Chapter 0126 [Reminiscences of the Past]

In just over half an hour, Han Yue and Xu Wei arrived near Lin's Entertainment Company.

It is now past one o'clock in the afternoon, the sun after the rain is hot and scorching, steaming, the white light is particularly dazzling, and the high-rise buildings are lined up, and all kinds of decorative glass are shining.

Lin's Entertainment Company is in a very luxurious building, this building is called Lin's Building.

Under the red sun, the two women did not hold an umbrella, only with a duck tongue, the white skin on their necks was shiny, both of them were wearing white shirts and jeans, and their slender figures attracted the attention of passers-by.

Han Yue stood on the road opposite the Lin Building, waiting for the traffic light, and her eyes fell on the building and couldn't help but be a little distracted.

I was at a loss for what to do, and I was nervous in my heart.

The heart was beating calmly, and the hands held by Xu Wei were trembling slightly, and cold sweat had begun to break out in the palms.

She wondered if it was the one who was looking for her and her mother.

But if it weren't for that person, who else in this world would remember a mother and daughter named Yang Yiluo Han April?

I remember when she was a child, she asked her mother, mother, what about my father?

Her mother would smile gently, but she would cry like she was so lonely that she couldn't understand it.

Mom said, 'Your dad has gone to a far away place to earn money for the baby, and he will be obedient in April, and when Dad comes back, he will see a good baby.' ’

'Mmmmmm!April will be good,' she nodded earnestly, imagining that one day her father would come back like the fathers of other children, kissing her and hugging her high, and buying her toys and delicious food, when she was more than three years old.

When I was four years old, I said, 'Mom, what about my dad, why hasn't he come back?' April is so well-behaved, and I never cry when the fat brother next door bullied me, why hasn't he come back.' ’

This time, she was crying when she said this, the first time she cried because she didn't have a father, and the fat brother next door grabbed her things and scolded her for being a wild seed, she really wanted a father who could protect her and protect her mother.

Her mother also cried this time, crying so that her little face was confused, and then she cried even more fiercely and threw herself into her mother's arms.

At the age of five, this year is her most sensitive year, and she is also very ignorant. Many times, she also yelled at her mother, Mom, you lie, I don't have a dad at all, I don't have a dad at all. Every time her mother couldn't say a word, her throat trembled as if she was choking on something. It would take a while to coax her as before, but I couldn't do it anymore.

At the age of six, she could read more things, she had become taciturn and sullen, and she no longer asked her mother where her father had gone, because her mother would also be very sad and cry, and at that time, her mother would not cry in front of her, but would hide and cry secretly.

She knew her dad wouldn't be coming back.

At that time, there was an old grandfather who was very good to her next to her, and the old man fell asleep and couldn't wake up again, and the fat brother who often bullied her cried a lot.

She was at a loss, and the fat brother told her that his grandfather was dead.

She asked what it meant to be dead.

The fat brother didn't say anything, and ran away crying.

She went back to ask her mother, and her mother said that children should not talk nonsense, and they just didn't tell her anyway.

That afternoon, she met her fat brother again and said that she wanted to see Grandpa Qin.

Grandpa Qin was really good to her, often gave her delicious food, and hugged her.

The fat brother said that he was dead again.

She asked again what it meant to be dead.

If you die, you will never come back, and you will never see him again.

The fat brother gave an explanation.

It's just that she still doesn't quite understand what it means to die.

But what it means to never come back, never to see again.

I understood, I cried too, I cried very badly, I couldn't breathe, and my tears couldn't be wiped off no matter how I wiped them.

Grandpa Qin is the best person to her except her mother, and she will never see her?

And what about her father, is he dead too?

Definitely.

She is so well-behaved, her mother is so beautiful, how could her father not want them.

Running home crying, she asked her mother if her father was dead.

After a long time, her mother sighed, April, you must always remember that your father loves you.

That night, her mother told her many stories about her parents, and how her father hoped for her before she was born.

Mom said that her dad was the brightest star in the sky and would always watch her.

After that day, she never asked her father about it again, only silently remembered the story between her father and mother, and only looked for the brightest star in the sky at night.

The starry sky and a broken window are her childhood, and they are also dream scenes that I don't know how many times.

......

After so many years, my father died, and these four words have never been erased in my mind, as if they were deeply imprinted in my soul.

If it comes out of nowhere, what is it?

Abandon your wife and children?

She remembered too many times how longing to be cared for like everyone else when she had to protect herself by being more ruthless than others, not afraid of pain and more cruel.

She deeply experienced the feeling of licking her wounds alone in the wind and rain, which was lonely, sad, helpless and numb.

Injured again and again, she has grown to the present.

The breeze blew, and the eyes were wet in the shadow of the brim.

And then soon, the cold temperament exudes, like an ice cellar for summer walking.

The red light goes out and the green light turns on, and pedestrians cross the road one after another.

Xu Wei noticed that something was wrong with Han Yue, her hand trembled just now, but now she didn't tremble, but there were still wet stains on it, which was sweat.

She's nervous?

Moreover, at this moment, she felt a chill in the aura around her.

Looking sideways, those good-looking eyes are shining with some tears.

"Yueyue, the green light. "It's already a green light, my friends are still motionless, and the people who just waited for the green light together are almost gone.

"Are you alright?" she asked again.

"It's fine. Han Yue tilted her head and lowered her eyes, "The sand has entered the eyes, let's go, let's go." ”

Xu Wei's heart suddenly rose with a sense of pain and pity, the soft part of her heart seemed to be pinched hard, her eyes couldn't help but turn red, she didn't know how many things Han Yue was hiding in her heart, she never talked about her past, and what she knew unintentionally was just the tip of the iceberg.

Was that the real Han Yue just now? What did she think of?

She met Han Yue by accident three years ago, she was a first-year law student at that time, and she was a dark-skinned little sister who handed out flyers on the road, the scorching sun, the little sister was sunburned, she sent her to the hospital, only to know that this little sister was malnourished and hungry without breakfast, that time point was after two o'clock at noon, people who were working outside, and they hadn't eaten breakfast after two o'clock, it really made her strange, Han Yue woke up and looked at her eyes, she couldn't describe it at the time, if she really described it, it was like a stray dog who was afraid of life, seeing people full of vigilance, and knowing that she sent her to the hospital, her eyes softened and were full of gratitude。

She asked her many questions, but she shook her head and didn't answer.

So, she felt that this girl might have a predicament that ordinary people did not have, and then she began to help her, intentionally or unintentionally, and they became friends.

For more than three years, her biggest impression of her is that this girl is very wary of people and things, and her second impression is that she picked up a treasure by her unintentional move, this is a particularly smart and talented woman, and her future after graduation depends on her.

Now, the coldness of this girl's body enveloped herself more tightly, and I am afraid that no one but her can come close.