371. The meaning of suicide
Bai Manli, who didn't know how much the system was going to let go of her, was calculating what she could do to maximize her interests at the moment.
Early the next morning, Bai Manli quietly went out, avoiding everyone from the Jin Palace, and quietly found Tang Gongzi, who had admired her for a long time but had never expressed his heart.
Before the emergence of the system, Bai Manli thought about taking this Tang Gongzi as her own goal.
In this Yicheng, the person with the highest status and the highest status she can contact is this Tang Gongzi.
Tang Gongzi's family is in business, and they are the first merchants in Yicheng, and Tang Gongzi's brother-in-law is still the county magistrate of Yicheng, and Tang Gongzi himself has already passed the examination.
From all angles, Tang Gongzi is the best husband and wife she can reach out to the crowd.
However, these are a thing of the past.
You must know that she is no longer what she used to be, and soon, she will leave here, Tang Gongzi, can no longer enter her eyes.
Her vision should be higher and farther, Tang Gongzi can only become the starting point she once was, not her end.
She doesn't want to marry Tang Gongzi now, but this doesn't prevent her from taking advantage of Tang Gongzi.
If you like her, don't use it for her, and be used by her, it would have been a great honor for him.
Like her, let him be able to do things for her, and the other party will not refuse.
Bai Manli was relieved that the other party would definitely be willing to let her take advantage of it.
Even if he didn't want to be used by her, if he could find out by himself, it would be his ability.
If it can't be used, it deserves it.
With such a thought, Bai Manli took a remote path, avoided the crowd, and quietly found the Tang Mansion and asked the gatekeeper to help her call Tang Yi out.
"Xiaoman, do you have anything to do with me?"
As soon as Tang Yi heard that his sweetheart was looking for him, he didn't say a word, he didn't even read the book, and hurriedly ran out to find Bai Manli, for fear that he would leave if he was one step too late.
"Brother Tangβββ"
Bai Manli saw Tang Yi come out, with joy on her face, her eyes looked at Tang Yi softly, and there seemed to be a thousand words hidden in her eyes.
Tears flowed before they spoke.
"Xiaoman, what's wrong, who bullied you?"
Seeing Tang Yi crying his sweetheart, he only felt that his heart was very painful.
took out the handkerchief and wanted to help Bai Manli wipe her tears.
I don't know if it's a coincidence or Bai Manli's intention to avoid it, Tang Yi's outstretched hand didn't fall on Bai Manli's face as he thought.
Tang Yi didn't think much about it, thinking that this was just a coincidence.
Since the first time he reached out to him, Tang Yi naturally couldn't help Bai Manli wipe her tears with both hands.
He could only hand the handkerchief in his hand to Bai Manli's eyes, and motioned to her to take it herself and wipe her tears.
"Thank you, Brother Tangβββ"
Bai Manli took the handkerchief embarrassedly and gently wiped her tears from the corners of her eyes.
His eyes were slightly red, and he said with a slight cry: "I'm sorry, Brother Tang, you are smiling." β
"Nope. β
Tang Yi shook his head and asked gently, "Did Xiao Man encounter any difficulties, or did someone bully you?"
Tang Yi knew that although Bai Manli looked soft and weak, she couldn't help but look weak, like a silk flower that couldn't survive without the protection of people.
But in fact, Bai Manli's character is not really weak.
On the contrary, Bai Manli is actually very strong and resilient in her heart.
It's like a shell of her, and if you are deceived by her appearance, you will regret it when you find out.
Tang Yi has always been very glad that he took the lead in discovering Bai Manli's advantages when everyone had not yet discovered this.
Being able to like such a gentle, kind and resilient girl, Tang Yi felt that this was probably a gift from God to him.
"No one bullied me. β
After Bai Manli wiped away the tears on her face, she spoke slowly.
"I suddenly thought that Daddy and Auntie were gone, and I was left alone, with anyone to rely on, and everyone could oppress me at will, and I felt that this life seemed to have lost its meaning. β
Bai Manli's first half of the words made Tang Yi mistakenly think that Bai Manli was expressing her heart to him, and she was happy in her heart.
When I wanted to tell Bai Manli what I thought, after hearing the second half of Bai Manli's words, I suddenly felt that things didn't seem to be so simple.
A flexible personality like Bai Manli should not easily have such a low thought.
Is there something he doesn't know?
Thinking of this, Tang Yi suddenly regretted a little, why did he leave Yicheng some time ago?
If she didn't leave, maybe when Bai Manli was lonely and helpless, he could at least lend her a shoulder.
Maybe he can't replace her pain, but at least he can comfort him when she feels pain.
Give her a hug and let her understand that she is not alone, and she will always be behind her, silently supporting her and giving her an encouragement.
She will never be lonely, no one will feel lonely.
It's a pity that there is no such thing as an if.
Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many regrets.
"Xiaoman, your mood shouldn't be so low, you should think more about some interesting and beautiful things, in this way, your mood will slowly get better, and at that time, you will know that in fact, this world has always been beautiful. β
"If you have always been emotionally low, even if your uncle and aunt are gone, they will worry about you in your heart. β
Tang Yi didn't know, what was wrong with Bai Manli, who was originally so cheerful and lively, suddenly became so depressed, he was a little worried that Bai Manli would do stupid things at that time, but he didn't know what the reason for her depression was, and he didn't want to persuade her.
can only let Bai Manli see a little bit of herself, and resolutely can't let such negative emotions crush herself.
"Really?"
Bai Manli had sorrow in her eyes, looking into the distance, with a slight redness and swelling around her eyes, but she was actually not comforted by Tang Yi's words.
"It would be nice if things were as you said, Brother Tang. β
Bai Manli lowered her head and said slowly, "However, thank you, Brother Tang, for your willingness to comfort me, otherwise, I don't know what I should do." β
"With your comfort, my heart feels much more comfortable. β
Tang Yi could see Bai Manli's forced smile, but he didn't know how to open his mouth to comfort her and let her not be so sad.