Chapter 144: The Story of Ruolin and Broken Thoughts

I don't know how long it was, but the rich smell of rice began to come out of the house, and my gluttony was seduced out, and I walked into the house, and the delicate dishes were already on the table.

I sat on the table and waited for Ruolin to prepare the food, Ruolin handed me a pair of chopsticks and said, "Eat it while it's hot." ”

After speaking, she picked up the chopsticks and ate first, she didn't ask me anything, but ate quietly and waited for me to tell myself.

I was absentmindedly pulling the rice with chopsticks, and I hadn't figured out how to tell Ruolin yet.

When she was almost halfway through the meal, Ruolin still didn't move, so I asked Ruolin, "Teacher, what does it feel like you say you love someone?"

Ruolin's chopsticks for eating were obviously stunned, obviously remembering the mask master, I secretly scolded myself in my heart, which pot is not opened, but Ruolin reacted for a while and said: "The feeling of loving someone, everyone is different from everyone, this needs you to feel it with your own heart, I am also a loser of love, and I can't teach you anything." ”

"I don't know if I like it or love it, but after Yun Hao finished talking yesterday, I've been feeling irritable. Seeing that Ruolin didn't react violently, I continued to ask.

"Which girl made you like this? Is it Twilight?" Ruolin asked, putting down her chopsticks and looking at me.

"Yes. "In front of Ruolin, I have already spoken, so I don't need to twist and pinch anymore, it is better to admit it generously.

"It's no wonder that Twilight is better, but again, I can't teach you anything in terms of feelings, but what I can tell you is, don't resist your own heart, don't deliberately bother, go with the flow, and if you find that you really like it, then go for it. Ruolin said, as if she remembered something, and her expression fell into a daze.

I don't know where I got the courage, but I looked at Ruolin, who was stuck in memory, and suddenly said, "Teacher, can you tell me about you and the mask master?"

Ruolin's expression froze, and after a sigh, she said, "Since you want to know, then I'll tell you about that negative man." ”

Seeing Ruolin agree, I became excited and ready to listen to her.

"I also met at the Extreme Heaven Academy, when we were about the same age as you, and both of us were students in the junior class of the Thunderbolt Department. Broken Nian's childhood was not happy, maybe he was jealous of the talent, his appearance was not good, and then he was scratched by the monster in the face, so he suffered all kinds of cynicism since he was a child. ”

Then his magic awakened, and his seventh-level magic affinity, which was a common five- or sixth-level magic affinity at that time, his appearance was indeed a big step ahead of many people. With his efforts, he was admitted to the Extreme Heaven Academy. I thought that in this way, he would no longer be ridiculed by others. ”

"Breaking his mind works very hard, his belief is to become stronger, but in exchange for this effort, it is the jealousy of others, jealousy of his talent, jealousy of his efforts, and ridicule of his appearance. It was in this environment that I spent my time in the elementary class. ”

"At that time, I was also a seventh-level magic affinity, and my talent was not below him, so including the teacher, almost all the favor was on me alone, because of this, Broken Nian has always regarded me as his goal, and his attention is often focused on me, he has a particularly good quality, he will not be jealous of what he can't get like those people, he only believes in his own efforts. Under this premise, if he has been paying attention to me for a long time, he will naturally have different feelings. ”

Ruolin recalled the content of this time, the joy from the heart could not be hidden, maybe only when they were at the beginning, it was the happiest and sweetest time, but I would understand it later.

"Teacher Ruolin, what did you think of the mask master at that time?" I asked softly.

"At that time, I couldn't try against him, he aimed at me, I also aimed at him, at first I was also frightened by his appearance, but as time went by, after ignoring his appearance, he had too many qualities in him to attract me, and I was a little unable to extricate myself. I knew that he also liked me, but he never dared to express anything, and for a year, we didn't even say a word, the only thing was that we knew each other's names when the teacher asked questions. ”

Ruolin still didn't say a word, maybe she forgot, maybe she did it on purpose, in fact, during that period, not only did the mask master not speak to her, he didn't talk to everyone in the class, because under his strong appearance, he had a heart that was too sensitive and too fragile, otherwise he wouldn't have hid now, hiding Ruolin for ten years.

"Pride is an emotion that all people of your age have, although I am already paying attention to him in my heart, but the evaluation of him at that time makes me unacceptable, I resist myself to have feelings for him, and I am afraid that the words of others hurting him will appear in me. Because of the tilt of resources, no matter how hard he tried, he finally lost to me, at that time I was as proud as a little peacock, that was the first time I talked to him, I walked up to him proudly, and said to him in the name of others, 'Hey, ugly bastard, haven't you been holding me down, now that I have surpassed you, you will never want to catch up with me'. Can you imagine how much this sentence came out of my mouth and hurt him?"

While I was shocked in my heart, I had a strong sympathy for what happened to the mask master, because of his appearance, he had suffered from everyone's strange eyes since he was a child, and finally developed a good impression of a woman, but he was ruthlessly hit by this woman.

"And then?" I asked, knowing that what would happen next would be the two of them falling in love, and I couldn't wait to see what was going to happen next.

"After I said those words, I was in a state of collapse for a year, and I was almost expelled from the academy, and I was at my best. Fortunately, the thought did not fall silent, and after another year of hard work, he was also admitted to the inner hall, maybe it was deliberately arranged by God, our two teams were lost with their own team members when they were on a mission, I was seriously injured, and was rescued by him, and later I learned that after they completed their mission, his partner did not accompany him, and did not let him go back, and he happened to be worried that my first mission might be dangerous, so he secretly followed. ”

"I was injured, and I took care of me while taking care of me, while taking me back, along the way, I took care of me, and finally let my heart melt a little, I began to talk to him, and asked him about his childhood, it turned out that his face was sprayed on the face with venom by a poisonous monster in order to save people when he was a child, and his family was poor and could not be treated, and over time, under the penetration of venom, even if he could remove the toxins in his body, his appearance could not be restored, and after that, his face was injured for the second time, and was scratched by a monster, and his parents died in an accident in order to earn gold coins to show him his face。 ”

"Knowing these reasons, combined with the qualities he had exuded before, I was sure that I had fallen in love with him. Tossing and turning, we returned to the academy, my teammates were wounded, dead, if I hadn't broken the mind, I guess I would have died. From that day on, I began to try to contact him as much as possible, and I could feel that he had a clear low self-esteem in the face of my enthusiasm. ”

"I tried to justify him and tell everyone about his heroic deeds, but they didn't buy it, and after entering the inner sanctum, his strength grew so fast that almost no one was his opponent, so he suffered from cold ridicule and jealousy all his life. At that time, the teacher, after discovering my feelings for Broken Thoughts, sent Broken Thoughts out on a mission almost every day in order to prevent me from coming into contact with Broken Thoughts. And I almost never met again, I found the teacher and asked them why they let Broken Nian go out to perform tasks every day, and the teacher's words were for my good, and I didn't want to let Broken Nian delay me. ”

When Ruolin said this, tears flowed, and I didn't ask again, but waited for Ruolin to adjust her emotions. Ruolin wiped her tears, a bitter smile appeared on her face, and continued.

"The academy could never have imagined that in this case, instead of being exhausted, under the endless tribulation and the test of life and death, he quickly broke through the threshold of the magician, plus he searched for ancient monuments and found some magic, which made him feel like a tiger, at this time, the academy finally knew what kind of genius they ignored because of their appearance, they tried to mend the relationship, but the broken mind was almost not weaker than them, so the dean at that time proposed that if the broken mind could quickly reach the magister, then the new dean would be succeeded by him。 ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help frowning, the previous practices of those teachers in the academy probably had broken the mask master's heart, how could the broken mirror be reunited?

"I was advised not to accept their false affection, but I didn't listen to my persuasion, because, if he can become the dean of the first academy in the mainland, with this identity, he feels that he can be worthy of me, and the inferiority complex that has been hidden in his heart bursts out, this is the first and last time I have seen Broken Nian like that, like a wounded beast, roaring in pain. ”

"Broken Nian worked harder, almost crazy and desperately cultivated, and I have successfully graduated from the inner hall, just like that, I waited for him for another eleven years, he had a knot, and it took him eleven years to be promoted to the Great Magister, he began to understand, if this continues, even if he cultivates hard, it is impossible to be promoted to the Magister before fifty, and I can wait until he is fifty?"

"His will, finally depressed, he no longer cultivates desperately, all day long drunk and drunk, it happened that Dean Qiu and they replaced the position of the old dean, the top of the Extreme Heaven Academy had a big reshuffle, Dean Qiu invited Broken Nian to be the teacher of the college, but Broken Nian refused, I found him, confessed my mind to him, told him that I was willing to marry him, I remember that day, he cried like a child through the wine, it is hard to imagine that he had been through a hundred battles, and he would grit his teeth and insist on dying, he would shed such painful tears. I took him to meet my parents, who were against it, but when I was forced to die, they compromised and our wedding began. ”

If the story is told at this point, the two of them get married, it will be a perfect ending, and I will not meet the mask master, and I will be buried in the tide of beasts, but the sky does not fulfill people's wishes, and the accident appears on the wedding day.

"Just after the wedding, my red hijab has not been uncovered by him, I waited for him all night, I thought he was excited and nervous, did not dare to face me so he delayed, but I waited until the next day, still did not have a broken figure, I began to panic, everyone claimed not to have seen broken thoughts, they began to look for him, searched every corner, did not find his figure, until three days later, he asked someone to send me a letter, the content of the letter is, he saw me in the wedding dress so beautiful, he only knows, it turns out that others are right, he is not worthy of me, and this is just in response to his name, break the thought, cut off the thought。 He left for another ten years. ”