Chapter 6: Dream or Reality?

After Wang Yuetian pressed the button, he only felt a dizziness in his brain: space and time seemed to be distorted by an inexplicable force the moment he pressed the button.

Some memories of his past life were like a movie, and the scenes were quickly replayed in his mind. This situation reminded Wang Yuetian of the phenomenon that many human subjects had said when he was doing experiments before: when human beings are about to die, they will always quickly repeat the experience of their life in their minds.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but mutter

"Could it be that I am really in calamity this time, and I am really going to die?"

At this moment, he suddenly felt the world spinning again, and then his eyes went black.

When Wang Yuetian opened his eyes again, he found that he was in a strange chaos, he couldn't see anything around him clearly, but he seemed to be able to see clearly, everything was hazy, like the chaotic scene when the world first opened.

Seeing this scene, Wang Yuetian was stunned for a moment, and instinctively muttered to himself

"Where is this ... ”

When he asked out of thin air, a voice that seemed to be true came from the void

"This is the path of chaos to heaven, and you are dead. ”

Wang Yuetian was obviously stunned when he heard this voice, he didn't expect that there would really be a voice that would respond to him. After a short period of sluggishness, Wang Yuetian showed a wry smile on his face and said:

Sure enough, it is impossible to succeed with a guess without any basis. After all, I've always had bad luck. ”

Hearing Wang Yuetian's wry smile, he responded again in the void:

"You've been so busy and so tired all your life, it's time to rest. Relax and go to that world to find your mother, who has been waiting for you for a long time. ”

"Mom... With the hint of the mysterious voice, the bits and pieces about her mother in Wang Yuetian's mind surged out like the water that broke the embankment. Scenes from my childhood uncontrollably emerge in front of my eyes:

He grew up in a single-parent family, and his mother raised him with hard work. Although the family life is very hard, his mother has always loved him.

When he was a child, he liked to eat fish, and his mother often went to the restaurant to work late, and from time to time brought back customers to eat the remaining half of the fish.

Every time he saw his mother's expression and asked her to eat fish with her, she would say that she had eaten it, and even if she had eaten the fish at her request, she only ate the head. Mom always told him that fish heads are good things, and Mom likes to eat fish heads the most.

Scenes hidden deep in the depths of his memory kept emerging in front of him, and Wang Yuetian's tears poured out uncontrollably again.

I don't know how long later, the mysterious voice sounded again, but for some reason, the tone seemed to be a little anxious:

"Your mom has been waiting for you in that world for too long. Look, your mom is right in front of you. ”

As the words of the mysterious voice fell, a vague figure really appeared in front of Wang Yuetian's eyes.

"Mom!"

The moment Wang Yuetian saw that figure, he immediately shouted out the warmest words in his heart. Although the figure in front of him was blurred, and even the outline of his body was blurred, the phantom gave Wang Yuetian the feeling that it was his dreaming mother!

Many times in the past, when Wang Yuetian woke up from a dream with tears, although he was sad in his heart, he would always unconsciously bury his head and hope to fall asleep again. Because as long as he sleeps, he has the opportunity to see his mother again, even if it is in a dream.

Just when Wang Yuetian's heart was shocked, the figure in front of him actually spoke:

"Child, my mother misses you and misses you in heaven all the time. Come to Mom, go to Heaven with Mom. ”

Hearing the most familiar tone in his memory, Wang Yuetian's eyes were blurred by tears. He couldn't tell if it was reality or a dream, but wasn't it the scene he had been looking forward to countless times in his dreams.

Just as Wang Yuetian was about to stride forward, the phantom's voice sounded again at this time, but there was obviously a hint of urgency in his tone:

"Son, what are you hesitating about? Don't you remember, you and your mother were trapped in the rubble during the earthquake, and your mother left all the water for you, and then she was so hungry that she even fed you the flesh of her broken leg!!

Mom has done so much so for you to be able to live. Mom gave up your life for you! Do you really have the heart to leave your mother alone in Heaven for the sake of stealing your life?"

Hearing this, Wang Yuetian, who was just about to raise his feet, shrank his heart!

The dark years after the earthquake were once again uncontrollably flooding back in his mind. The scene was so real, as if he had experienced another earthquake! The painful memory made Wang Yuetian's body tremble uncontrollably.

After a long time, the mother shaped by the phantom looked at Wang Yuetian's trembling but still immovable body, and was obviously more anxious:

"What's the matter, kid, come here. Come to Mom. ”

Wang Yuetian looked at the blurred figure in front of him, and there was a hint of complexity in his eyes, as if there was a trace of attachment. But those thousands of thoughts finally turned into a sigh:

"Do you know what my mother's last words were to me?"

When the phantom heard Wang Yuetian's question, his tone was obviously stagnant, and he said:

"Child, what do you say, I am your mother. ”

Wang Yuetian looked at the phantom in front of him, and a trace of confusion appeared in his eyes, and said:

"My mom told me before she died that she might be going to a far away place, but she always remembered me wherever she went.

My mother said that I must take good care of myself when she is away, and no matter what difficulties I encounter in the future, I should not give up easily. For her sake, she must live better.

With my mother's share, I can live better... ”

After a pause, Wang Yuetian continued to mutter, as if he was talking to the figure in front of him, and as if he was caught in a distant memory:

"After I woke up in the hospital after the earthquake, I felt lonely and lonely countless times. I miss my mom so much every day. Many times, I even thought I had killed my mother. If my mother hadn't been there to save me, maybe I wouldn't have died, if my mother had drunk water at the time, if my mother hadn't been for me... Maybe you can hold out for another two days until you are rescued.

Sometimes I blame my mother for why she left me alone in this world, why she didn't take me with her in the first place. But every time the thought of suicide sounded in my heart, my mother's last words echoed in my heart: to live better with her share.

The more I study the mysteries of life, the more I understand the accident and preciousness of life, and the more I understand the greatness of mother's love.

The greatness of maternal love even transcends the boundaries of life and death, beyond the instinctive fear of human beings to die.

I know that my mother has pinned all her hopes on me alone.

Therefore, I am not living for myself, and I am not qualified to give up my life lightly, because I cannot live up to my mother's dedication and hope. ”

"Actually, along the way, I sometimes feel really tired and tired.

The desire for life and the fear of death torment me all the time. Sometimes when I lie in bed at night, facing the darkness, I unconsciously think of death, and I am afraid that once I fall asleep, I will never wake up, and it often takes a long time to fall asleep in the dark.

After experiencing the life-and-death line in the laboratory, perhaps it was really the most vulnerable moment of my life, and I almost wanted to give up. But thank you for your words, once again remind me that my life cannot be given up so easily.

Otherwise, when I went down to the Yellow Spring, my mother would not have forgiven me for giving up my new life so easily.

I promised my mother that even if the road ahead is difficult, I will continue to walk and live better!

So, even if this is the underworld after death, as long as my consciousness still exists between heaven and earth, I have to find a way to return to the yang world!

No one can stop me! No one can stop me!!