Qiu Yuling continued: "At that time, Brother Yun's face was even paler and ugly than mine, in fact, I should have thought about it a long time ago, why did Grandpa Ghost personally prepare pills and meals for Brother Yun during that time. Grandpa Ghost also lied to me and said that it was because Brother Yun practiced too quickly and lost his qi and blood that he became like that. ”

Qiu Yuling smiled bitterly: "It can be said that Brother Yun almost took half of his life for me. ”

Nangong Li remembered the situation when she first met Lou Yun before, but she didn't expect Lou Yun to sacrifice so much for Qiu Yuling.

Qiu Yuling continued: "Sister Nangong When Brother Yun and I first arrived in Luoyang, Brother Yun turned out the letter that my father gave him, which contained the title deed of the Qiu family's field house, including Peacock Villa and several outer houses, as well as enough silver for the two of us to spend a lifetime. But there is one thing in it that is more important to me than that. ”

Nangong Li asked tentatively, "Could it be my marriage letter with Lou Gongzi?"

Qiu Yuling nodded and said, "Yes, it's Sister Nangong and Brother Yun's marriage letter, as well as your love token." Sister Nangong, do you know how I reacted at that time?"

Nangong Li frowned and said, "I don't know." ”

Qiu Yuling said after a wry smile again: "At that time, I was so angry that I vomited a mouthful of blood directly, and then passed out, if it wasn't for the good doctor's treatment, I'm afraid I would have died at that time." ”

Nangong Li asked, "Why, doesn't Sister Qiu want me to marry Lou Gongzi?"

Qiu Yuling said honestly: "Of course I don't want to, because ...... Because I'm afraid. ”

Nangong Li continued to ask, "What are you afraid of? Could it be that you are afraid that I will bully you after I pass the door?"

Qiu Yuling said: "No, don't say it's bullying me, even if you treat me as a person and let me serve you, I don't care." What I'm afraid of is that Brother Yun will leave me. Leave me for the sake of other women. Sister Nangong, you have senior sisters, as well as parents and brothers, and I was left with only one sister who was already married. ”

"Because my mother died shortly after I was born, although my father cared for me, there were still older brothers and younger brothers at home, as well as a second mother. So I didn't have much to rely on since I was a child. Ever since I contracted the disease, I have felt like a burden. A burden that drags everyone down. Erniang and my younger brother disliked me very much. ”

"Even my personal maids just treated me like a sick man who needed to be taken care of. I have been very lonely since I was a child, and that kind of loneliness, Sister Nangong, who has held the moon from a small number of stars, you can't experience it. ”

Nangong Li really couldn't understand that although she was sent to Mount Emei since she was a child, she didn't experience any family affection from her family, but she was actually not lonely, because she still had a group of sisters in Emei, Lu Rong, Lu Ying, and Yan Feixue, who was a senior sister at the time. There is also a master who has been carefully teaching her and passing on her martial arts, Miaoyin Zhenren. She is not alone.

Qiu Yuling said: "But Brother Yun made my half-life, half-dead heart, slowly come back to life, when Brother Yun first came to Peacock Villa, it was not like now, he was just a boy dressed up in the countryside at that time. The kind that no one else will look at when you walk down the street. ”

"But it was she who gave me a sense of freshness, and when he first arrived at Peacock Villa, I was more curious about him. After that, my father told us to leave Peacock Villa and go to the annex in the city. It's just those days that made me feel dependent on Brother Yun, and Brother Yun's personality must be known to Sister Nangong, he is very wooden, and even if a girl looks at him a few more times, he will blush. ”

"And he took care of me very wholeheartedly, and then Peacock Villa was destroyed, Daddy, Erniang, younger brother, and elder brother all died, and my heart also died at that time, but Brother Yun saved her again. After that, I became dependent on Brother Yun, and he gave me something that I almost never got, and that was dependence. He's a guy you can rely on. ”

"So I was scared that he was snatched away by other people. If Brother Yun is snatched away, then I really have nothing. I'm afraid that Brother Yun will leave me for the sake of you, Sister Nangong. ”

Nangong Li said: "You are his sister, he will not leave you." ”

Two tears flowed from the corners of Qiu Yuling's eyes, and the word sister was like two needles pierced in her heart. She is just his sister, and she has never been able to be the closest person around him, and the man is married to the woman, and this identity indicates that one day, she will lose him. Completely lost him, and he belonged to another woman.

Qiu Yuling wiped away her tears and continued: "But Brother Yun no longer belongs to me. I'm sorry Sister Nangong, although I know it's selfish like this, but I can't do without him. If I hadn't met Brother Yun, maybe I would have died a long time ago. Even if I was safely sent to Luoyang by Uncle Mo. It doesn't work, it just makes me safer, maybe my final destination is to use that half-hung body to fill my brother-in-law's house under my sister's arrangement. ”

"It can be said that Brother Yun is the person who influenced my life. ”

Nangong Li was silent, she could understand Qiu Yuling, if she stood in her position, she might not be better than her.

Qiu Yuling said: "Sister Nangong, I hope you can marry Brother Yun." Then take good care of him. Although my sister-in-law is delicate and resourceful, she also has her shortcomings, that is, she is not careful enough and patient enough. And my sister-in-law is an authoritarian person, although she and Brother Yun's honest character are a match made in heaven, but as a wife, she is not very qualified. In comparison, Sister Nangong, you are better than your sister-in-law. ”

Nangong Li asked, "What about you, Yuling, what should you do, aren't you afraid that I will snatch your brother Yun?"

Qiu Yuling shook her head, it's not that she's not afraid, but she doesn't know, she doesn't know now.

After Qiu Yuling combed Nangong Li's hair back again, she pressed her shoulder, and she said, "Sister Nangong, don't say hello now? I really can't say anything, promise me?"

Nangong Li stood up and was silent for a moment before saying, "Okay! ”

Qiu Yuling hugged Nangong Li.

Qiu Yuling let go of her and said, "Sister Nangong, this is a secret between you and me, don't mention today's matter to anyone, okay?" I don't want Brother Yun to worry about me. ”

Nangong Li said embarrassedly: "But ......"

Qiu Yuling said: "Don't worry, sister-in-law, I won't do stupid things." Although I don't know how to deal with this. ”

Nangong Li heard a title, the one that only belonged to Lin Luoyao. She got that title from Qiu Yuling.

She was a little delighted, a little surprised.

Nangong Li said: "I promise you, I won't tell anyone else, but you must not do stupid things, although I don't know what happened, but I believe you, if you really can't hold on, just tell me." Sometimes you don't have to face it alone. ”

(End of chapter)