Zhao Fuxin's Past and Present (1)

(In addition to the important role of this article, it is recommended to play the song "The Best Gift")

My name is Zhao Fuxin, I am a student of Tianlong High School, I have no father, only my mother raised me with hard work.

Her name is Cai Xue, she is a doctor, her smile is very beautiful and kind, and her medical skills are also very superb, in her hospital, every life saved in her hands thinks that she is like her name, with a pure heart as snow, and I think so too.

She was always busy, and for as long as I can remember, she often left her warm bed to go to the white battlefield for work reasons. I asked her why she didn't change jobs so that she might be less tired. However, her answer was always one sentence.

"Xin, my mother's job is not only a job that works for money, but also a job that makes me feel endless joy. You're too young to understand this, but you'll understand when you're older."

Her words play in my brain every day, as if they were an admonition and an education.

She was the only loved one in my life, but it didn't last long, and she was gone. I remember that there was a virus crisis called Geerte₋III. in Manguo at that time, and she, as a member of the friendship medical team of Hualong Kingdom, went abroad to help Manguo solve this virus crisis, and I, as her family, personally saw her off.

However, the virus was far more terrible than they imagined, and only 13 people survived after the virus crisis was resolved. At that time, I received the admission letter from Xuanyuan University at school, and I was the only top student in the school who was admitted to this private university, and my classmates all looked at me at that time and showed envy to me. As I walked down the road and saw the news of the medical team's return on the TV in a nearby store, I hurried to my home to hand over the letter to my mother, hoping to see her smile of excitement and relief that I hadn't seen in a long time.

But when I got home, there was no sign of her, and the house had not changed at all as it had been before I left. I blamed myself in my heart, I had just returned to China, how could I go home so quickly? But it should be soon, probably in the evening, after all, she often came back at night during the days when she worked in the hospital, so let's wait for her at home.

However, I didn't see her come back until 8 a.m., and I kept looking for reasons to comfort myself.

It may be that there is a celebration feast.

Maybe the plane was late.

Maybe I'm too tired, so I'll stay in a hotel outside the world now, and then come back tomorrow.

Possible......

The doorbell rang, interrupting my fantasies, and I hurriedly got up to open the door, looking at the door expectantly. However, when the door was opened, it was not her, but a group of doctors in white coats like her.

"You're here to find my mother, she hasn't come back yet, or you're ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, I was interrupted by the eldest of the group.

"Are you a family member of Dr. Cai Xue? Hello, I am the leader of this medical team. I'm sorry kid, we're sorry, Dr. Cai Xue didn't make it through, and he passed away due to illness in Manguo."

When I heard this, my mind went blank. Then the group of people spoke to me, as if to comfort me, but I couldn't hear clearly, I couldn't hear anything clearly, only a voice came out of my brain, echoing for a long time.

"Your mother died, your mother died, your mother ......"

When I came back to my senses, the group had already left, I gently closed the door, my whole body seemed to be suddenly drained, I felt that my body could not support it, I leaned against the wall, slowly sat on the floor, the warm sun shone on my face, but at the moment I felt that it was so dazzling and cold, looking at a college admission letter on the sofa, I felt that it was so ridiculous.

Yes, I succeeded, and I could be admitted to the most advanced university in the entire Yangyue City. At the same time, I also failed, and my mother, my only relative, abandoned me.

I looked at the bag of my mother's relics that the medical team had brought with me on the table. I got up slowly, stumbled there and opened the black bag, my mother's relics were not many, only five things, a gossip jade plate that she often hung around her neck, her ID bag, her notebook, a USB flash drive, and a box of chocolates.

My eyes moistened when I saw that box of chocolates, it was my favorite chocolate, and whenever I complained to her because she came back late, she used this chocolate to comfort me, and she knew that whenever I ate chocolate, my mood would be a little better.

"You want to make me happy...... Why don't you give it to me personally...... Do you know?...... I'm not in a better mood because of chocolate...... It's because you gave it to me...... Now that you're all gone, what's the use. ”

I began to choke up, tears swirled in my eyes, and I tried to calm my mind, only to find that my heart was getting more and more uncomfortable. I looked at the USB flash drive, and after hesitating for a long time, I finally opened it on my computer.

There was nothing else in the USB stick, just a video, which my mother had asked someone to take for her from her hospital bed.

"Xin, Mom seems to be a little tired and wants to sleep, my dear baby, Mom wants you to be independent and become a man, Mom seems to remember that it will be your birthday in a few days, I may not have time to help you over, but Mom will still sing you a birthday song like in the past"

In the blue hospital bed, my mother's face was haggard, she had lost a lot of weight compared to before she left the country, and where she wore her mask, her face was split in half, and her eyes were thick with dark circles, almost like she was wearing smoky makeup. Her voice was hoarse, but she sang with all her might.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy to us together, happy birthday to you......"

My tears flowed out like a river with a dam broken, what was the point of not having your birthday? I started sobbing, I started covering my eyes, I wanted to scream loudly but found no strength.

The feeling of wanting to raise a child but not waiting for a kiss is something I deeply experience now. My mind flashed back to the life we had spent together as a mother and son, and you used to say that if I could get into college, you would leave your job and go on a trip abroad with me.

But now, I've been admitted to the best university in the city, what's the point, you can't fulfill your promise, and you can't continue to be with me.

(To be continued)

(Readers, Mother's Day is coming, if your parents are around, go and hug them.) )