Chapter 176: Going Crazy
Close your eyes!
Mouth open!
Take back your teeth!
Let go of your friends!
You can do it, because you just lose your mind in an instant. Because you are God's will! You can't bite down anyway!!
There is nothing more painful in the world than oneself and one's own battles.
I stood on the edge of a cliff, struggling with the last shred of sanity.
But my teeth, as if out of the way, are biting and biting down resolutely......
The moment the teeth pierced the skin of Jijo's neck, I clearly heard a voice, a "click" sound coming from the depths of my body, and I don't know what that sound meant, what was opened, what was locked? Or just at one end of the balance in my heart, I gently lowered something—
- It must be the last case.
I felt that I had been thrown to the top of the waves in an instant from the smooth sea, only to feel that the river was overturned, my head was dizzy, and all my internal organs were displaced. For sixteen years, it seems that someone wants to keep my balance, but with this "click", it is completely out of balance.
I finally stopped struggling, and happily and urgently inserted my teeth into the veins of Jishiro.
A warm, fishy sweetness instantly moistened my lips.
Ah—I was so satisfied that I almost burst into tears.
In the dungeon deep in my heart, a beast that had been locked there all this time was also so excited that the chains were clanging and ho-ho.
Rest assured, the day of freedom is coming.
"Meiyi!Stop!!You are a human being, not a devil!!" Huahai's frightened voice sounded in my extremely sensitive ears, like a fishtail with countless barbs, shuttling in my ears, scraping out blood marks.
Her voice was accompanied by the sound of her rushing like madness—the slight popping sound of young bones under her skin, and the blood boiled with anger and fear.
Listening to her posture, if I don't let go, she will definitely eat me.
But how do I get my mouth soothed?
Yosejo's blood poured into my throat like a stream rushing towards the sea.
The face of a girl suddenly appeared in my mind, with curly hair flying, crystal eyes, bulging cheeks, like joy and anger, and the most striking thing was that the corners of her mouth had a brilliant red, like a branch of red plum poking out of a dry well in the dark red of the snow, pure and cruel.
That's me, Meiyi.
That's what Meiyi should be.
I let out a cold snort from my heart, and my hands clasped Jicheng tighter.
"You'll regret it!" said Hua Hai's hands were already on my vest.
I didn't even need to look back, I raised my right foot and kicked the sea out.
Hearing only the sound of "bang", the painting sea fell heavily to the ground.
Listening to the sound is not light. But thinking about it, she has always been stubborn, and she endured it without saying a word.
"Meiyi...... If you want to, you will be able to close your left eye...... I don't know what's in that drop of Luoying's blood that can make you so mad, but ...... Meiyi, once you become an evil demon, there is no turning back...... Please, good will...... Loosen the Yojo ...... Please...... Look back at me......" The voice of the painting sea rose from the ground behind me, and word by word seemed to line up and penetrate my ears—such ritualization, I am afraid it will not move me.
"What kind of demon, say as if you are not a blood clan!" I left Jicheng with my mouth, pushed him, turned around and sneered: "It's just a race that lives on the blood of others, the same dark and cruel, do you think you are noble?"
"Meiyi!" Huahai called out to me in a low voice.
It seems that my kick just now was not light, and she was lying on the ground some distance from me and Yoshijo, as if she couldn't get up.
The flames were a little closer to me, and the tunnel was dark, but I could see it clearly.
Huahai has an ivory-white face, almost transparent, the corners of her mouth twitch faintly, very frightened, but her eyes are clear as usual, with pride and self-esteem that she refuses to discard.
"It's true that I'm a Bloodline, but I've never said I'm noble! I've never sucked the blood of a single 'human' since I became a Bloodline, I've grown so big, and I've never seen an adult, a lady, a brother, or anyone else in the Red Castle do this!
"Shut up!" I snorted.
I knew very well in my heart that I had sucked the blood from Jicheng's neck, and it was my sister who rebuked me on the other side, but somehow, there was a hill of anger buried in my heart, as if I had been sleeping in my heart for several years, and with that "click" just now, it was set on fire, the mountain melted, and the anger surged, and I only felt that the other party was all wrong, and what I did was reasonable, so I had to drink their blood and scold their words - how could this be?
"Of course, you don't have to bite off other people's necks with your own mouths, because there are human beings lining up and giving their blood for you to suck! You have 'wind bones'? Don't tell jokes! If you really have wind bones, then you will fend for yourself, why should you take away all the firstborn children of mankind! Call me 'demonic energy'? If you don't have evil spirits, why can't you see the light of day, why can't you give birth to children, why do you force other races to be demonic and cornered!!" Anger pushed me, and I had no choice but to finish my words in one breath.
"Beauty—" The voice of the painting sea became bleak, and the pride in his eyes gradually faded, replaced by a kind of outright fear.
"These ...... These words are coming out of your mouth?" Hua Hai reached out and covered her mouth, not knowing whether she wanted to stop something or her own mouth.
Her fingers were dry and spasmodic, like starfish struggling on the beach, unable to wait for the tide to come.
"What is in Luo Ying's blood? What makes you so crazy? How can you do such a thing by biting Jicheng in front and slandering the Holy Clan behind! Have you completely forgotten that you are a member of the Holy Clan? As soon as you were born, I took you back, although I didn't wake up for sixteen years, I never gave up on you, not to mention my lord and lady, I can't wait to visit your bedside several times a day, as for my brother, it is almost like a tree, growing in your room, and it has not moved for more than ten years! Even Jicheng, every time he came from Huangqiang Fort as a guest, it was inconvenient to visit you because you gradually grew into a girl, but he didn't ask you once......! Even if you really have an evil demon leaning over, but you ...... But you ......"
At this point, Hua Hai paused, shook his head, and gently called my name twice: "Meiyi! Meiyi!" It sounded so soul-shattering and reverberating that it seemed to come out of the depths of her soul, and it made my chest feel hot when I heard it.
"It seems that Madame is right......" Huahai's voice lowered softly.
Rao is my quick ear, but I can't hear clearly.
"What did Madame say?" I asked.
Madame said...... Regarding your life experience, Mrs. said...... "The sound of painting the sea is intermittent, I don't know if it is intentional."
My background?
I just felt my heart shrug.
Life?
What a strange two words.
Lying on the bed of the Red Fortress, the elder brother said and read everything, but never mentioned these two words.
What is the meaning?
I took a foot towards the sea of paintings.
"Don't go ......," Yosejo, who was limp on the ground, reached out and grabbed my ankle.
I looked down and saw that he had torn off the placket of his shirt and tied his neck, and blood stains were seeping through the pale yellow fabric, and at first glance, it looked as if a light-colored cloud had been burned.
"Why?" I asked, calmly looking at the boy I had just been bitten.
His blood was sweet, with a faint woody scent of sun-dried moss. This taste remained deep in my throat and lingered for a long time.
I don't feel the slightest bit of guilt or pity.
"No one knows where you came from, she...... She's lying to you. Jicheng said softly.
I looked at Jicheng and the sea of paintings in the distance, and their appearance was clear in my eyes, like two white lotus flowers with blood color - beautiful and unpredictable.
The branches of the blood vessels and the frequency of the breath can't escape my eyes, but that's all, I can't see through their hearts, are they going to play a play for me?
"You really don't want to hear it?" Hua Hai said lightly: "This big secret, when I am interested in talking about it next time, I don't know how many years later!"
"Why are you interested in talking about it here?" I asked.
"The secret of helping you chase away the demonic spirit and return to the original way of beauty may be the best cooperation. I'm always going to give it a try. "Huahai looked up at me from the ground, his eyes were clear, and there was no dodging in the slightest.
"Meiyi, have you forgotten what you said?" Jicheng continued without letting go of his hand.
"She has lost her heart, how can she remember to forget her words...... Let go of your hand and let her come. Huahai sighed lightly.
Forgotten?
Of course I remember him. I'm going to grab that "light blue arm" and take the pill back and save the life of the forgetful one.
But I am also very clear in my heart, a certain balance condensed in me has been broken, I am unbalanced, I have yielded, I am unable to control myself, I have fallen into an unbridled ocean, I have drunk the blood of Jicheng, and I have also accused the evil of the blood clan, I don't know what I am doing, and now I have lost my position.
"Okay, then listen to you. "I broke away from Jicheng, walked quickly, and lifted my feet to the sea of paintings.
"You squat down, I can't stand up, you used ten percent of the strength of that kick just now, I hope you are just a demon disturbance, not a ...... Have hatred for me. Hua Hai said, with a faint smile on his face.
She still laughs, and it is indeed everyone's bearing.
I leaned closer.
"Come closer, I don't want this secret to get out. The sound of the sea became lower.
I leaned closer. Brought the left cheek close to her mouth.
She looked at my face, her eyes showing a mixture of love and sorrow.
Suddenly, her eyes froze, and she shouted happily: "Brother, you are also here!"
I stopped and turned my face to look in the direction she was looking.
A fist swung instantly, and I distinctly heard the "hiss" sound of the fist as it pierced the air.
I had time to turn my head back and hold the volley of fists steadily, but I really wanted to see if my brother was really here, and I wanted to see the expression on his face in the face of the hideous blood flowing from the corners of his mouth.
The fist slammed into my left eye, and I heard a soft "click" as the eyeball shattered.