After the ninth watch, I hated myself.

I admire myself very much, I can write nine watches, I really vomited blood, and I was in a cold state, and I was overdrawn badly.

I hate myself a lot.

There are two kinds of writing books, one is talented, the writing is like a spring, there is no need to think too much, and writing it by hand often touches people's hearts and makes people want to stop.

One is untalented, no matter how conceived and exquisite, it is warm boiled water when written, and it can't impress people, so you can only revel yourself.

I just don't have talent, low understanding, I've been writing for so many years, my level is still very average, I'm struggling, if I don't like to write, and with the support of everyone, I really can't persevere, life is too difficult.

Since the writing is average, if you want to get a monthly pass, you have to put in more effort, so you have to fight hard.

Every time I watch other people's gods write a change leisurely, the monthly pass soars, and I hate my incompetence more and more.

But no matter how much you hate yourself, the reality is like this, you can't change it, you want a monthly pass, you can only write desperately, who makes yourself incompetent and incompetent, there is no way to please.

Watching the monthly pass rise like a snail, I feel very similar to myself, and if I climb too slowly, I can't stop, and I have to work hard.

The new book monthly ticket list is too critical for a book to come, it is an opportunity to show yourself, you can't enter the top ten, everyone doesn't know that you have a new book on the shelves, and you won't come to see it, then it's even worse, so you can only ask for a monthly ticket, strive to enter the top ten, and show it on the list.

So I worked hard and wrote nine watches, otherwise it would be even worse, even more unbearable, and the results would be terrible, and I really had to drink the northwest wind.

I really need everyone's support and encouragement, please vote for me, this vote is too crucial, for me it is about the fate of the book, and the standard of living for the next year or two. (To be continued.) )