still wearing the same clothes as before, which was as rare as it was when Hara's appearance remained the same.

But except for the clothes that are a little weird, the rest of him is normal.

Normal by Kelly's standards.

Because of the table, Kelly couldn't see Hewen's lower body, but his upper body appeared clearly in front of Kelly.

The two sleeves of the coat encircle two slender and slender arms.

Two brown arthropod fur, dexterous fingertips, and white gloves hold coffee cups in an elegant, beautiful posture that does not conform to worldly notions.

And under the coat, two other pairs of arms, which also have the characteristics of spiders, are placed safely on the table.

Although Kelly doesn't like bugs very much, Hervin's spider arm not only does not disgust her, but also makes her feel that it has an extremely mysterious beauty.

This time it's not Kelly's own problem, it's that the six spider hands do exist in harmony in the world in a way that conforms to aesthetic rules.

Kelly believes that as long as people have basic aesthetic ability, they may feel handsome, beautiful, fierce, harmonious, great, terrifying, weird, natural, crazy, and mysterious when they see Herwen's arm.

But it is never possible to feel ugly and disgusting.

These are six spider arms that are absolutely in line with the mathematical and physiological structure, and even the gods themselves can't find fault with them.

If the perfection of Hora is the limit of a human girl, then Herwin's arm is the perfection that transcends racial and mundane cognition.

In addition to the arms, the other parts of Hervin are also showing their greatness in their own way.

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