Twenty springs, summers, autumns and winters passed, and she lay in bed for twenty years.

There are new and old people in the house, and her eldest son and second son have been taken care of for 20 years.

She lived like this for twenty years.

Watch yourself grow old with them.

Appetite is lost, teeth are loosened, and in the end, even breathing is a drain.

Growing old is such a pain and such an inevitability.

She had thought about ending it many times, but the pharmacy she had held up with one hand pointed at her.

Because of the filial piety of the eldest son and the second son, the emperor knew about it and commended the good reward, and the taste of her family became the royal palace.

How could she die so easily?

She had to live, for the sake of this family.

Another five years of confusion.

One day, she saw her eldest standing at the head of the bed, and he was already a white-haired old man.

His eyes softened, he took out a wet cloth handkerchief, and said in a low voice, "Mother, I'm sorry for you." ”

Cool, suffocating.

She doesn't struggle.

The feeling of suffocation came to mind.

Born from the mother's womb, now she is in the world.

It's the same feeling.

White light enveloped her.

Oh, it seems to be an illusion.

Hu'er is born, and Hu'er dies.

Life and death.

When I woke up again, my chest was uncomfortable, and I couldn't hold back and coughed out.

When I looked down, I saw that there was blood on the handkerchief, mixed with phlegm.

"Miss......" The maid stopped talking, turned around and offered a cup of hot tea, "I'll go and ask for a doctor for you......"

Then you have to get out of the house.

"Juan'er, it's okay, it's an old problem. She waved her hand and motioned for her to stay.

She remembers that since she was ten years old, she contracted the disease from her aunt, and the two of them coughed year after year, taking medicine day after day.

Now that he has reached the age of Ji Xuan, the smell of Chinese medicine in his body is like a medicine jar, and he is still waiting to marry a girl.

Amusing.

Since then, life and death have been downplayed, and there is no desire or desire.

"No, you must ask for a doctor, last year grandpa found Doctor Ye came back again, grandpa has sent someone to ask for it a few days ago, his medicine, Miss uses it best......"

"Daddy is willing to spend this unjust money, and I have already earned a day by day. ”

"Miss, don't say that, the Qi family sent a matchmaker to Najib a few days ago......"

"Where did the Qi family take a fancy to me, it was to fall in love with my father's position, otherwise I would have a ...... today and tomorrow Ahem...... Where is anyone willing to want me? ”

"Qi Shao is Miss's childhood sweetheart, and he is a classmate, so it's rare for Miss. ”

"Bah, Hugh is going to talk nonsense, I don't have much to do with him. She raised her hand and ate a cup of hot tea, and then looked out the window at the crab-yellow ginkgo tree sprinkled on the ground, golden, always wanting to go out for a walk, but at this time it was cold and wanton, and her body was too afraid of the cold.

When my aunt left last year, I couldn't help but stand in the yard for a while in winter, and after appreciating Huangmei, my condition worsened, and it was gone.

Her mother died early, her father continued to play the strings, and her aunt treated her as her own, and she was really gone, and there was no one to talk to.

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but cry.

With teary eyes, looking at the autumn colors in the courtyard, she had relatives, but she saw a young man in white squatting on the eaves looking at her and blinking.

I wiped my tears with a handkerchief, and when I looked at it again, there were only falling ginkgo leaves.

It's night, quiet.

A figure shook from the window.

She got up quietly, half opened the window, the cold wind poured in, and she almost coughed out, but she couldn't help it, so she had to suppress it.

A hand reached through the crack in the window and handed over an oiled paper bag.

"Do you look down on our Shangshu Mansion? She knew what the man had sent before she opened it, and rebuked in a low voice, but her hand reached over and took it.

The other party took advantage of her unpreparedness and reached out to hold her wrist, which was hot and hot, burning her wrist as cold as jade.

"Don't want to eat it? ”

"Eat, eat, my father didn't let me eat sweet, and I finally got it...... Ahem......"

"Why are your hands so cold?" he said, taking her little hand and squeezing it with concern.

"It's been cold lately, and I'm not feeling well...... I heard that your government sent someone to Najib?"

"Hmm. ”

"Do you really want to marry me?"

"Well, who will you marry if you don't marry? ”

Her heart sank, it turned out that it was because of her parents' orders, and it wasn't his father who fell in love with her family's power.

Suddenly withdrew his hand and lowered the window, "It's too cold, you should leave early, it's not good for people to see." ”

"What's the matter, I can't bring food to my daughter-in-law who hasn't passed the door? Xiao Li, you let me warm your hands again, it's so cold. ”

"Don't be ashamed, let's go. ”

She shook off a sentence and said no more.

Seeing the man outside the window, he stopped for a long time before leaving silently.

She sighed, pinched a piece of peach crisp in the dark, and put it in her mouth.

Neither of them noticed a blush in the depths of the cloister.

The family affair is set for the next year, when the spring flowers bloom, it is estimated that it is to take care of her body, or it may be to see if she can survive this winter.

Luo Li counted his fingers and lived his life, never looking forward to it so much.

Daddy found Dr. Ye and raised her at home to recuperate, but Dr. Ye has also bluntly said that now Miss's condition can only be suppressed and aggravated, and cannot be eradicated.

She stayed in the house carefully every day, for fear of a little cold. With such careful recuperation, coupled with Doctor Ye's decoction, his body improved slightly.

One day, the old mother came to teach her to be a female celebrity, and Juan'er was with her. She was concentrating on twisting the thread when suddenly a whisper came from outside the door.

"But I heard that Qi Shao, the future uncle of our Shangshu Mansion has been staying in the Drunken Flower Building for a month, so how can the new Oiran hook the soul, and Master Qi can't shout back no matter how he shouts......"

"But it's not, our young lady is looking at marrying in the past, but what can she do if she marries in the past, her body is so weak, like a delicate flower, I'm afraid that Young Master Qi won't dare to touch it......"

Juan'er frowned and got up to scold.

"Forget it, the most afraid of people breaking through the words behind your back, so why bother. ”

"The mouth is rotten, if the young lady doesn't care, then no one cares......" she said, threw her sleeves out, stopped the two maids, and saw that it was just a little maid serving tea, so she had to throw it out.

"Juan'er, forget it...... Ahem......"

Juan'er looked back when she heard the sound and saw that she was pale, leaning against the door frame and pursing her mouth.

"Miss, why are you out of the house!" Juan'er was shocked and hurriedly pushed her into the house.

"Ahem...... Ahem......"

A handful of blood, as if he couldn't finish coughing up.

The cold enters the lungs, and the illness is worse.

The last time he saw Doctor Ye, his disappointed expression was imprinted in Luo Li's mind and did not disperse for a long time.

I'm afraid it's coming.

What she had been looking forward to was coming.

She is not afraid, but she is a little unwilling.

The night was cold, and the snow was like cotton wool, and it was all over the ground.

In such a quiet night, you can even hear the sound of falling snow.

She coughed for a moment, uncomfortably nervous, and couldn't sleep at all.

Suddenly, there was a muffled sound of boots crushing snow in the courtyard.

He?