Roughly in Jiang Lili's career of more than ten years, he never thought about what he would look like when a father suddenly appeared one day, and he never thought about how Widow Wang would feel when his biological parents came to find him one day.

He never dared to think about it, as if he never dared to think that Zhao Xianzhi would leave him one day before he was six years old.

So when that day came, he realized how helpless he was, just like a grasshopper in autumn shivering in the cold wind. On the night Zhao Xianzhi left, he heard the roar of surging thunder.

Originally, he was not afraid of thunder, but after the day of the fight, he suddenly panicked.

For a long time after the night of the fight, there would be a sudden rainstorm in Fulong Mountain, and he listened to the roaring thunder at night and walked into the small room where Zhao Xianzhi used to live in a daze, and only woke up suddenly after climbing on the kang and feeling the cold chill on the kang.

Yes, he doesn't have a sister anymore at this time.

That's right, Jiang Lili doesn't have a sister, and he doesn't want to have a widow in the future.

Despite this, when Jiang Lili was a child, he squatted on the haystack at the edge of the village and often wondered, why didn't he have a father?

A child without a mother has a hard life, and a child without a father has a hard life.

Jiang Lili is known as a bitter and shady temperament, not for no reason, since he was a child, he lacked discipline, and he learned the set of scolding words of the widow Wang. Because he was bullied.

Why is the widow so able to speak curses to the heart? It is also because she is bullied. If a widow does not have the slightest disgusting ability, how can she raise two children in a small mountain village that Wang Fa can't control at all?

But Widow Wang is just a woman, she knows that this method can make her life better, but she never thought that Jiang Lili is not a female doll, let alone a widow who died after marrying.

Therefore, when Jiang Lili was two or three years old and followed Widow Wang to learn scolding words, Widow Wan never stopped it, or even acquiesced.

No one has ever taught Jiang Lili that it is wrong for you to do this, you are not a woman, you should not learn to scold a woman, but you should learn the perseverance and uprightness of a man.

Maybe Zhao Xianzhi once said such things to Jiang Lili, but she is also a girl, and she is also a hard-working girl who not many people will look at each other.

Will Jiang Lili listen? Naturally not.

Maybe we should be glad that Zhao Xianzhi left, her departure can make Jiang Lili, who is favored by her sister and mother, have the idea and courage to leave that small mountain village. He did learn a lot after he left Zhangjiazhai in Fulong Mountain, although his temperament was still not sunny, although his eyes were still gloomy. But it's a lot better, isn't it?

At least he had learned to be patient, at least in the face of Susu.

Jiang Lili didn't have any friends when he was in Zhangjiazhai, but he was very unexpected, and no one could figure it out that he made a lot of friends outside Fulong Mountain, including Pei Changfeng, Cheng Rushi, Su Mu, Zhang Wei, and maybe Zuo Liang could be counted as half.

Jiang Lili may not admit that he has always regarded himself as more important than everyone else, but this is a fact.

Is it because Jiang Lili has a good temperament? But the words that come out of his mouth have always been bitter.

That's because Jiang Lili's nature is good, but he has never shown the slightest kindness to others.

But why?

Maybe it can only be attributed to the blessing, which is his blessing.

Not everyone can make real friends, Jiang Lili has been able to meet so many people in the past half a year, he is actually very lucky.

At least that's what I think.

A few years ago, a boy who squatted on the haystack and asked himself why I didn't have a father has now put this question behind him, and now he only wants to find his sister.

But when he had almost forgotten about it, a man came to tell him that your mother had come to you, and that your father was not dead.

Jiang Lili suddenly realized, in fact, he really wanted to see what his father looked like, but for the stubbornness in his bones, he didn't do it, he was a little scared, he was a little flustered, or in other words, resentment.

Why didn't I have a dad when I needed it, and my dad popped up when I didn't need one?

This resentment may be better explained by another word, which is grievance.

But a child without a father is not qualified to be wronged, especially in the days after Zhao Xianzhi left, he knew it very well.

No matter how arrogant Widow Wang looked, Jiang Lili knew that she couldn't protect herself, and she also needed to intercede with the village chief after she made a mistake. So he plays himself as an adult, a maverick adult, sensitive and mean.

In the days after Zhao Xianzhi left, You Sheng.

Whenever he saw the arrogant appearance of other people's children hiding behind their father, he only watched coldly.

He shouldn't have been wronged, he had long forgotten how to pronounce the word grievance. He only thought that if he went to the Nanyang Palace, he would lose, and he would be completely defeated.

Therefore, when the green ants persuade Jiang Lili to go to Nanyang Palace, Jiang Lili just pretends to be full of indifference, he wants to escape, he wants to say that he doesn't have to be constrained by this after he really becomes an adult.

This is also the reason why a firefly cut his face and wanted to burn all the fireflies in a fire, but he let Sima Lan ask for his life again and again without making any counterattack.

He may not know why Sima Lan can't keep himself alive, but he knows that what the green ant said is the truth, and Sima Lan will only stop after going to the Nanyang Palace.

The true identity is already clear, but there is a layer of mud that binds him only, and every time he hides in the darkness to seek a trace of peace, but there is always a blinding light shining in front of his eyes, and there is a deeper darkness approaching him.

In the distance, I heard the wind, and I heard muffled grunts and wails.

Jiang Lili didn't make a sound.

He had never been a person who would think about others, but at this time, after killing five assassins, he wiped the blood on his face, pressed the wound on his arm, and squatted in the night holding the tiger scimitar and thought with a sad face, if he died at the hands of Sima Lan's assassins, what would the widow Wang do? If she went to the Nanyang Palace, what would the widow Wang do?

He asked Su Su: "Do you think I will go to the Nanyang Palace?" ”

Su Su had a big heart, and although she was scared to death when the assassin came, she was relieved immediately when there was no danger. Listening to Jiang Lili's question, she replied: "Go, why don't you go? It's better than being hunted down and killed all the time! Besides, the Nanyang Royal Mansion is still a good place, and you can't spend all the gold, silver, money, and money, don't you like money the most? Iron Rooster?"

Jiang Lili asked Wang Shan, "Do you think I will go to the Nanyang Palace?"

Wang Shangang finished cleaning up the corpse, quickly wiped the blood stains on his body, and said with a smile: "It's not easy for adults to be in charge. ”

asked Wu Zhou again: "Do you think I will go to Nanyang Palace?"

Wu Zhou sighed, "I don't know, I didn't have a father and mother when I was a child, but I think it would be good if I had a father and mother." ”

"I'm different from you, I have a mother, there's no need to have another one. I don't have a dad anyway, so it doesn't matter if it's less. I have an older sister anyway, and it would be very annoying if I had two more brothers and sisters who grabbed things from me!" Jiang Lili muttered, what might he say?

In the distant night, a carriage came, graceful and luxurious. The carriage was followed by a group of soldiers, spears, scimitars. On each carriage stood two handsome maids, holding fresh clothes and flowers. The leader was a tall man in cyan armor, with a vigorous black horse in his crotch, and only the whites of the black horse's eyes could be seen in the heavy black.

The carriage came to Jiang Lili impartially, and suddenly heard a roar from the tall man, and the soldiers dismounted and knelt on one knee towards Jiang Lili. The maids bent their knees in unison and bowed their heads.

"The guards are late!Please forgive your highness!"

"The guards are late!Please forgive your highness!"

After two sounds, the night fell silent again.

Jiang Lili raised his head slightly to look at this group of spirits, and then turned his face slightly to look at the towering city wall in front of him.

It's Qionghu City.

He didn't know that there was a Chengru waiting for him in the academy in Qionghu City, and he couldn't figure out who was waiting for him in the Nanyang Palace.

In the dark night, in the black, dark world, he lived in a particularly ignorant life.

"Greetings to Your Highness, please return home!"

"Greetings to Your Highness, please return home!"

Jiang Lili asked the green ants, "Do you think I will go to Nanyang Palace?"

The green ant was speechless, she looked at the paranoid side face of the young man in front of her, and couldn't help but think of what Qin Shuzhen said in the past.

"The more I look at his mean and bitter appearance, the harder it is for me to imagine what kind of world this child lives in. ”

didn't hear the green ant reply, Jiang Lili asked the tall man again, "What does he look like?"

The man was a little stunned, and Jiang Lili said, "I mean the man who claims to be my father." ”

"The prince is a big husband, His Highness will know at first sight!"

Jiang Lili scoffed at such an answer, he couldn't help but think of Cheng Ru is and Pei Changfeng, he was originally annoyed by the two of them, but now he actually missed it a little, if those two people were here, they might be able to give themselves a pretty good advice.

The wind was cold, and a crystal clear goose feather fell slightly in the air, and it landed on Jiang Lili's face.

Jiang Lili could only feel the coolness on her face, it was snowing.

Su Su began to cheer, heartless.

Wu Zhou hid in the bag of raising ghosts, and he had no heart or lungs.

Wang Shan's face was full of sorrow, and when he looked at Jiang Lili, he only knew that he was scratching his ears and cheeks, and he had no heart or lungs.

The green ant turned his head and remained silent, the tall man's answer was equally ambiguous, and Jiang Lili's heart was also heartless.

Jiang Lili was supposed to be the most heartless one, but since when did he become like this?

Probably since Zhao Xianzhi left.

It would be great if he never had a father, or if he didn't want a father, as long as Zhao Xianzhi never left. Jiang Lili couldn't figure it out, so she could only think like this.

The snow will not fall much, but it will always get bigger and bigger, and it will always cover the blood-dripping blood above this wasteland, leaving only the silver-covered side.

The convoy is on the itinerary, and Qionghu City is getting farther and farther away.

Winter has arrived, but spring is still a long way off.

At least when he was young, Jiang Lili, who was so frozen by the ice and snow that he didn't want to get out of bed thought so.