Chapter 418: My life is up to me
"What's wrong with you, are you okay?" Zhao Bing suddenly found that Li Xuan's face was pale, his face was covered with cold sweat, he asked with concern, and reached out to touch Li Xuan's forehead.
"I'm fine, maybe I was in a bit of a hurry from drinking just now, just go home and rest for a while. I'll come back to you tomorrow. Li Xuan was uneasy, so he casually found an excuse and left the Zhao family in a hurry.
"Wouldn't it, wouldn't it? Immortal cultivators can also drink too much?" Zhao Bing looked at Li Xuan's departing back suspiciously, feeling a little inexplicable.
"Xiao Xuan, why are you in a hurry, why don't you sit for a while?" Zhao Bing's mother saw that Li Xuan's face was not good, so she hurriedly walked out and hurriedly said goodbye.
"Aunt Zhao, it's getting late, there is still something going on at home, I'll come back tomorrow!" Li Xuan agreed, and continued to leave the Zhao family without looking back.
Li Xuan didn't say a word after returning home and went into his room. Feeling weak, he collapsed on the kang and fell asleep with his head covered. It's just that the chaotic thoughts make it impossible for him to sleep. In desperation, Li Xuan plunged into the "Earth Space" at the top of the Xuanhuang Linglong Pagoda of Heaven and Earth.
At this time, the king of Wannian Ginseng is playing with all kinds of flowers and plants he planted, and not far away is a grassland, and two racing horses he brought back from Hong Kong Island are grazing on the grassland, one gold and one white, all of them are fat and strong.
Li Xuan whistled, and the two racing horses looked up and saw Li Xuan, and rushed to Li Xuan. Since rescuing the two racehorses that were injured in the race, Li Xuan has kept them in the Xuanhuang Linglong Pagoda of Heaven and Earth, and they have been taken care of by Xiao San'er, the king of Wannian Shen, who has long forgotten about them.
Without waiting for the horse to approach, Li Xuan leaned forward, and arrived at the white horse more than ten meters away, turned 180 degrees in the air, and sat firmly on the horse's back. Li Xuan patted the horse's neck, and the white horse turned smartly and ran deeper into the grassland.
The golden horse was despised by Li Xuan, snorted to show dissatisfaction, and turned to chase after the white horse. The two horses and one disappeared into the distance in the blink of an eye.
Xiao San'er, the king of Wannian Ginseng, ran over with a little short leg with a spirit wine, but Li Xuan wanted to slip his beard but pounced, and could only look into the distance in a daze, with a disappointed face.
Li Xuan hadn't entered the Heaven and Earth Xuanhuang Linglong Pagoda for a long time, but he didn't expect that after constantly absorbing the qi of merit, the space of the Heaven and Earth Xuanhuang Linglong Pagoda had expanded a lot. Visually inspect the space on the fifth floor, which has reached a radius of dozens of kilometers, with mountains and rivers.
Li Xuan galloped for more than half an hour, and when he saw that the white horse was a little tired, he jumped on the back of the golden sweaty BMW next to him and continued to run. The sweaty BMW hissed and ran forward, followed by the white horse.
More than an hour later, Li Xuan returned to Xiao San'er with two sweaty BMWs, reached out and took the spirit wine in Xiao San's hand and drank it all, looked up to the sky and let out a long roar, and the troubles in his chest were swept away.
Looking at the two BMWs, one white and one gold, Li Xuan was in a very comfortable mood, pointing to the two horses and saying, "In the future, your name will be Xiaobai, and your name will be Xiaojin!"
"Yin!" Suddenly, a dragon's groan came, and Arowana Xiaojin stopped working in the "Water Space" and protested. When the two BMWs heard the dragon's groan, they trembled with fright and hung on the ground.
"Oh, sorry, the name lifts. Then call you Xiaohong!" Li Xuan was embarrassed, dropped a sentence, and came out of the Heaven and Earth Xuanhuang Linglong Pagoda directly.
Added to the kang, Li Xuan was no longer troubled, sitting cross-legged on the kang, while running the Xuanhuang merit recipe to regulate pranayama, sorting out the power of merit in the body, and reflecting on his actions since cultivating immortals.
Tonight, Zhao Bing's words vibrated and vibrated loudly for him. Since I practiced the Xuanhuang merit formula, I have been based on merit, and I have fallen into a strange circle of merit, thinking only about how to obtain merit every day, and forgetting the true meaning of life.
"Yi Kun" has a cloud: "The husband is yellow, the miscellaneous of heaven and earth, the sky is mysterious and the earth is yellow." ”
I only cultivate merit by cultivating Xuanhuang merit, but I ignore heaven and earth, and it is precisely some of them who abandon their roots to the end. If you don't know the general trend of heaven and earth, no matter how much merit you have, you can't use it. Eventually, he will become a child wielding a giant axe, which will hurt himself.
"I don't know the true face of Lushan, only because I am in this mountain. Since cultivating immortals, Li Xuan has always had a thought in his heart that is constantly interfering with himself, constantly saying to himself: "Don't do this, this is against merit; It is precisely because of this that many times the thirst for merit has interfered with Li Xuan's correct judgment of things, and it is also interfering with his determination to move forward.
As the saying goes, "With great power comes great responsibility!"
The sages once said, "Heaven will descend on the people, and they must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and act chaotically, so they are tempted to endure and benefit what they cannot."
Think of the monkey monkey in "Journey to the West", who has seventy-two changes, has the incorruptible body of King Kong, and can do a somersault for 108,000 miles...... Every one of his skills is so fascinating and coveted.
Sun Monkey needs to bear the pain of 500 years of mountain pressure alone, he must defeat the Bull Demon King to get the banana fan, he needs to kill the white bone spirit to rescue the master, he needs to win the Yellow Eyebrow to get back the robe, he is burned, blind, misunderstood, impersonated, and abandoned......
Sun Monkey is like a lonely prodigal son on the altar, although his prestige has resounded throughout the Six Realms and Nine Heavens, but what is placed in front of him is more of a sense of responsibility of "you are powerful, you are up".
In fact, Sun Monkey does not know the general trend of heaven and earth, just a poor marionette, under the joint mercy of the gods and Buddhas of the West Heaven Rulai and Guanyin Bodhisattva, he has gone through nine hundred and eighty-one difficulties, killed those wild monsters who do not obey discipline and want to eat Tang monk meat and have no background, and let go of those domestic monsters with strong backgrounds and private nethers, but also eat human flesh and drink human blood. Although he achieved the prestige of Monkey King, in the end he was only a half-defeated Buddha with no authority, and there was no freedom in his life.
Li Xuan felt like the monkey who was put on a tight hoop, carrying the huge responsibility of saving the people in the world and walking alone.
However, he will not finally give in and become a Buddha like Sun Monkey. In the face of this heaven and earth that is about to collapse, what to go to Tema conforms to the way of heaven. Since there is nothing the gods and Buddhas can do, then they can only go against the sky, trample the gods and Buddhas under their feet, trample this heaven and earth under their feet, let it be born and live, and let it perish.
"My life is up to me!" As this thought flashed, Li Xuan's divine consciousness boiled, and then condensed like substance, with his eyes closed, the scenery of about ten kilometers was vividly visible, every grass and tree was reflected in the sea of knowledge, and even the texture of a fallen leaf on the ground was clearly visible.
As soon as Li Xuan's shackles that bound his body and mind were opened, he couldn't help but feel relieved, and fell asleep on the kang.