Ahem, it's finally over, right?

Why is there a question above?

Because I have a problem, often when a book is just written, I may have already thought about how to write the testimonial...... It's like seeing a beautiful girl on the street, passing by, and then before she walks home, she has already set the school that our children will go to in the future.

But this one is okay, and when it was nearly two million words, I just thought about how to write a testimonial.

The reason why I wrote my testimonial early is because June felt that even if it was the same person, it would be different at different times.

It's like the immortal Daoist in the You Fang Dao Immortal said, is you really the same as you at this moment?

So I wanted to record who I am at this moment.

To get back to the point, when it comes to this book, June's mood is actually very complicated, because there are a lot of things that happened during this period, and they are also very scary.

Well, at the beginning, it was 15 years, when I wrote about You Fang Daoxian, I thought of it, a person with a traditional mythological inheritance, came to another world, and found another set of god systems, the collision of two cultures.

It is precisely for this reason that at the beginning, in order to reflect the difference in culture, the background of Western fantasy was set.

Later, when the Fengxian was over, it suddenly occurred to me that the Fengxian was already a mythological background in another world, so why not put the background in the Fengxian world?

The reason why I have this idea is because the immortal is on the street, and I want to use the fairy court to help me up...... It's like Qingyuan tripped me and asked Su Ting to help me up.

However, Su Ting is still the same as in the book, an unreliable tease, he only helped half of it.

Why half?

Because the grades were the best of the three books, but not as good as I expected, only half.

There are many reasons for poor grades, such as not writing very well, and then half a month after being on the shelf.

Speaking of this book, during the writing of the book, it was the natal year of June, according to our Xianxia, this year is considered to be a crime of Tai Sui Xingjun, and it is quite bumpy.

On the day the book was issued, because of the sentence "worship in the temple", it was involved in politics and was sealed for ten days.

And in the past ten days, it happened that the old man was sick, and he lay in the hospital for ten days in June.

After coming back, I finally sent the book again, until it was put on the shelves, and although the results were not as expected, I was satisfied.

But not long after it was put on the shelves, when the eldest brother called, he fell downstairs and passed away without warning.

He left behind three children, which made June's responsibilities much heavier in the future.

Because of this incident, the results on the shelf and in the rising period suffered a sharp decline, and because of the ups and downs of emotions, the middle two or three months, June was not satisfactory, but in fact, I was not satisfied.

I often write and write, pause, many warm pictures of the past flash in my mind, and unconsciously, I have burst into tears, and then, I can only pause for a long time, and reluctantly continue to write.

But the article written under such an emotion is not hidden from everyone, and I am not satisfied.

I want to continue to rest and recover, but I need to explain to everyone that I can't finish the book.

Of course, to be honest, you also need a manuscript fee to make ends meet.

Then I wrote for a while, diluted a lot of emotions, and then my state recovered, I was in good spirits, and I was happy to write books.

During this period, I met another girl, and we could talk to each other, and we had a good impression of each other, but it didn't take long for them to end without a problem.

Over the years, June has followed the principle of going with the flow and has not forced anything.

When you are on the Internet, you may see June, like Su Ting, happy and funny.

But 17 years ago, in life, he was about the same as Qingyuan, mainly because he was not good at communicating, and in fact, he was too lazy to pay attention to these complicated interactions.

To tell you the truth, since writing this book, it seems that the words and deeds of the whole person have deviated from the Feather Immortal Monarch, and there are signs of leaning towards Su Ting's style, and he has become more and more self-conscious.

Writing a book does affect the author, I used to do things, I just felt that everything was going with the flow, and I went with the flow, until I encountered a lot of things, and my mood was still low and uncomfortable, and I was depressed for a long time.

Now that I think about it, as a big boy, there are some things in life, emotional things, that really make people feel down. As a writer who writes for a living, this is not necessarily a kind of growth.

After forcibly comforting myself, I finally came out, although my mood was low for a while, but after all, I am a writer, if I can turn all kinds of joys, sorrows and sorrows in life into the content of my articles, maybe it is the greatest growth.

After all, no matter how much pain I have endured, I can see everything.

In fact, no matter how big the things in this world are, they are no bigger than human lives, just look at it.

Speaking of which, I have to talk about the next book.

As we all know, the June update, although it is a scumbag, but it is inspiration like diabetes insipidus, let's put it in layman's terms, that is, there is nothing to think about all day, and there are too many messy thoughts, resulting in more than 100 new book ideas in the document.

The reason why the update is scum, here is explained with a lofty reason, the main reason is that June has high requirements for himself, always thinking about finding the most suitable state, and then writing the next update.

Often at the end of the day, there is no state, until the last two or three hours, it is like being struck by lightning, ah, hey, shit, no longer write off, labor and capital manuscript fees are going to be lost, and then I have to drink the northwest wind again, and I am a fucking hypocritical ghost, I slapped myself twice, and then crackled and began to code words.

To put it bluntly, it is commonly known as procrastination.

It wasn't until I added an author group and sent red envelopes by word count, and I almost lost my underwear at first, and then life became more and more difficult, I thought to myself, if I continue to pay this meager manuscript fee, won't I be able to afford new underwear next month...... So I was outraged, but it worked, and the book got my first "Occasional Outbreak" badge in the years I wrote. [It seems to be called a habitual outburst now]

Speaking of which, in fact, each of my books has been carefully thought out, basically in the document, stored for more than two years, and the settings are roughly perfect, before they are called up and become a candidate for new books.

At present, there are about six or seven new book candidates, and the beginning of each book, the first three or two chapters, are reluctantly written after a year or two of precipitation and when they find the most inspired state.

But the next book is an exception.

The idea for this book, more than a year ago, roughly flashed through my mind, creating an empty document, but there was not really much content in it, until the end of August, or the beginning of September, the first chapter of the beginning popped into my mind.

So the state of inspiration fluttered, and I continued to write.

Well, this book is roughly the genre of the heavens and all the worlds.

I chose this theme because I only wrote a book in a little more than a year, and even if I lived to be 100 years old, I didn't want to pick out all the ideas in the document...... What's more, I was inspired like a diabetes insipidus, writing and writing, and new ideas came again.

So this book, which unites many worlds, is the background of June's other books.

But the background of the main world is still under consideration, because the background of classical Xianxia is actually not very useful.

After all, classical Xianxia, relatively speaking, is a little niche, and the subscription ratio is actually not high...... For example, in this book, not to mention the readers outside the starting point, only the data within the starting point is about 30 people, and only one person reads the genuine version.

Of course, there is nothing to say, in the end, the subscription ratio is poor, or June is not well written enough to attract all readers to see the genuine version.

In fact, if one out of ten people reads the genuine version of this book, in fact, the life of June will be able to nourish a lot and the pressure will be much less.

During the period of Fengxian, June hit the streets, and the data was unacceptably low, but the pressure of life was not heavy, and with a sense of responsibility, I insisted on writing.

At that time, the editor persuaded me to finish, but I was reluctant to finish, but I just called for many times to read the book genuinely, hoping that everyone would give me the motivation to support.

However, those who should look at the genuine version look at the genuine version, and few people who should see the pirated version can be moved by the author...... Instead, it fell into a very resounding name.

For a long time, whenever someone mentioned the book of the June Lord, and then someone said, I know this author, the stupid author who likes to sell miserably in books and always likes to talk about the hardships of life.

So, when I got to this book, I didn't open a single chapter, and I called for the genuine version, and I wrote it for several years, so I can be considered clear.

Until now, the book has been written, and in fact, there is nothing to say about the empty words that call for the genuine version.

Because it's useless to say it, I'm done writing.

I just hope that in the next book, those who support me will continue to support me.

There will be a lot of changes in the next book.

Because I don't want to hit the streets anymore.

Every book, out of a sense of responsibility, no matter how bad the grades, June basically spends more than a year writing her and perfecting her.

But I also hope that you will understand that June is no longer than in the past, and it can be described as a heavy burden.

When you are older, you have to consider taking on the responsibilities of your parents, and even in the past two years, you have been urged to marry every day, and when you get married in the future, how should you live.

Also think about the future of my three lovely nephews and nieces.

It is also necessary to consider when the parents are getting old, as well as the old grandparents.

More than a year ago, June was a very pure big boy, and it is not an exaggeration to say "pure heart" cheekily, if there is really a bridge in the online article, give me a book of exercises, I may find a mountain, nest in it, bury my head in practice, and don't care about anything.

But now it's different, and I realize that sometimes people live in the world, not only for themselves, but also for the people around them.

This is a testimonial written at 21:41 on September 21, 2018.

That's what June says at this time.

When I finish writing it later, I don't know if I will continue to make up my testimonials.

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Ahem.

On the evening of December 21, 2018.

Suddenly, I felt that I really needed to make up.

Talking about the series of Feng Xian, I was originally divided into two directions, one is classical Xianxia, and the other is modern Xiuzhen.

The classical Xianxia series, with the seal of immortals as the same, with the fairy court as the peak, the next one is the collapse of the heavenly court, the sunset of the west mountain, that is, the chapter at the end of the fairy court.

It is the rebirth of a culture, to flourish and to die.

The new series is biased towards modern cultivation, but also the rebirth, prosperity, and demise of a culture.

But now it seems that the Fengxian series will not necessarily start writing again in the future.

Maybe in the future, when the pressure is a little more relaxed, I will find time to write a few short stories.

At present, what I want to write the most is Master Xuan Ce, followed by Jiang Baijian, Baihe Tongzi, and Zixiao Daxian, but unfortunately there is no manuscript fee for the short and medium stories, and after writing them, they didn't wait for them to be put on the shelves, and they are estimated to be over.

With June's current situation, I really can't afford to write such a biography.

That's it.

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2019.2.28

I've written everything I want to say.