"It's not a problem. Shu Mei said.

"Do you think it's wrong, will you do it?" Shu Mei looked at the smile on Ying Tianchang's face, his expression changed slightly, and the words continued, "If others tell you that you are wrong, are you really wrong?"

"Even if Chen Lin'an tells you that you are wrong, is everything you have done to implement your beliefs just like this in the language?"

Ying Tianchang fell into deep thought, he never thought about this, a few months ago, he was just a refugee who kept wandering around in the territory of the Tang Dynasty, all he thought about was how to live, and what saddened him was only the death of his friend who wore a broken sword at his waist, at most complaining and complaining about the departure of the three old bookworms.

Ying Tianchang has very few ideas of his own, just like Shu Mei said, he is very good at and used to being at peace with what happens.

He didn't have anything he wanted to do, and he lived in a state of confusion to this day. If he had to choose, he wouldn't know what he wanted to do.

He has no liking, no disgust, he thinks that everything is okay, he also thinks everything is average, he will feel the taste of food, he can also smell the fragrance of flowers, he can't talk about liking, and it's almost a little bit to say that he hates it. He can accept everyone around him, or not every species of people, not that he is open-minded, not that he is tolerant enough to understand every life that comes to him, and not that he embraces the whole world with infinite hope, even he himself does not know why.

Teenagers believe that every life has its own choices, they can't get rid of it when they are by their side, and they can't keep it when they want to leave. Old bookworms, they are examples.

In other words, Ying Tianchang does not know the world, which is like a layer of fog that makes people unable to see what is real. Just as he needs others to tell him whether he is strong or not, Ying Tianchang naturally can't understand the world by himself.

Right or wrong is a choice in the environment.

"What if you're right, but the whole world tells you you're wrong?" A man's voice suddenly appeared in Ying Tianchang's ears.

Ying Tianchang turned his head, the man was not very old, only a few years older than himself. It's just that compared to Ying Tianchang, this young man is more like a scholar, and he has a kind of bookish anger in every gesture.

It's the kind of Confucian style that should not be learned.

He walked past Ying Tianchang and sat down in a triangular position between Ying Tianchang and Shu Mei.

"Is it him?" Ying Tianchang guessed that he was the one behind the stirring up in the northwest that Shu Mei said.

Shu Mei nodded slightly, withdrew his gaze on Ying Tianchang, and shook the white cat in his arms.

The white cat woke up and barked at the bun.

The bun raised his head and licked Ying Tianchang's chin.

"Right and wrong are not that simple. The man said, "I am Shu Mei's companion, Jian Yifan." ”

"It's not just because of your position, not just because of the voices around you, and not just because of your Confucian principles and rules. Jian Yifan said.

Ying Tianchang nodded, but he wasn't listening. When this man named Jian Yifan appeared beside him, Ying Tianchang had no other thoughts, he only knew that he hated this man, but he didn't know why he hated him.

However, when Ying Tianchang came to Yue Fengshan, especially after seeing Shu Mei, his thoughts were not too chaotic. He was just talking to Shu Mei, and these questions were just in passing.

When Jian Yifan spoke instead of Shu Mei, Ying Tianchang didn't want to respond to him.

So all Jian Yifan got was two "Wang" of the bun.

Jian Yifan showed a smile and said to him: "Although the fire in Huang Yuncheng was done by Shu Mei without permission, if there was no her and only us to meet, even if there was no matter of Huang Yuncheng, we would not sit and chat like this." ”

Ying Tianchang nodded, if he came to Yue Fengshan and saw this Jian Yifan first, they would have already separated life and death. Ying Tianchang glanced sideways at Jian Yifan, he knew that the final result was that he died, even if he had all his hole cards, and even let Baozi participate in the war,

Ying Tianchang has an intuition that even if Light Leizi is of the same sex as himself and helps himself, the end will only be the death of one more monster.

"You are not like madmen, and you are not like fools. Ying Tianchang opened his mouth to speak, just like others said that he was not like a scholar. In Ying Tianchang's heart, whether it is Shu Mei holding the white cat or Jian Yifan, who is a little bored, he is more like a fool compared to them.

In fact, in the hearts of Shu Mei and Jian Yifan, as well as in the hearts of more of their companions, they thought the same, otherwise they would not have hoped so much that Ying Tianchang would join them. Gluttony alone is far from worthy of them, they are the same as the White Horse Temple of Longhu Mountain and the heart where Ying Tianchang is now, and they value Ying Tianchang.

Ying Tianchang will be the craziest madman, the stupidest fool.

Jian Yifan smiled and took out a folding fan from his arms, Yue Fengshan's spell was like twilight spring and early summer, not like the pretense of light thunder, Ying Tianchang also understood, but Jian Yifan did not open the folding fan to shake the breeze, but slapped his palm lightly, and said: "I like a poem written by your third senior brother Li Qinglian: The living are passers-by, and the dead are returnees." Heaven and earth are a reverse journey, and they are sad for eternity. ”

"Just use this incident in the northwest that I instigated as an introduction, what can you see in it?" Jian Yifan asked with a smile.

Ying Tianchang pulled the corners of his mouth, and Light Leizi also spoke like this. But Ying Tianchang didn't say anything like he did to Light Leizi, but said something he wouldn't have thought about before.

"Are you saying that you let the demon clan know about the resistance, or do you want to say that you caused some blood and pain to make the human race introspect? You told the world that all beings are equal, and it was you who used the black flag of the blood circle to stab the eyes of the heavenly immortals?" A mocking smile appeared on the corner of Ying Tianchang's mouth.

Shu Mei, who looked at the bright water, shook his head, it's not like this.

Jian Yifan also shook his head and said, "It's not like this, it's meaning." ”

"Meaning?"

"What you said can be said to every person, every demon and every living being in the northwest and the world, and even in their eyes, you are the one who sees the essence, but in the eyes of us people of the same kind, this is not the case. What you just said is a means, not an end to us. Jian Yifan said: "Why did I come to the northwest to incite those demon kings who have power but don't know what they should do to rebel? Revealing the fault of the people's dislike of the demon clan? What you say, it's all true. Not quite, though. ”

"I am here to create the meaning of life for myself, to create my own light. The light that guides us to move forward has never been given by others, let alone by those so-called gods. What you say is what they want to achieve, what they want to do in their hearts, it's their business. I didn't convince them, I didn't confuse them, I just pulled away the fog that prevented them from seeing the world and seeing why they lived. And what they did was to get me out of the fog that was blocking people's eyes. This is their meaning and purpose, not mine. ”

"And my meaning is to create such a Northwest Demon Rebellion that is both right and wrong. When the Northwest Demon Rebellion is over, I will create my next light. Jian Yifan said.

"Just doing this for the sake of doing this?" Ying Tianchang frowned, he couldn't understand what Jian Yifan said.

But the reason he frowned was not so, but because he was afraid that he would understand the terrible meaning of his words and identify with him. Ying Tianchang is afraid that his incomprehension and disagreement at this time is just a long-term thinking that is confusing his true feelings in his heart.

Because he didn't think Jian Yifan was crazy, and he didn't think he was so sad and crazy what he did.

"Definitely. "It's meaning." Do you know what you should do in the future, what you should do and what you are doing it for? You don't know, I don't know, we can't do self-deception, we are not so mediocre as ordinary people, and we can't stand the rules and principles that imprison us like shackles on our bodies. As Shu Mei said before, flying insects at night also need a light to guide them to fly. Unfortunately, we don't have that light. I didn't, Shumei didn't, and you didn't. ”

"Even if this light is a flame, it will consume its own flame. Ying Tian looked at the sky, and the flame he was talking about was the Northwest Demon Chaos. He had talked to Xu Lu, with Luo Qingfeng, the Taishou of Weiming City, and with the two demon kings in the northwest, the Hundred Beasts Demon King Qingyun and Xiao Lei Gong Qing Lei Zi, and knew that something might befall this land in the end. That was the result of the demon kings such as Qingyun and the light thunder, and it was also the final result of this Jian Yifan.

Jian Yifan naturally knew this, he said: "The moth fights the fire, which is also the moth's own choice. I can't say that the moths who put out the fire don't regret it, at least we don't. ”

Jian Yifan and Ying Tianchang looked up at the sky together, the sky in the northwest desert at this time was cloudless, but it did not seem lonely, only magnificent. And the pale red of faith fills this sky.

Jian Yifan said: "In order to live this life, ordinary people continue to lose or exchange those incomparably precious things they have on the way to live this life without knowing it, they may be unhappy or happy. And we are different, not to live to live this life, but to live until death, is our life, even if I die at this moment, this is my life without regrets and magnificent. It's just that we are not unhappy and not happy. ”

But that's the greatest misfortune. Ying Tianchang said.

Jian Yifan nodded: "Life is like a reverse journey, and I am also a pedestrian." ”

Ying Tianchang looked at Jian Yifan, and there were some more indescribable things in his heart. But he was still tired of this man. Maybe it's because of the eyebrows. Ying Tianchang turned his head to look at the girl who had been silent by the lake since Jian Yifan appeared, and found that her expression was not good.

There is a touch of sadness.

Ying Tianchang didn't dare to speak again, he thought of the people in Huangyun City who died under the flames of Qiqi, and his heart was full of confusion.

He should have fought with Shu Mei and Jian Yifan in Yue Fengshan, even if he died. But he didn't want to do it, not because he was afraid of death, and not just for the sake of the girl.

He now feels that what Xu Lu said at the beginning was really right, he is not a reader, and he will never be a reader. Even if he is now in the academy, he keeps trying to completely change his mood and emotions that are never appropriate, it is just a futile effort. He won't, and he doesn't deserve it. So he has always hated titles such as "Mr. Ying Si" and "Ying Xiaofuzi". He called himself so only once, that is, in front of the Black King Qin Guan.

At this time, the conversation between Jian Yifan and Ying Tianchang had ended, and Shu Mei sighed slowly, turned to Jian Yifan and said, "You shouldn't be here." ”

Ying Tianchang looked at Shu Mei, and for some reason, there was a feeling of distress in his heart. Obviously, she is still so indifferent, exactly the same as before. This distress is like snow in June, which came inexplicably and should not have come.

Jian Yifan stood up, his head still looking at the sky, and said, "It's almost over, and if you shouldn't come, you should come." ”

He lowered his head and smiled at Shu Mei, and said, "No matter what you say, I have to say hello to you, I may not be like you, I don't care about people when I come and go." ”

He sighed and lifted the white cat above his head. The golden sunlight dyes the white cat's fur with a layer of gold.

Jian Yifan turned to Ying Tianchang and said, "The Northwest Affair is over." ”

Ying Tianchang put the bun on top of his head and stood up: "It's over?" He didn't feel that he had done anything meaningful at all, no, Ying Tianchang didn't feel that he had done anything in the northwest at all.

The only thing he wanted to do was to rescue the people of Huangyun City in prison, and then they, together with Huang Yuncheng, turned into the flying ash and dust that could be seen everywhere in the northwest desert.

"That doesn't seem right, it's almost over. Just wait for a fireworks to come to an end. Jian Yifan asked Ying Tianchang, "Have you ever seen the fireworks? I have seen it with Chang'an, it is very beautiful." ”

Ying Tianchang shook his head and said, "Why?"

Jian Yifan opened the folding fan and showed the fan surface of the folding fan to Ying Tianchang.

Ying Tianchang saw a colorful light appear on the fan surface, and in the light, he saw the young man holding a spear on the bank of the Changyan River with one enemy and two, including Huangsha Jun, who had barely fought with him, and then, the Changyan River was raised, and countless river demons rushed to the riverbank, and the young man stood head-on with one gun, and then the iron cavalry charged into battle; he saw the two demons of Qinghuang and Qingshan and the elite cavalry of the Northwest Army out of Liangzhou together, rushing towards Lingzhou; and in Weiming City, the white-clothed immortal master he had seen before was helpless in front of the red-skinned pig demon who was transformed into an eyeless old man he had rescued; on the Hundred Beasts Mountain, countless literati wearing Xinzhai Confucian robes are recording the information of every monster on the top of the Hundred Beasts Mountain, as well as the Hundred Beast Demon King who came down the mountain, Liu Yu, the bitter Yuan Jun who appeared on the top of a mountain in Jingzhou, and Qin Guan, the black king who drank in a wine shop.

Ying Tianchang didn't see where this was over.

Jian Yifan said: "Qin Guan killed the King of Prancing Horse Stream, and the Rift Valley of the Red Valley Tooth King lost in Weiming City, cutting off the possibility of the Northwest Demon Rebellion stretching out. Gu Beilu destroyed Baiyun Mountain, and the iron cavalry of the Northwest Army sent by Li Xu, the king of Liang, to protect him set foot on the Changyan River, and you subdued the Hundred Beast Mountain, which has made the Tang Dynasty unable to sit still, and if you don't act, you can't explain to the people of the northwest. And the students of Xinzhai except you have also rushed to the northwest, and among the demon kings in the northwest, the only ones who can set off the storm are the bitter Yuan Jun Liu Yu, the little Lei Gong Qing Lei Zi, and the black king Qin Guan. The situation in the Northwest is obvious. ”

After listening, Ying Tianchang remembered something, and he turned around to look at the scene in the light of the fan again, but in these pictures, only there was no Mozhou Thunder Valley Demon King, Xiao Lei Gong Light Thunder Son.

Ying Tianchang turned around, and there was a light thunder standing in front of him.

Light Leizi smiled: "It seems that I can't hear your opinion of your northwest." ”

Ying Tianchang shrugged his shoulders and just said, "You're early." ”

"I thought you kid had an appetite for me, and I was able to make friends with you when I helped you collect the corpse three days later. Light Thunder sighed, "But in this case, I am the only one who can kill you." Don't stop us from being half friends, right?"

His sigh didn't want to be faked.

"It doesn't matter. Ying Tianchang learned from Chen Lin'an and said: "I hope you can't kill me." ”

Shu Mei stood up.

Ying Tianchang's gaze was then attracted.

Jian Yifan took back the folding fan, but Ying Tianchang didn't care about him at all.

"If you want to kill our Xinzhai Mr. Yingsi, I'm afraid that our Xinzhai students will not agree. ”

Hearing this, Ying Tianchang's face fell, he raised his head, and sure enough, it was Wu Dongxi, who was not dealing with him in the Qingfu Fang.

He raised his head: "I heard Gu Qing and Huang say it, it is estimated that you want me to die the most in the entire academy." ”