Chapter 342: Face it calmly

At this moment, Zi Huilan's cheeks couldn't help but shed two lines of tears, looking so lonely and sad, just listen to her continue.

"At that time, he said, 'I am not a person who takes advantage of others, and I will give you appropriate compensation if I take advantage of you. If you encounter difficulties, take this jade pendant to Shennongjia, Hubei Province and find a person named Li Tianjun, who will solve all the problems you are facing. Whether you want to have a lot of money or food and clothing, he will always help you achieve it, and this is the last thing I can do for you. After saying this, he turned and left. I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say it at that time, I could only silently watch his departing back. ”

In fact, when Zi Huilan said the name Li Tianjun, Zhang Ning didn't know who it was, but when he thought of the underworld forces in Hubei and Li Jianbing, the leader of the Shennong Gang who had a one-sided relationship, he suddenly realized that these two people are probably more or less father and son, or grand-grandson.

But Zhang Ning didn't interrupt Zi Huilan's story, and listened in silence there.

"But at that time, how did he know that I had never had the luxury of having any wealth, or worry-free food and clothing, all I wanted was a man who could really accompany me for the rest of my life, but in the end I got such a hurt, and I was completely desperate at that time.

There was even a time when I even wanted to get rid of the baby in my belly. After all, in those days, it was still a shameful thing to have children before marriage. ”

Speaking of this, Zi Huilan's face showed a look of self-abandonment. Even the whole person was gloomy, and the original vigorous aura on his body became sluggish at this time.

The memories alone have caused such a big trauma, and you can imagine how desperate Zi Huilan was at the beginning. It seems that this is the case, Zhang Ning couldn't bear to close his eyes there gently, he has also experienced a lot of life and death, so he knows that the pain is like a blunt knife cut in the heart, which cannot be stopped, and life is worse than death.

But I didn't accept it at that time, and I completely began to dislike men. However, the child is innocent, and I finally gave birth to the child despite the difficulties of my family, but I can never go back to school. Because of those strange eyes at that time, I really couldn't stand it. ”

Seeming to be very tired, Zi Huilan sat down directly on the ground, feeling the cold tiles, and slowly lay on Zi Guo'er's side, looking at Zi Guo'er's sleeping cheeks and couldn't help but be in a trance.

"I probably wouldn't be much better if that were the case. But the family also began to dislike my situation. At that time, I looked at the disgusted eyes of my family and was really sad. I never imagined that my parents, who raised me, would look at me like that, and at that time, my heart was completely dead, and they locked me in the room with Guo'er all day. It's like crazy to talk to yourself, and it's kind of ridiculous when I think about it now. I know those people don't love me, so why should I grieve for them? Now I fully understand.

But Guo'er is indeed my little angel. It was precisely because of her existence at that time that I did not completely break down and recover from the shadow of despair.

However, I also knew that I couldn't stay in that home anymore. So I sued the family that made me sad and sad and didn't want to see it, and began to drift all the way north.

However, my body may be able to stand it, but Guo'er is just a baby, and I can't bear the bumps at all, so I feel that I can only settle down in a city, and then rely on odd jobs to barely survive with Guo'er.

But after a while, I realized that I was really worried about that time. Xiaoguo was born very extraordinary, a pair of eyes were purple when she was born, at first I thought it was an ordinary disease with discolored pupils, but the truth made a joke on me, Guo'er was actually born with extraordinary talents, her surroundings were never cold, always warm. To be honest, I was completely stunned when I learned about this situation, and even thought that Guo'er was a monster for a while. ”

Hearing Zi Huilan say this. Zhang Ning was a little surprised, but quickly calmed down, and now that she thinks about it, when she played with Ziguo'er when she was a child, her surroundings were really not cold, and she had always been in a state of room temperature, which made people feel very warm.

"But then I figured it out, even if Guo'er is a monster, she is my flesh and blood after all. And when I'm tired, looking at Guo'er's smiling face, I always feel very calm, and I feel that no matter how big the storm is, I can get through it. ”

"Aunt Zi, if you ask for it, just say it directly, with the relationship between the two of us, I will definitely help you. Don't recall these sad memories. To be honest, I don't feel good to see you look so sad. Before Zi Huilan could continue, Zhang Ning directly interrupted Zi Huilan, because Zhang Ning could feel that the more Zi Huilan said this, the greater the fluctuation in her mood.

The already somewhat elderly body has begun to undergo strange changes, and if Zi Huilan is allowed to say this, I am afraid that there will be lesions.

Zi Huilan was a little dazed and subconsciously complained. Caught up in sad memories. But being interrupted by Zhang Ning like this, he suddenly woke up, turned around in surprise, looked at Zhang Ning's indifferent face, and couldn't help laughing.

"Xiao Fan, are you still blaming me for my attitude towards you just now?"

Zhang Ning shook his head silently, "Aunt Zi, you and I are both adults now, don't say this kind of thing, everyone has their own difficulties." You will refuse. I was also expected. But if you think I'm going to threaten you with fruit, you're very wrong. In fact, the real purpose of my visit this time is to help you. ”

Listening to Zhang Ning's calm answer, Zi Huilan was stunned for a while, then slowly stood up and took out a blanket behind a fence. Slowly covered Ziguo'er's body.

Zi Huilan turned around, and a pair of jade hands were placed in front of her, and she bowed her head there with a somewhat calm expression and said.

"To be honest, Xiaofan, you are really similar to your mother, they are both very capable people, in fact, I found your mother in the first place so that she could help me. Because it would be a waste to be a teacher with her abilities. But your mother's temperament is too fond of living in peace. originally had amazing business talent, but she just wanted to be an ordinary little woman willingly, husband and child. It's a bit sad to grow old together. ”