Ju Soon-mi's heart sank in struggle.

However, one day, Sun Zhongde's demons suddenly died, and she was suddenly thrown out of the filthy hell and the paradise of luxury life. It was like a dream, but she couldn't go back to the way she was.

That stubborn, brave and righteous girl has long since died.

Seeing Dreamer fall into a distracted memory, she felt a snickering of joy in her heart, feeling that she might have inspired him to love her. But in his heart, he spits on himself who calculates like this.

She suspected that Sun Zhongde and the others died at the hands of Huai Mengde, and Sun Zhongde's bizarre way of death was too much like revenge because of her.

She watched Huai Mengde stumble all the way over, and knew that it was not easy for him to achieve today's status. She suddenly felt that she had been very wrong with him before, and now she had to implicate him, which was even more immoral.

He wasn't ruthless to himself, he just hurt him too much. After Sun Zhongde died, he didn't come to him again, he should have known what he had done, but he still remembered his old feelings and didn't feel sorry for himself. If you want to change someone, as Fan Zinan said, if you don't kill yourself, you have to sell yourself to the Qinglou.

Thinking of this, the long-lost shame in Ju Shunmei's heart revived.

She didn't dare to look at Huai Mengde anymore, and said in a low and sour voice: "I, I, I came today, just to see you again, and to see that you are doing well, I am satisfied." I just want to tell you, forget me, I don't deserve you, you deserve better. ”

Li Huaide came back to his senses, looked at the haggard girl in front of him with a complicated expression, and said lightly: "I know, I have never hated you." ”

Hearing this, Ju Shunmei couldn't hold back any longer, and tears flowed wantonly.

She originally wanted to defend herself, saying that Sun Zhongde and they forced her, but she really had no choice, she wanted to say that she had sold herself to flatter, just to save his life, she wanted to say that she still loved him, and she was willing to follow him again even if she had no name or share. He wanted to say that he could allow her to follow him like a dog.

However, all her calculations were crushed by this sentence.

She stood up in a hurry and whispered, "You have to be good." ”

After saying that, she turned around and fled out in a panic, not daring to look at him again.

ran to the door, her hand touched the door, she stopped, and whispered: "An Rulan is not a good person, you have to watch out for her." ”

An Rulan, who was hiding outside the door and eavesdropping, was so angry that she wanted to rush in and slap Ju Shunmei a few times, but she didn't dare to do it in front of Huai Mengde. She didn't want to ruin her impression of being a timid and kind little white flower in Huaimengde's eyes.

Li Huaide felt pity in his heart, he guessed that Ju Shunmei should be in a very bad situation in the inner courtyard, otherwise he would not kneel in front of his door regardless of shame. He guessed that she came today to ask him for help.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, she wanted to run away. He jumped over, handed her a storage bag, and said softly, "Although I can no longer love you as much as I used to, I don't want to see you have a bad time." Think about your former self and show courage, life will not be more difficult than before. If it's really difficult, you can come to me again. ”

Ju Shunmei suddenly raised her head and looked at Huai Mengde, who was smiling gently, she mourned in her heart, such a man, I actually missed it in this life.

She nodded tearfully, pushed the door open, and ran out.

Walking outside, Ju Shunmei felt that the world was lit up and she still had hope. She also had nothing before, but she had the courage to fight the powerful bad guys. Why not now? I can't fight with him anymore, but he's still alive and I'm alive. Although her reputation is bad, it is impossible for anyone to love her and marry her, so what, in this life, she has loved him, loved the person who is most worthy of love, and he still has her in his heart, and that is enough.

She can practice harder, and maybe one day, she can help him.

She looked at the storage bag given by Huaimengde in her hand, and swore that she would never use the contents until she had to.

A gentle smile appeared on Ju Shunmei's face and strode towards her dormitory.

Halfway down the road, An Rulan flashed out, stared at Ju Shunmei hatefully, and scolded: "Slut, why do you still have the face to say bad things about me to him?"

Ju Shunmei said coldly: "Your mind is not pure, when I don't know the calculations of you and your master, I will not allow you to harm him." ”

An Rulan's heart was weak, and she was even more angry, saying: "How can I be impure, and I didn't hurt him like you." ”

Ju Shunmei was stabbed in the sore spot by her, and sneered: "I hurt him, he forgave me, and told me in person that he never hated me." What about you? Did you really love him one day?"

An Rulan was speechless for a while, blushing and said, "I love him now." ”

Ju Shunmei sneered: "What you love is nothing more than his power." I've seen a lot of people like you. ”

An Rulan said indignantly: "I won't let you get close to him again." ”

Ju Shunmei smiled casually: "I'm not like you, if something happens to him, I won't see him again." ”

An Rulan asked suspiciously, "What you said is true?"

Ju Shunmei said abruptly: "I just need to know that he is doing well, I will love him alone from afar and quietly." ”

An Rulan shook her head and scolded: "Idiot! This is what you said, if you dare to get one step closer to him, I will kill you." ”

After saying that, she didn't bother to tell Ju Shunmei anymore and walked away.

Huaimengde finally came back once, and she had to hurry up to deepen her relationship.

If she found out that Ju Shunmei still dared to pester Huai Mengde, she would really want to kill Ju Shunmei. Since Ju Shunmei admitted that she had withdrawn, she didn't bother to talk nonsense with her.

After Ju Shunmei, she really worked hard to do the task by herself, worked hard to support herself in a proper way, and maintained her own cultivation. But she was still sensitive to the change, the deacon who distributed the task no longer deliberately made things difficult for her, and some of the disciples who pestered her and wanted to humiliate her quietly disappeared from her life. She knew that this was her former childhood sweetheart quietly protecting herself.

She felt warm and renewed hope for the future.

An Rulan hurried back to the courtyard where Huaimengde lived, and she found that she had one more enemy.

Tai Wenqian was sitting next to Huai Mengde, talking and laughing with him.

Seeing Tai Wenqian, Li Huaide asked in surprise: "Why did you get to the inner courtyard?"

Tai Wenqian smiled and said, "What's the matter?

Li Huaide said with a smile: "How is it possible, I just didn't expect you to come." ”

Tai Wen Qian said coquettishly: "We have been friends for many years, I'm afraid if I don't come, you won't think of me again, right?"

Li Huaide said weakly: "Where, where, I'm just too busy lately." ”

He has a good impression of Tai Wenqian, he thinks that she is generous, long-sleeved and good at dancing, and has always been kind to others, no one really says anything bad about her in the Taoist Academy, and she has always cooperated with Huai Mengde seamlessly and has a tacit understanding.

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