Chapter 864: Let go
That glance is not for shackling, but for reminiscence.
That side, not to remember, just because of nostalgia.
On that day, I didn't just want to rub shoulders for luxury.
That night, I didn't want to stay together because of my heart.
That sentence is not for expectation, but because it is difficult to give up.
That year, I didn't get together because I was reluctant.
That time, I didn't wait for fear of missing out.
That time and time, sentence by sentence, in the end, it all became a cloud of the past, and in the end, it was all over.
After that night, Ye Li's whole person seemed to have no soul, and he didn't go to the store, and stayed in the room for a week, counting the scenes from acquaintance to acquaintance and love with Zhang Meixian.
"The reincarnation of the master of a well reflects your determination to turn around. ”
Ye Ya muttered in his mouth, he opened his laptop, looked at the familiar wallpaper, but unfortunately he was already a stranger, and after a long time, he wrote in his diary: "
Tears of the Night
The fairy tears fall and the leaves have no traces.
At the end of the fairy road, the leaf tomb is a lonely grave.
The residual leaves are drifting, and the rain is broken. Little by little, my heart is gone.
Looking up, it was rainy, the mountains and rivers were still the same, and the people were no longer there.
The eyes turned, the remnants of the leaves fell, the years were traceless, and the immortals were ruthless. ”
As the last sentence fell, Ye Li's tears also slipped down the keyboard.
Is that the end there?
Ye Li looked at Meixian's face on the phone, and then looked at the cover made of Meixian's avatar on the desktop, he touched it lightly with his hand, and the distance between him and her seemed to be close in front of him. However, he knew that they were more than 108,000 miles apart, and they seemed to be close at hand, but they were close to the end of the world.
Ye Li's mind kept coming up with scenes about immortals, constantly flashing the bits and pieces of him and her over the past few days, and a smile appeared on the corner of Ye Ya's mouth, which was the most important memory in his life, a unique memory.
Thinking about it, thinking about it, Ye Li's eyes began to fog again, and he didn't let it drip down, but in the end, a tear stain fell involuntarily.
Ye Li wanted to ask the immortal: "What is the reason why we are strangers?"
Everything doesn't matter anymore, at the point in time when Meixian made that choice, everything was doomed.
"I stood at both ends of the balance between dream and reality and let the tears flow at the end of the story. ”
In the end, it really became a wordless ending.
The dream woke up, and the dream ended.
The scenes of more than three years make people feel like they are in a dream, but there is a time to wake up from the dream.
Everything goes with the flow, and no longer deliberately forced.
Youth is a sad song, youth is a lamentation, why bother to force everything?
Some words are enough to say once, some things are stupid once is enough, really only one time is enough, don't force the result of everything, there is only one end for people, that is, death.
So it's enough not to go against your own mindset······
Ye Ya accompanied Meixian to K song for the last time, during which Ye Zi specially ordered a song "Once the Most Beautiful" for Xian to her, but she didn't know that the song was Ye Li's heart.
As long as she can understand that no matter where Ye Ya's person is, as long as the immortal needs his company, he will appear in front of the immortal, thousands of miles away, no matter when, just because this is the only promise that Ye Zi can make.
Maybe Ye Zi is cheap, because he has already left, so why bother to break the thread again? However, Ye promised that he would use three years to prove it, so he would do what he said.
As long as the immortal needs the companionship of the leaf, the leaf will always be the refuge and harbor of the immortal, and he really wants to protect the immortal for a lifetime or even for a lifetime.
"Hey, aren't you asking for hardship? You still go to her every day, aren't you tired?"
The meteor on the side looked at Ye Ya with a sad face, and asked with some reluctance.
"You're not going to understand, and I'm determined that today will be the best. After tomorrow, she and I will be people of two worlds, and we will never live strangers from now on. ”
Ye Li shook his head with his back to the meteor, and then went out, he went straight to the rooftop alone, he stood on the edge of the rooftop, looking down at the lights on the road.
It is because he can't make a decision in every conversation with Zhang Meixian that he can't be decisive, which has caused a situation of dragging mud and water and being indecisive in the past and the present.
Ye Li couldn't make up his mind, but he had to make an end, as long as Meixian could be truly happy and happy, he could leave with confidence.
"If sincerity is a harm, I chose to lie, and it was my own bloody heart that was deceived.
If it is said that staying will only entangle the pain, then I choose to leave, leave the silent years.
If the road of life is full of tragic songs, then I choose to bear it alone. And I don't want you to cry with me.
If the years can be reversed, and the leaves and flowers can be left without regrets, then I will choose to go through the sea of reincarnation again...
If it is said that my name is on the Sansheng Stone, then I would like to listen to the Sansheng Fate.
If it is said that the butterfly fairy is destined to be amorous and ruthless, the fallen leaves are destined to be full of blood. I have no regrets. ”
Perhaps, the wordless ending should be the best ending for the night or the fairy.
Oh, although his heart hurts, but he has to be like this, no one can understand what Ye Li is thinking, no one knows how much his heart hurts, no one ······
Love is both beautiful and dangerous. Don't let love turn into hate, if love is no longer fragrant, if it is completely gone, don't hurt yourself and others.
If there is no love, there is hate.
If there is no real effort, where will it hurt?
Don't hate someone you loved, after all, you once really loved.
Don't think about someone who doesn't love you, after all, she gave you a heart-wrenching scar.
Everything will be left to time to heal, everything will be handled by the years, and everything will become the most unforgettable memory of youth. You can save it for the future to taste and taste slowly.
If there is no love, how can there be love?
There is no love, no hatred, no regrets.
If there is no hatred, how can there be memory?
There is no hatred, and there is no fate. If everything is a phantom, why bother mediocrity, then let it go completely, there is nothing that cannot be let go, pain, tears, naturally let go.
If everything is just a dream, and after the dream, all that is left is a devastated scar, why not completely put this dream into a dark box, and then put it in the deepest part of your memory, and leave it for one day in the future, after the flowers have bloomed, and then open everything in this box.
"What's the use of saying I'm sorry? If you really want to apologize, give me back all the money I spent on you and my youth, or else, don't say something high-sounding. ”
Ye Ya endured the severe pain and reluctance in his heart, shed tears, and sent hurtful text messages with trembling fingers, he didn't dare to call, nor did he dare to say it to his face, he only dared to use this way to make a break with Zhang Meixian.