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"You don't know me anymore?" This is the last sentence that Lu Jin and Lu Mu said, after saying it, Yu Jin fainted, life has no meaning for Yu Jin, the biggest pain is not to live, but how to die, whether to die, and whether there is hope.
After more than a month of survival challenges, our Xiaoxian is finally gone. This is a sad and indignant, helpless, and painful thing. Although four or five days have passed, every time I think of this, my mood cannot be calmed for a long time, I often wonder why Xiaoxian left, whether it is the inappropriate environment of survival or the unhappiness in my heart, whether it is destined to be so, or whether it insists on leaving.
No matter how many doubts there are, it has become a fact that Xiaoxian is gone. We can no longer see the steady pace of the hunched burden, and we can no longer see the eyes that are still resolute despite the pain. Xiaoxian is here, our sincere comrades-in-arms, loyal friends are gone, this is a sad result, and this is even more of a difficult process. Xiaoxian's arrival is the result of my persistence. I always felt that a young man who had nothing to do should raise a small animal and fill our seemingly useless youth.
Of course, my thoughts are not only hypocritical, I also want to show the illusion of a love for small animals, now that I think about it, this is really hypocritical, nothing is more precious than freedom, and there is nothing more hateful than deprivation of freedom. Despite all the reluctance of Xiaoxian to be brought here, we were happy, thinking that we had finally done a good deed, pulling it out of the fate of being eaten, and we were so busy changing the water and feeding it that we forgot that all this was our will, and we forgot that we were not it.
When we are proud to give it freedom, we don't know whether it is willing to move from a big box to a small box, whether it is willing to lose its many brothers and have better living conditions, of course, these so-called good conditions are what we think. In the face of the new environment, we are happy that we are sad Xiaoxian, when we can take a look at it after class and feel happy, we really forget the lonely and innocent eyes, and suddenly face so many aliens who will not be adaptable.
It's obvious that Xiaoxian is happy for us, although it is a great thing to wish people to be happy, but I don't know if Xiaoxian thinks so, after all, it does not have the concept of wishing people to be happy. We absolutely believe that Xiaoxian is a pure, crisp, noble, and detached turtle from low-level tastes, and we do not doubt its selfless spirit. In any case, Xiaoxian came to our life, and he was invited willingly in the open, which is also a great blessing for the turtle.
The appearance of Xiaoxian gave us vitality, and it also proved that at least our dormitory is still very harmonious, and we are still very friendly to animals, of course, this is the result of being educated. The hardest thing to forget is to hold Xiaoxian's hand in his hand and watch TV together, and let him pose for various poses, obviously we are to have fun with the turtle and leave its youth.
Xiaoxian is still gone, it has left our warm family, left these uncles and uncles, I am very heartbroken, we have lost human friends, we have lost our relatives, we are also going to lose our home. Xiaoxian walked very happily, we all say this, Xiaoxian is still gone for a reason. The main ones are the following points of food, clothing, housing and transportation. There is no problem with Xiaoxian's clothes, but he hates us for the weather.
Who would have thought that there would be winter temperatures in summer, who would be able to cope with the high and low temperatures, and who would be able to stop the oncoming wind and the pain of being hit by the sand. These are things that we can't stop because we caused them. There is no way that we seem to hate the color green, and we seem to be dying out of plants. Of course, we cannot be blamed for this: those who cannot produce economic benefits in a timely manner are the enemy, and we must not live up to the excellent qualities of the older generation, and we must not be soft on the enemy.
So we covered the greenery with sand and filled the sky with dust. We want them to understand how smart we are, and that there's nothing we can't do. It's a pity that Xiaoxian didn't adapt to our speed, which makes us a little regretful. Xiaoxian's food is bought from the store, professionally bought, originally I didn't plan to do this, I wanted to use some meat, vegetables, or what? But the salesman said no, how can I eat meat? There are all clenbuterol, and no one can eat it, let alone a turtle?
Vegetables are even worse, now there are pesticide residues, eating it is equivalent to taking poison and committing suicide, and he also scolded those illegal businessmen, saying that this is simply animal behavior. So I was moved, thinking to myself that people say that ten merchants and nine traitors finally met the tenth today. I was relieved to buy his things, he was happy and let me rest assured that this turtle food is the use of the latest nanotechnology in the United States, polymer fusion technology, after decades of experiments, according to the most immediate needs of the turtle, my turtle must be very fond of eating.
I admire that the United States is amazing, and even making a turtle food is in accordance with the *** procedure, and the salesperson is also very remarkable, and can understand the preferences of turtles. The truth is always so cruel, the so-called high technology is to put starch in broth and boil it, and then clump it into grains. The good wish in my heart was broken again, and there was another beast in the world. Xiaoxian's place of residence is very small, and even turning over has become a problem. I blame me for this, I don't have the money to buy a big house for it, and the house is too expensive for ordinary people like me to buy.
I just hate why I can't afford it, if I can get a little more, maybe I can change it for a better one. Maybe because of the small size of the house, Xiaoxian soon fell ill, but I couldn't afford a doctor, and I couldn't even afford medicine, and I couldn't afford to pay for a pill comparable to a diamond.
I also hated myself for not being a doctor, even with a little selfishness, the problem of house and medicine was solved. Xiaoxian likes to swim very much, so I put it in the water, but it was this that killed him. The roommate was very angry and said that I was trying to kill Xiaoxian again, it was not water but venom that it was playing, I asked what to do, he thought about it for a while and said that if he was a child, he would just put Xiaoxian in the pool. So I began to sigh and regret that I had been born too late.
I hate myself, if I don't buy it, if I only need to know a little bit about feeding, Xiaoxian won't die, I'll teach you! My vanity has hurt Xiaoxian, I seem to see another Chusheng, no, it's a lot of Chusheng. Xiaoxian is gone, no matter how sad and sad we are, it will not help, all we can do is to pray that Xiaoxian will have a good afterlife, at least no more direct contact with humans. I don't know if there is a paradise in the world of turtles, but if there is Xiaoxian, can he enter it?
If there really is an afterlife, I think people are still human, because no living beings are willing to dance for bad things, but thankfully there are many who are not born in storage. Xiaoxian is gone, we mourn and miss it heavily, and we only hope that we will not blame it for going all the way, because many aliens are worthy of forgiveness no matter what they do, and no one will be angry with some so-called non-peers. I asked if you would still be like this if it were me, Xiaoxin didn't even think about how can you compare with him?
This makes me happy a little, Xiaoxin is very dissatisfied, how can you be happy, if you move a very favorite thing from the left and right hand to the right hand, will you be happier than in the left hand? I thought about it for a moment and shook my head, Xiao Xin said yes, then what is there to be happy about! Although I am not too happy to move from left and right to right hand, I always move it from my left hand to my right hand when I like something, and I am very happy. Xiaoxin said that this is different, it has always been from the cause to the effect, where there is the cause from the effect. Uncle Liu seemed to be very unhappy to see us, although he was always cold when he didn't turn us away, after touching the wall twice, we had to hand over the medicine to Zhu Tian, Xiaoxin said that this was the wisest choice, both to send medicine to this wood without looking at Old Man Liu's face. I thought about it again and said that Old Man Liu is a good immortal, but he is too serious, everyone is afraid of him, and then they stay away from him, so that if they don't know, they will think that he is not good, and if they think he is not good, they will stay away from him, and then they think he is not good... Xiaoxin seemed to be dizzy by herself, showing a very confused expression. We rely on our eyes to see things, we believe in it, and many times believing is not necessarily right. Xiaoxin shook her head and believed that it must be right, a person judges right or wrong based on whether he believes it or not, so it is obvious that in a person's world, what is believed is exactly the same as what is right. Xiaoxin is right, this may be the reason why we appear, without us there is no difference, without difference there is no world, so each of us has something different from others, so each of us is the most important. The Meditation Pavilion is a very interesting place in the fairy world, it stands in the middle of the widest road in the fairy world, no matter from that point of view, it is not at all different from other pavilions. But once you walk out of its surroundings will immediately form a liberation, my father said that as long as you want, as long as you are in the pavilion, no one will bother you, because everyone can't break the liberation, in fact, they have never tried, everyone wants to have a place where you can meditate, which is also the reason why the meditation pavilion gets its name, no matter what troubles, as long as you sit in it, your heart will immediately calm down, and it can know your identity, as long as you want to know. Xiao Xin once said that the fairy world is really a strange place, can the immortals have troubles, so why do they have such a pavilion. Wouldn't it be a waste, but it would be better to build a garden or something. That being said, Xiaoxin still likes to sit in it, it's like another world that is completely different from the fairy world. When Xiao Xin and I were about to arrive at the Meditation Pavilion, we happened to see the water coming out of the Meditation Pavilion, Xiao Xin was a little puzzled, did he have any troubles, shouldn't he, he is the most powerful person in the fairy world, the person with the highest fairy power, he won't be worried about the safety of the fairy world! Before I could answer, she pulled me to the Meditation Pavilion and ran away, muttering quickly, and after a while, he was occupied by others. The water glanced at us, his eyes were very complicated, and he didn't know whether he was happy or sad. As soon as Xiao Xin pulled me into the pavilion and said that I wanted to be quiet, as soon as the words landed, there was an additional boundary around the meditation pavilion, as if it separated us from the fairy world at once. Xiao Xin walked to a stone bench and sat down, closed her eyes, put her hands together on her chest and whispered my identity, there was no response after a long time, Xiao Xin opened her eyes in disappointment and sighed, still can't detect it. Father said that Xiao Xin was the only person in the Meditation Pavilion who could not detect his identity, so Xiao Xin was worried for a while, and even once wondered if he was the daughter of the Wind Guardian Immortal, maybe where he picked it up! Actually, my results were similar, except for a name, there was nothing else. Xiaoxin is a little glad to see how similar the two of us are, it's the same when we're unlucky. I don't think it's a bad thing, the identity is already destined to know that it is not like that. Xiaoxin got up from the stone bench and circled around a pillar, saying who built this pavilion, I shook my head, I had never heard of the origin of this pavilion, and no one seemed to know.