"Get used to it. ”

This is the second time Xiao Shu has been asked how he feels about forgetting himself, this kind of incomprehensible and unbearable loneliness has long been accustomed to him.

Regret it?

He had forgotten, but Xiao Shu knew in his heart that if he hadn't been able to cultivate the state of selflessness, I am afraid that he would have become a corpse in a mass grave, eaten by maggots, turned into white bones, and rotted into mud, and selflessness achieved Xiao Shu's swordsmanship, but correspondingly, Xiao Shu lost everything that a normal person could have, power and wealth, and beautiful women became gravel at his feet in his eyes, even the simplest satisfaction and happiness became incomprehensible to Xiao Shu.

"Forget yourself...... Ecstasy...... I can do it, I will do it!"

Butterfly's expression became more and more gloomy when she heard this, she took a deep breath, gradually calmed down her panicked mind, once again held the hilt of Dancing Butterfly's sword, and ignored Xiao Shu's warning, forcibly comprehended Xiao Shu's selfless state of mind through Butterfly Dancing and Symbiosis Technique.

Of course she was very scared, in the face of this unknown state of mind, she didn't even know if she would go crazy in the next second, whether she would completely become another person, but at the same time, she also knew that since Xiao Shu said so, the possibility of her comprehending the state of mind by herself was too small.

If her soul is scattered because of this, it will just reduce Xiao Shu's burden, but if she really understands her state of mind, she doesn't need to see Xiao Shu's disappointed expression anymore, even if Die knows that Xiao Shu will never blame her.

"Alas...... Could it be providence?"

Xiao Shu shook his head helplessly, everyone has their own choice, he will not force Butterfly, nor will he interfere with her decision, it is not that he can't do it, but he is unwilling, cause and effect are impermanent, the way of heaven is unpredictable, what is right?

Since you can't make a judgment, it's better to go with the flow, right or wrong, and have no regrets.

Butterfly didn't respond again, closed her eyes and stood in place, only the Butterfly Sword hovered around her, the sword body was uncertain, she completely fell into a state of selflessness, lost any room to turn, this time she was mentally prepared, and she was ready to die.

There are thousands of moods in the world, selflessness is the most sad, it is great compassion, it is also great suffering, abandoning the self, sending the heart to other things, the heart does not exist, the seven emotions are not born, and the six desires are broken, so the practice speed of the selfless person is very comparable, just because the heart has no distracting thoughts, everything is not in the heart, the only flaw in the self-forgetfulness is the thing that sends the heart, and this state of mind is very unstable, the slightest carelessness will be full of demons, crazy.

Xiao Shu was also troubled by demons in his early years, even if he was in a complete state of mind, but not long ago, he still almost lost his life in the catastrophe of the demons, all because of selflessness, until now, Xiao Shu really understood that selflessness seems to be difficult to get started, but in fact, it is even more difficult to be in a complete state of mind.

At that time, Xiao Shu was young, soft and red never entered his heart, did not understand the power and wealth, did not understand the beauty and beauty, only the word revenge in his heart, this is the best seedling of self-forgetfulness, so he can comprehend self-forgetfulness, but whenever he has the slightest desire in his heart, I am afraid that he will either be drowned in the lake, or become a demented fool, so it is difficult to get started, what is the difficulty? Because you can deceive others but can't deceive your own heart.

Perfection of mind is more difficult than entry, why do you say that, because once the person with the heart is killed, then there will be no flaws in the selflessness, but the paradox is that for the selfless, the person with the heart is extremely important, it can be said that it is more important than their own life, so it can be called a flaw, and it is too late to protect, how can it be easily killed by others?

If the selfless person can not step through this hurdle, life will be more painful than death, suicide abounds, therefore, there are often selfless people who spend their lives to protect the person who sends their hearts, and would rather stop in their state of mind than live alone in the world.

Legend has it that there is another situation, that is, by the selfless person personally kill the person who sends the heart, so that his state of mind is not only complete, but also a kind of transformation, it is said that this kind of person, the practice is no longer **neck, as long as the realm is reached, you can soar, and even do not need to cross the catastrophe, but this kind of situation only exists in the ancient records, so far, no selfless person has done this, because this is simply impossible to do.

Xiao Shu saw Fang Jin die with his own eyes, so he was in a good state of mind, otherwise even if the gate of heaven was reopened, he would not be able to cross the catastrophe and ascend, in other words, as long as Fang Jin was still alive, then he would become a shackle that Xiao Shu could not get rid of until he died, the so-called ten-year covenant was just wishful thinking.

That's why Tianjizi said that selflessness is great compassion and great suffering.

The authorities are confused, the bystanders are clear, Xiao Shu only now really understands what selflessness is, it is a word, emptiness, emptiness of nothing, this is the most terrible place of selflessness, killing is killing, practice is practice, the sky is not shocked, it is this state of mind that has achieved Xiao Shu's swordsmanship.

Abandon your heart?

How can Butterfly's remaining remnant soul be able to do it, once she chooses to forget and choose to give up, I am afraid that the next moment will be distracted, but the selfless state of mind she realizes now is not her own comprehension, but the forced perception of Xiao Shu's already complete state of mind, the gap is too big, far from what Butterfly can bear, but she didn't think about it so much, she just didn't want to disappoint Xiao Shu, and she didn't want to seem so useless.

Butterfly's move can be said to be a move to the whole body, Xiao Shu knows in his heart that even if he forcibly takes Butterfly out of his state of mind now, I am afraid that Forget Me has left an indelible trace on her soul, and after a while, Butterfly's body gradually becomes transparent, and the breath of the soul is getting weaker and weaker, although there is a symbiosis technique, Xiao Shu can't stop this collapse speed, she can't bear it.

No friends, no parents, she only has painful memories, those memories are like a knife, she can never forget, abandon her heart, forget everything, it is more difficult for the butterfly than to ascend to the sky, because of this, Xiao Shu persuaded her not to try.

"Maybe it's your life that has this calamity, or maybe it's my Xiao Shu's life, ha, who knows. ”

Xiao Shu smiled, he walked in front of Butterfly, and reached out to her eyebrows.

......

"I ...... Who am I, who are you, and why...... Why am I ......?"

Butterfly stared blankly at the white-haired man in front of him, for some reason, he felt so sad in his heart, as if he had lost something important, as if he ...... It's a wonderful feeling to forget something important, but to feel so relaxed, as if you have lifted your burden, and I feel sad and happy at the same time, but it's just ...... She couldn't express it, she couldn't understand it, she was happy, what was that? Sad? What was it?

Why be happy? Why be sad?

"Your name is Butterfly, it's just ...... An ordinary girl, as for me, I'm your teacher, Xiao Shu. Xiao Shu said with a smile.

"Butterfly ...... Is this my name? Xiao Shu...... Xiao Shu ...... Familiar, what is this?"

Butterfly stared at Xiao Shu for a long time, but no matter how she recalled, there was no memory of Xiao Shu in her mind, whether it was the memory of the past or the present, she had forgotten it all, only the remnant soul of the memory was forcibly comprehended, in fact, this is already the best result, the current butterfly, like a blank piece of paper, as for whether it is fortunate or unfortunate, Xiao Shu can't conclude, but he knows that if he doesn't intervene, Die will definitely die, at least now she is still alive, and she has initially stepped into the threshold of self-forgetfulness.

"Your sword, Dancing Butterfly. ”

Xiao Shu waved his hand lightly, the butterfly turned into a white light and did not enter the center of the butterfly's eyebrows, the butterfly winked at Xiao Shu, and her heart moved, the butterfly sword emerged from her right hand, and the sword body roared softly, as if responding to the butterfly, in the face of such a strange thing, the butterfly did not have the slightest surprise, and she was not afraid in her heart, as if she had known it for a long time.

"You...... What's wrong?"

Die was very keenly aware of Xiao Shu's state at the moment, she didn't know why she cared about Xiao Shu, she obviously couldn't remember the slightest memory about him, but somehow, seeing the tiredness in his eyes, she couldn't say uncomfortable in her heart.

"It's nothing, you have a good rest today, first stabilize the state of mind, the state of mind and the way of the sword complement each other, although your starting point is high, but you still have to step by step, don't be impatient, if you have anything you don't understand, come and ask me. ”

Xiao Shu is really tired, whether it is to maintain the butterfly's soul through symbiosis, or to divide the soul to teach him the way of the sword, or like Fang Cai, forcibly break into the butterfly's state of mind, and act as the leader and the person of the butterfly's heart, it is very draining of energy.

For Die, it is fortunate to forget the past, and it is unfortunate to forget yourself, but this is a choice she made, Xiao Shu has never forced her, on the contrary, Xiao Shu has been trying her best to help Die pave the way, and even does not hesitate to become her parasitic person, but this is indeed a helpless move, if there is a choice, Xiao Shu will never make this decision, but in Die's memory, he can bear the person who sends his heart, and he is the only one who is still alive.

As Xiao Shu said, I don't know if the butterfly has this calamity in his life, or if he has this calamity in his life, if he lives, the butterfly's selflessness will never be consummated, but if he dies......

On top of the iceberg, Xiao Shu sat cross-legged for four days, covered with a thick layer of frost, like a dead man, and suddenly saw a red light fly out from the center of his eyebrows, the frost shattered instantly, Xiao Shu slowly opened his eyes, and his expression was slightly tired.

His own sword moves were not created, but he cultivated a selfless swordsman, Xiao Shu looked at the gray sky in the distance with a calm face, he didn't know whether he was right or wrong to do this, but when he reached this realm, he could perceive something, similar to a whim.

Xiao Shu can vaguely feel that today's decision will trigger a series of things one day in the future, as for whether it is a good thing or a bad thing, it is unknown, but even if it is a bad thing, it is a catastrophe, he is not afraid, when making the decision to save the butterfly, he has already figured it out, if everything is really fixed, if the cycle of cause and effect is really endless, then what he can do is to follow his heart and not regret it, as for the result, he will bear it alone.