Return to Calm and Brokenness

What happened that night,For the vast majority of people,No one cares about the Divine Presence Organization,No one cares about any external demons,Void demons,At most, it's just used as an after-dinner conversation,Life in North Wind City gradually calmed down,But Lingwan is different,The last time the crowd smoked psychedelics,Nearly a hundred students were actually implicated,The smokers are all noble children without exception,But the strange thing is that the person who provided the psychedelic agent is a civilian student,They should have been all expelled from school,But under the efforts of Teacher Vader and Teacher Qi,In the end, only the student who provided the hallucinogen,The rest of the people changed to stay in school for observationand, with the consent of the other family, enforce the abstinence.

This is Lingwan's biggest scandal in the past ten years, just hidden with the help of the major families, although there is no explicit rule that it is not allowed to smoke psychedelics, but it is a stain after all, whether it is Lingwan or the student, they are not willing to make a big deal about it, so they decided to take a step back.

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"Different spiritual powers have different phases, so may I ask you, students, what will happen if I use my water spiritual power to arrange the Fire Spirit Array?" Rose sat on the podium, her eyes glancing at Mo Qiunian who was sitting in the last row from time to time.

"There is no doubt that the spell will fail, the spirit array is equivalent to a specific formula, if the spiritual power substituted at the beginning is wrong, then naturally it will not be able to get the desired result, this is like I want to make a fire but add water to the pyre, the spirit array will collapse directly, if the level of the spell is too high, the collapsed spiritual power may even backlash the spellcaster, so although the correct guidance of spiritual power is the foundation of the foundation, it is also a step that must not be wrong. Night replied.

What hit your arm?

Mo Qiunian turned his head stiffly, but saw that Ye was secretly looking at him.

"What's wrong?"

"Hey, what's the matter with you? It's been a few days, even if Teacher Xiao is gone, you don't need to be so sad, Teacher Rose has been watching you, if you are like this again, believe it or not, she will call you next." Night reminded in a whisper.

β€œ...... I've listened to them and taken notes, no problem. Mo Qiunian looked down at the notes on his desk, densely filled with notes, but I don't know why, these words always look strange, obviously written are things that need to be paid attention to in class, but once you look at them for a long time, those words will be deformed, and gradually become something that is simply incomprehensible.

Ye couldn't help but snatch his notes, the first page was no problem, it was similar to what she wrote, and the second page was the same, she seemed a little unwilling, and quickly flipped through the notes, but found that Mo Qiunian did not lie, he wrote down all the points that needed attention, even more comprehensive than he remembered.

"What's the essential difference between low-level spells and high-level spells?" asked Ye with a look of disbelief.

"The requirements for spiritual power control, the spiritual power traction of low-level spells is relatively simple and single, but the spiritual array of high-level spells is much more complex, even if it is a spell with a single attribute, the changes involved are also very complicated, if it is a spell with a complex attribute, then the complexity will increase exponentially, so even if the caster obtains enough spiritual power in some way, it is difficult to cast spells beyond the level. Mo Qiunian replied expressionlessly, not a word was bad, it was a completely endorsement-style answer.

"What is the difference between the spiritual power in our body and the spiritual power in the outside world, and how to correctly channel the spiritual power of different attributes when casting spells?"

"The purity is different, spiritual power is a form of energy, but most of the time, spiritual power does not exist around us in a single form, so the spiritual power must be refined through the spiritual core after absorbing spiritual power, the purpose of this is to distinguish the spiritual power of different attributes in the body, and at the same time purify, a truly qualified spiritual person, the spiritual core should be stored in seven equal amounts of spiritual power, only in this way can the spiritual power of the outside world be correctly drawn when casting spells, if a certain spiritual power in the body is exhausted, it must be refined and replenished in time, otherwise it will greatly limit the types of spells that can be cast。 ”

As expected, it is still an endorsement standard answer, Ye stared at Mo Qiunian with a strange face, if she remembers correctly, this person has been in a daze like a log in class for several days, his eyes are blank, and he doesn't know what he is thinking, if he drools a little more, he is no different from a fool, as a tablemate, she feels that she has to help Mo Qiunian.

But the result was a little unexpected, Mo Qiunian was not only asked, but calmly answered the question she thought was a little out of the ordinary.

"How do you ......"

"Hmm, what's wrong?" Mo Qiunian looked at her strangely.

"Listen to the lecture and don't be in a daze all day......! It will affect my studies!" Ye angrily threw the note back to Mo Qiunian, and turned his head away and ignored it.

"You're too slow...... It's you who are too slow......" Mo Qiunian took the note and said something to himself.

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It's too slow!

It's not enough!

Spiritual power control is not something that can be improved overnight, no matter how talented a person is, it takes a long time to practice, to put it bluntly, it is two words, skilled, the table in front of him is full of books in the library, Mo Qiunian quickly flipped through the books, making notes while trying.

But his foundation is too weak, no matter how solid the theory is, once he practices, there will always be all kinds of problems, this is not a mistake, but simply because of the weak control of spiritual power, it leads to failure.

β€œ...... Still no, I can't do it, you're right, I'm a piece of waste. ”

The spirit array disappeared again, and Mo Qiunian collapsed on the chair in a dejected manner, watching the spiritual power he had gathered for a long time scatter and collapse like this, he had forgotten that this was the first time he had failed, repeating and repeating, again and again, but the result did not change at all.

"You know, this is the thirty-seventh time I've heard you say this today, I don't know if you're a waste or not, but at least your control over spiritual power is getting stronger and stronger, if the fourth-order spell doesn't work, just continue to practice the third-order spell, don't force me to say something big, I'll vomit." ”

Kyle flapped his wings and flew to Mo Qiunian's desk, frowning and carefully examining the books, but he couldn't read a word, although it learned the Terran language, but being able to communicate doesn't mean that it is literate.

"You're right, I want revenge, I want to save my sister, I want to be the most powerful spiritual priest, I want to ...... I'm sorry, I'm hungry, forget it, let's go have dinner first. Before Mo Qiunian finished speaking, his stomach rumbled first.

"It's my favorite dinner again, remember to bring me a lemon pie, a cup of pureed fruit, two baked potatoes, and by the way, no pepper!

"So you're going to stay with me forever and eat and drink?"

"Hey, hey, Uncle Ben has saved you several times, what kind of attitude do you have?"

Kyle's eyes widened, and the green light rose from his hand, Mo Qiunian's face changed, and he ran out of the door as if he had escaped, even if Kyle had not fully recovered, but he was still a half-elf, and his bloodline inheritance and talent were by no means comparable to those of the human race.

After ten o'clock in the evening, there were basically no people on the roads in the student dormitory area, Mo Qiunian walked slowly towards the business district, the cold moonlight pulled his shadow long, and the cool breeze carried a hint of earthy smell, ordinary but comfortable.

For a moment, he saw his sister smiling and asking what he wanted to eat, he saw Xiao Shu walking at the back with an umbrella, and he saw Sister Rose holding Xi's little hand, talking and laughing at the front.

Until he found out that there was no one around him......

Yes, Xiao Shu is gone, my sister's life and death are unknown, and I deliberately avoided Sister Rose and Xi, except for Kyle, there is no one around me for a long time, oh no, Kyle is not even a person, Mo Qiunian couldn't help laughing when he thought of this, the more he laughed, the louder he became, and he leaned back before laughing, laughing out of tears.

β€œ...... Autumn year. ”

"Teacher, haven't you returned to the dormitory so late? ”

Mo Qiunian quickly lowered his head and wiped away his tears, and when he raised his head again, there was only a smile on his face that had not yet converged, he knew very well that it was definitely not a coincidence that he could meet Rose in this kind of place, there was still some distance between the teacher's dormitory area and the student's dormitory area, and it was in the opposite direction.

"Xi has already slept, do you want to talk, the teacher is in for a treat. ”

The word 'you' made Rose feel a little heartbroken, she really couldn't imagine what kind of pain Mo Qiunian was suffering, obviously everything was just starting to get better, but the next second she fell into hell, she didn't know if she could enlighten Qiunian, but she knew that this level of depression and pain was enough to ruin a person if it couldn't be resolved.

"I'm fine, you go back and rest, don't worry about me, really. ”

Mo Qiunian directly rejected Rose's invitation, he didn't want to talk, he didn't want to talk about anything, he just wanted to buy dinner and go back, and continue to practice spiritual magic after eating, until he fell asleep tired, so he kept repeating it, squeezing out all the free time as much as possible, only in this way could he not think or think, so his progress was much faster than the rest of the class.

Passing by, Mo Qiunian walked towards the business district without even looking back.

"Qiu Nian, to be honest, I'm actually very proud, you've done a good enough, it's just that I'm not competent enough, a lot of things have happened in the recent period that is difficult for us to accept, I understand that feeling, powerless, no matter how hard you try, nothing can change, it's like ......" Rose said this but stopped, she couldn't describe the feeling, obviously what happened around her, but she was always an afterthought, always a step slower.

"Qiunian, I won't advise you anything, I just want to tell you that if you want someone to talk to, I'm always there. Rose turned to look at Mo Qiunian's departing back and said.

β€œ...... Thank you. ”