Chapter 1146: The throbbing of youth again
She was still a little bit close to Lin Luoyao, especially when she saw Qiu Yuling and Lou Yun being too intimate, her heart would involuntarily feel "sour".
She sighed inwardly, and she thought to herself, "Could it be that I'm getting older?" Nangong Li once heard her mother say that a woman's heart will change with age.
Maybe it's because I care, that's why I become so sensitive, afraid that my waiting will become nothing, and that my things will be snatched away by others. This selfishness gradually sprouted from the bottom of her heart.
Nangong Li may be generous to many things, but she can't be generous with feelings. After all, that warmth, she also waited for with her own youth.
She is now twenty years old, she already feels that her youth is passing, and the current Qiu Yu Ling is the most beautiful time for women, and the sixteen-year-old girl is still slightly green, but the current Qiu Yu Ling has gradually faded away from the girl's youthfulness. It's the most beautiful time.
Maybe it's jealousy of her age.
Lou Yun touched his wrist, he tried to move his left hand, fortunately it was only some skin trauma, no injuries to the muscles and bones, and there was no other abnormality in the arm except for some pain. He was relieved that the injury only needed to rest for a few days until the wound healed.
Now that there is a lot of time, he has to go back to rest, not only for himself, but also to allow Nangong Li to rest earlier. After all, Nangong Li is the first to wake up every day, and she is always the earliest.
Lou Yun turned to Nangong Li and said, "Ah Li, you can rest early, I'll go first." But as soon as Lou Yun turned around, Nangong Li grabbed his hand.
Lou Yun was a little surprised by Nangong Li's move, Nangong Li didn't know why she was like this, she was like a little girl, twisting and pinching. Her face was a little red, but in the end she still let go of Lou Yun's hand, after all, she still couldn't say the words of staying in her room for Lou Yun.
She felt guilty now that she even thought that way.
However, the current Lou Yun is no longer the dull teenager he was at the beginning.
He's also a first-time soldier now. He stepped forward and gently stepped on Nangong Li's forehead and kissed it.
This is because although Nangong Li's height is not as good as him, it is about the same, among these people in the current family, Lou Yun's height is the highest, but Lou Yun is only an average normal height among men. It's not short, but it's a little worse than those who are burly. His stature was upper-middle among men.
And Murong Zheng is half a head taller than Lou Yun.
There is not much difference between Nangong Li and Qiu Yuling's height and figure. It's a little worse than Lou Yun. Two people are almost the same height. And Yan Feixue was a little shorter than the two of them.
As for Lin Luoyao, she was the shortest among them, and her body was also the smallest. Lou Yun was a little more than half a head taller than her.
After Lou Yun's kiss, Nangong Li suddenly blushed.
Lou Yun said to her gently: "Take a good rest, don't worry about me, you also have to take care of your body, if you get sick because of me, I will feel distressed." With that, he smiled and left her room.
Although she was a little shy, she still secretly scolded Lou Yun for being a "fool" in her heart. However, Lou Yun's attack did not arouse her disgust. Instead, it's fun.
Nangong Li's heart was a little conflicted, she hoped that Lou Yun would be intimate with her, but if Lou Yun had kissed her on the lips just now, she might have been a little disgusted, after all, Nangong Li didn't have Qiu Yuling, Yan Feixue, Lin Luoyao, and they were so open. The education she received as a child has always been ingrained in her mind.
Lou Yun kissed her forehead, which can be said to be the best choice.
Nangong Li didn't know what was wrong with her, just now there was an impulse in her body, which even gave her the idea of wanting Lou Yun to stay with her.
However, this terrible thought disappeared after Lou Yun kissed her forehead.
But just now, if Lou Yun really wanted to have a more intimate act towards her, she would not resist.
Nangong Li really didn't know what was wrong with her? Could it be that she hadn't cultivated her mind enough by herself?
Although she is older than Lin Luoyao and Qiu Yuling, she can be said to be a novice in these things.
Lin Luoyao had seen something that would be forbidden to be made public in any era, so she understood. And in addition to the pictures, there are also annotations for the text.
When they were in Tianjimen, their sisters in Xuanwu Hall had privately circulated a copy. Lin Luoyao looked at it from there. Of course, there are also some unknown bastards, unhealthy books written under her and Lou Yun's names, and she has also read them.
Some of the autumn rain bells are from the book, and some of them are from Guiguzi.
After all, she is a doctor, and if she doesn't understand these things, if someone gets this kind of disease, she can't cure it.
Nangong Li doesn't know that this is something that the human body naturally lives in, this kind of thing is called the ** of the body, that is, **.
**Although it can be controlled with firm geointelligence.
But it can still be revealed inadvertently, especially as we get older.
It's not just Nangong Li who is experiencing it now, but Yan Feixue is the same. It's just that Yan Feixue eats and drinks well every day, and she is almost immortal, and she is not a sentimental woman like Nangong Li.
She belongs to the kind of person who has to get by, has a good life, and her feeling is much worse than Nangong Li.
Nangong Li's own gains and losses, coupled with that gratuitous vinegar, will trigger the instinctive "evil thoughts" in her body.
There is nothing wrong with this kind of evil thought, anyone with three corpses will have it, but it is a big or small problem. There is nothing to blame, after all, it is with these ** that people can be called people.
But if you don't have these instinctive **, then you are not a human, or you are an immortal god who beheads three corpses. Or the blade of a deranged man.
However, Nangong Li can still control these ** that are expanding with age.
After all, there is a method of cultivating the mind in the Ming Yugong. It's called Mingyu Purifying Heart Formula.
This one is not only in the complete version of Ming Yu Gong taught to her by Dongfang Yu, but also in the Ming Yu Gong taught to her by Miaoyin, and it is exactly the same. Miaoyin's comprehension of that piece of "mental method" has reached the realm of transparency.
And before Nangong Li learned Ming Yugong again, she had been silently reciting that heart formula, so that her state of mind would be calm, and then she would not be disturbed by external objects. You have to find the latest chapters by yourself to read books?