Chapter 59: Reminiscences

It was as dark as she had imagined, except for a few pairs of glowing eyes staring at her deeply.

She was so frightened that she kicked her legs back and shrank back, and she could still hear the squeaks of mice.

As soon as she held her hand, she suddenly touched something soft, what seemed to be the hair of an animal.

"Ahhh

"Are you scared?"

With a "snap", the light on her head was suddenly turned on, and she suddenly realized that there was also a light here.

She looked around a little dazedly, and when she saw her surroundings clearly, she screamed again and fainted.

......

When she woke up again, she was awakened by pain, and when she opened her eyes, she saw a knife infinitely enlarged in her eyes, followed by a pain in her face.

Her feet seemed to have no strength, and she couldn't lift them no matter how she lifted them, as if she had a strange feeling, as if her legs had been bitten off by ants inch by inch, turning into blood foam in their mouths.

It hurts, it hurts! Daddy help me!

Dad! Qingmei hurts! It hurts......

She kept yelling, her voice became extremely hoarse, and all that answered her was the heart-rending pain on her face.

It seems that a Buddha statue can be seen in the afterglow, looking at her lovingly.

It is a temple.

Help me!

Save me Buddha!

Buddha!

Buddha......

......

"Wake up, wake up. ”

A soft voice called to her in her ear, a soft voice that seemed to be singing a little song.

She opened her eyes slightly, her mouth was dry, and she could still feel the burning pain on her face.

The light came through her eyes, and she only felt the sourness in her eyes, and suddenly she shed strings of tears.

The whole world began to shake.

In this shaky world, she saw a dog's face.

"Are you feeling better?"

The dog's face in front of her kept opening and closing its mouth, which startled her.

There was also a fluffy touch on his hands, warm like the temperature of a winter day.

"Drink some water. ”

A bowl of water was handed to her mouth.

She drank "gurgling", her mouth was no longer dry, and she opened her mouth to make a nonchalant "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The tears in her eyes had been gently wiped away, and she could see what was in front of her clearly.

It was a human face with brown hair, smiling at her.

The sudden changes that had taken place had calmed her down a lot, and she looked around, only to see a group of demons dancing in the room, and all kinds of ghosts and spirits exuding hostility or indifference or sympathy towards her.

"It's ......" She was stunned for a moment, her eyes closed, and she almost fainted again.

The human-faced dog in front of her smiled at her, but there was unconsciously gloomy in his eyes.

"Welcome...... Join us. ”

Then she remembered how familiar the sound was, wasn't it the first one she had heard when she woke up?

"What's your name?" she asked, looking at the monster in front of her.

The monster in front of him has brown hair all over its body, looks like a dog, has a short tail, has a dog face that resembles a human face, and speaks nice words in its mouth.

"Kim Zaixian, my name is Kim Jaexian. ”

While the two of them were talking, the monsters around them had already begun to talk about each other, and they all unconsciously avoided them.

"Don't care. Kim Jae-xian in front of him smiled at her and dragged her to a corner.

Only then did she realize that he was walking on four feet.

"Are you...... Human?" she said, hesitantly.

The other party's voice was a little hesitant, "...... I used to be human, and I'm still human. ”

"There are no mirrors here, can you tell me what has become of me?"

She spoke softly.

Kim Jae-seon was silent and did not speak.

"If you don't say it, I guessed it. Her voice was still thin.

......

"I'll sing you a little tune. ”

The boy broke the silence.

"Long Street Pavilion, fireworks, I pick up the lights and look back. The long street is long, the fireworks are numerous, you pick up the lights and look back. ”

......

"You sing very well. ”

The girl's voice was as hazy as the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River.

"Thank you. ”

The young man smiled at her, but with such a face that looked like a human and a non-human, and a dog and not a dog, it looked a little hideous and terrifying.

She was taken aback.

"I'm sorry. ”

"I ...... I'll tell you my story......"

"Doesn't it matter?"

"It doesn't matter. ”

......

I was originally a wealthy family, but when I was young, I went to the streets, and after I was abducted by a kidnapper, they made me a singing dog.

And so they are.

Kim Jae-chan pointed around.

She looked over his stuffy hand and saw all sorts of strange people.

There were big-headed dolls, white bone spirits, man-bears, and countless broken hands and feet, who sat on wooden planks and walked by moving wooden planks.

......

He said with a smile, and suddenly began to sing again, still singing the same "long street, fireworks." ”

She didn't dare to look at him, and sobbed lowly, and the singing dog named Kim Jae-xian ignored her, still singing a little song, touching and desolate.

Daddy will come to her rescue.

She thought to herself.

Father...... Evergreen ...... Evergreen will come to her rescue.

Her voice murmured, and the word evergreen became more and more muffled and muffled. As if with deep, unspeakable emotion.

......

"Whew"

Su Qingmei woke up from her dream, and there was the sound of a wall clock "ticking and ticking" in her ears, and her nose was fanning one by one, and her snort was terrifying.

Crawling out of bed with difficulty, she sat in her wheelchair with a "clang".

"Whew"

mirror

mirror

mirror

She turned her wheelchair and opened the door.

The door creaked open, and the living room was silent, with only her voice around, as if she were the only one in the whole world.

The rough palm rubbed against the wheel, and it hurt a little.

She turned on the toilet light, and her appearance was reflected in the clean mirror.

The scars were crisscrossed, as ugly as the demons of hell, and the eyes were cloudy and full of dirt.

It's like when she first saw herself.

......

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"I want to see myself. ”

Her voice was still clear, and she looked up at the boy opposite, her eyes clear and transparent.

“...... Look into my eyes. ”

From the young man's dark eyes, she saw what she looked like at the moment.

It's ugly

It's ugly

"In your eyes...... Am I like this?!"

“...... Well. ”

She felt as if something had shattered on her body.

"Click, click", shattered her body and twitched.

It hurts.

Father...... Qingmei hurts so much.

......

A few months had passed, and she had gradually adapted to the way she was at the moment.

Sometimes I think, this is good, this is good.

At least my father can't see his terrifying appearance now, in his heart, Su Qingmei is still innocent, well-behaved and cute.

That's it.

Occasionally, she would see him, hurrying to ask passers-by.

"Have you ever seen a girl doll of this size? about this tall, very delicate, and with a red mole on her right hand. ”

She touched her face, her gaze resting on her right hand.

Maybe now on her body, this is the only one that marks that she is his daughter, right?

......

It's just that...... Eventually, she was recognized by her father.

When she was brought home, her mother was shocked and fainted when she saw her appearance. She was held by her father, and she only felt the unusually wet shoulders.

Are you in tears......

She felt like she had become inferior to a mouse at the sight of their pretty faces, and her inferiority, envy, and jealousy wrapped around her like vines.

"Qingmei, my Qingmei ......"

As soon as my mother woke up, she hugged her and cried bitterly.

Dad watched from the side, with pain in his eyes.

......

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Sitting in a wheelchair, Su Qingmei touched her right hand, which was also full of scars.

I don't know when, it's already dawn.