Chapter 80: It's Not a Life
No one knows what will happen in the future, and for any living being, the real pain is not what you are experiencing, but not knowing what you are going to experience, that is, the kind of thing that you know very well that danger will come back, but you don't know when it will come and what kind of situation it will come, which is a very cruel thing.
Yu Jin already had this feeling in her heart, not about Lu Mu, but about Yu Gui, the relationship between them has been determined, they will meet sooner or later, what kind of attitude should they have when they meet, this question Yu Jin has thought about countless times, and the result is different every time, and it is not what she wants to face every time.
Lu Jin doesn't think that Yu Gui will attack him, there is a lot of evidence to prove this, Yu Jin is Yu Gui's daughter, the tiger poison does not eat children, let alone Yu Gui, if Yu Gui wants to do this, there is enough chance, he didn't do it, this alone can prove that it is so, provided that Yu Jin is not the enemy of Lu Gui.
This is not thought that he can do it, this is impossible, Yu Gui's purpose is very clear, that is, to eliminate the Rui clan, Yu Gui's resentment is so strong, this is his goal, Yu Gui has been waiting for this matter for so many years, hatred has been fermenting in his heart for so many years, not to mention that it is impossible to disappear, even if it can really be eliminated, it will take time.
Obviously, Yu Jin doesn't have so much time to do this, not to mention that their enemies are not only Yu Gui, but also Ling, the purpose of the spirit is very simple, it is more accurate to say that the relationship between the spirit and the Rui clan is fixed, and there will be no change, sealing the spirit is the purpose of the Rui clan, and the spirit and Yu Gui are two difficulties, very difficult ones, and it is not easy to solve them.
It's hard to solve things and have to do it.,The pain that Yu Jin is facing is obvious.,When these things didn't appear.,Yu Jin also encountered difficulties.,At that time, my mind and at this moment almost felt that everything had changed.,You can't do anything you want.,The most important thought in my mind is only one.,If it's not me who faces this matter.,If all the problems can be solved, it would be great.。
Such thoughts always appear inadvertently, and Lu Jin feels that it is good to obey such thoughts, at least it doesn't have to be so painful, and every time it comes to making up his mind, there will be some unwilling voices, and this voice tells Yu Jin not to do this, it's not right to do this, and Lu Jin and Lu Mu have said this.
Lu Mu said that he was the same, and he had that kind of thought, although it was not very strong, probably because he lived in the Rui tribe and did not have much suffering, what Lu Mu said was the truth, and at the same time he was comforting Lu Jin, Lu Mu wanted to tell Lu Jin, although he had not experienced such a thing, he understood Lu Jin's feelings very well, this is the truth, as long as Lu Mu said it, Lu Jin will definitely believe it.
Lu Mu never said it, but asked Yu Jin if she knew why she had such an idea, what she thought when she made up her mind, Yu Jin smiled helplessly and said that it should be selfishness, she didn't want to die like this, she wanted to live, there were still many things to do, if she left this world like this, she would be unwilling.
Lu Mu nodded and said that this is the idea that should be, Yu Jin looked at Yu Mu, there were more doubts in his eyes, Lu Mu looked at her and asked if it shouldn't be like this, this has nothing to do with them being divine cultivators, this is the most basic, only if they are alive, they can do what they want to do, if they die, there will be nothing.
Yu Jin smiled, from her words asked, she knew very well in her heart that this was the case, and knew that this question was superfluous, and it was only after the spirit appeared that Yu Jin understood that those previous feelings were really nothing, and she was very grateful for those experiences, without which she didn't know how to deal with today's events.
The spiritual thing is a very big blow to the entire Rui clan, except for the two of them and a few senior brothers, no one has really experienced the baptism of the battlefield, and Yu Yuanwu has never said that only those who have seen the real battlefield can understand the pain, the despair of not being able to do anything.
Yu Yuanwu only when he said these words, there was a look on his face that he didn't know how to describe, he couldn't tell whether he was sad, sad or something else, in the past, they could just imagine, imagination and reality are different in many cases, imagination will always be much better than the truth.
These thoughts of Yu Jin always appear without knowing, many things are like this, if you don't think about it, you don't feel anything, and when you imagine it, you understand, everything is so so... Yu Jin couldn't think of what words to use to explain, anyway, that feeling was very uncomfortable, the most uncomfortable feeling before death.
What does it feel like to be dead, no one can really know it, dead is dead, and when you die, there is nothing, when such a thought appeared again, Yu Jin asked Xiao Wu if she wanted to go out, Xiao Wu looked at Yu Jin, Lu Mu also looked at Yu Jin, Lu Jin smiled awkwardly, Xiao Wu asked Yu Jin if she had something on her mind, and Yu Jin asked Xiao Wu how she would know?
Xiao Wu was stunned at first, saying that this kind of thing is not very normal, living beings all have their hearts, how can they not have their hearts, unless they are dead, Lu Jin subconsciously said that no one has ever died and will not know, Lu Jin's voice was very small, Xiao Wu didn't hear clearly, and asked something, Lu Mu asked Xiao Wu if he really felt that keeping the seal was good for the villagers here.
Xiao Wu looked at Lu Mu, sighed and said that she didn't think it was useless, what should Lu Mu do or how to do it, Lu Mu did not deny it, saying that Xiao Wu is also a resident here, and is qualified to say what is in her heart, Xiao Wu was stunned and said that it would be good if they came earlier, and it might not be today's situation if they came here earlier.
While the seal deprives the villagers of their freedom, it also gives the villagers some gifts, these gifts are difficult to adapt to at first, and slowly it will be better, in fact, before the villagers know the seal, there are only a few people who go to seek death, they still want to live, who doesn't want to live?
No matter what kind of posture it is, it is always alive, there is a chance to be alive, and there will be changes when you are alive, and when you really want to change, you find that you have formed a habit, and if you forcibly change, it is a kind of torment, which is the same as the torment at the beginning, not to mention that there is a great chance that you will not have the opportunity to suffer, and if you die, you will die, and if you die, there will be nothing.
Xiao Wu sat down slowly and laughed out loud, the kind of voice that sounded a little aggrieved in people's hearts, Xiao Mu looked at Xiao Wu, Xiao Wu is also a poor person, what kind of creature is not pitiful, from this point of view, Lu Mu is very suspicious of the essence of life, why is there still alive, why do you live if you live to suffer crimes.
Yu Mu tried hard not to let such an idea come out again, this is very dangerous, and at this time, Xiao Wu sighed and said Maybe this is the nature of human beings, human beings are always like this, there are few times when they are satisfied, no matter what it is, they will always think that what they can't get is the best, Lu Mu looked at Xiao Wu, his lips moved a few times and finally asked: "That Taoist priest should still be alive." ”
Lu Mu's words are not a question, it is an affirmative sentence, and he can't say why this is happening, very Lu Mu's prediction is a little different, Xiao Wu didn't react very much, and didn't even look at Lu Mu, and only said a sentence after a long time: "What can I do if I live, it has nothing to do with me anymore." ”
Lu Mu frowned slightly, because of the relationship with Yu Jin, Lu Mu always hopes that all the people who love each other can be together, this is the best result, and at the same time, as a cultivator, Yu Mu understands a truth, he is not a strange person, he doesn't know the feelings of other people at all, he doesn't understand what others have suffered, he is not qualified to say anything, this is the truth, the most basic fact.
Xiao Wu said that he disappeared, and at the same time Jiang Wenzhong appeared here, just like the second time they met alone, Jiang Wenzhong immediately knelt down and kowtowed to Yu Jin, and Yu Jin didn't help him, but just told Jiang Wenzhong that it was useless to ask for help, what should be done or what, only if you work hard, can you change the result.
Jiang Wenzhong stopped kowtowing, didn't stand up, glanced at Yu Jindao: "I take back what I said before, you still don't break the seal, it's good that Xiang'er is alive like this, at least she is still alive, at least I can still see her, it's good, it's good." ”
Jiang Wenzhong lowered his head, and a lot of helplessness could be heard from his tone, Yu Jin didn't follow Jiang Wenzhong's words, and suddenly laughed, Yu Jin's laughter was very strange, it was full of cold, even Lu Mu couldn't help but look at her, Jiang Wenzhong was even more frightened, and looked at Yu Jin with a frightened face.
Yu Jin also looked at Jiang Wenzhong and told him that some things can't be changed once they are spoken, some things can't be done as you want, Jiang Wenzhong is wish has been said, and if you want to change, you need to pay a price, Jiang Wenzhong lowered his head again, hesitated for a moment and asked Yu Jin when he would break the seal.
Yu Jin said: "This is an easy thing for us, and it is very fast, you still take advantage of this time to do some things that need to be done, they are almost at the end, what else is there to worry about?" Jiang Wenzhong stood up, turned around and walked towards the door, looking at Jiang Wenzhong's lost soul, Lu Mu asked if it was appropriate to do this?
Lu Mu laughed and said that Lu Jin's laughter startled him, Lu Jin had never been like this before, Lu Jin sighed, and said that this is also very good, at least it can make me feel comfortable, Lu Mu looked outside again, Jiang Wenzhong had closed the door.
Lu Mu said: "It's just a matter of this life, if you say this, I don't know what he will do, maybe it won't be this life." ”
Yu Jin also glanced outside the door and said Who knows, it may never be a lifetime thing, everything is related, how can it be only a lifetime?