Chapter 155: The Sore Spot
Yang Liu didn't lie, but she didn't suffer any punishment, and when Yang Liu understood what Yu Yuanwu really asked, she knew what he asked like this.
There is nothing strange about Yu Yuan Wu having such an idea, they are cultivators who understand that taking away the cultivation of others is a blow, such a practice is not tolerated by heaven and earth, in addition to receiving the most basic punishment, their luck has also been invisibly reduced a lot.
Luck is something that cannot be seen or touched, but it is real, its influence is huge, and it can always play a vital role at the most critical time.
If you are lucky, you will naturally have a good effect, it can help you get through difficulties, achieve things that are not easy to achieve, and achieve the final desired result, and if you are not lucky, you will naturally not get any good results.
No matter how smooth the process is, the final result is likely to be contrary to one's wishes, and the cause of such a result is likely to be just an inconspicuous thing or thing.
In short, there are too many times such a situation occurs, and this is also the fairness of the Heavenly Dao, and it is something that cannot be changed by any human power. Yang Liu knew what Yu Yuanwu wanted to know, and Yang Liu had thought about this question himself. Unfortunately, she didn't know why this happened, and she had never been punished directly or indirectly.
She didn't encounter anything difficult since she could remember, even if there was such a small difficulty, it was easy to pass, in the words of the world, her luck was very good, and things in her heart would always appear.
The problem of Yu Yuanwu does not exist, on the contrary, the things that appear are all very good, of course, Yang Liu is not smooth, she always feels that there are things that she doesn't remember for a long time, this is just her feeling, always appearing at inexplicable times.
When that feeling comes, Yang Liu will have a sad mood, she doesn't know what she is sad about, and she doesn't know what the reason for this is.
That emotion appeared inexplicably, and every time it appeared, it was not under the control of Yang Liu, and Yang Liu had forgotten when this emotion first appeared.
In the past, the frequency of such emotions was not very much, and I don't know what happened recently, but the number of such emotions has become more and more, and there is a trend, not only to feel sad, but also to flash a lot of fragments in her mind.
She seemed to remember, but she didn't seem to remember, when these clips appeared, her head hurt a lot, or that unbearable pain.
Yang Liu is also a cultivator, she understands what it means to have such a thing, it is very likely that she has experienced something, she has forgotten it herself, although she knows that this is the case, unfortunately she does not know what she is experiencing.
This is also her task to come out, every time she comes out, she always inquires about this matter intentionally or unintentionally, and there is no result, whenever that kind of emotion appears, Yang Liu is very sad.
That sadness was born from the deepest part of her heart, but fortunately this situation did not last long, and after it passed, she returned to her usual appearance, which means that the sadness only affected her when it appeared.
This is a very good result for Yang Liu, what she likes is the way it is now, when Yu Yuanwu asked that question, Yang Liu naturally thought of this question, but she felt that this was always her own problem, since Yu Yuanwu didn't ask, she didn't need to say it.
In fact, this is somewhat cruel to Yang Liu, the world often says that forgetting the things you care about the most is the most painful existence, this statement is not wrong, but it is not so accurate, the really cruel thing is that you know that you have forgotten something very important, but you can't remember what this thing is, this is the most cruel thing, Yang Liu is like this.
Yu Yuanwu thought for a moment and then asked, "Are there many people like you, do you live in the human world?"
This is another sad question for Yang Liu, who never believes that she is the only one like her, although in her memory, she is just one person.
Yang Liu felt that the part she forgot must be about this, no matter what, she would not appear out of thin air, since she appeared, she must have the same person as her, this is common sense, it is the most basic, and it is the basis for Yang Liu's firm belief.
She felt that she was not a person, and the reason why she was like this must be that she had forgotten them, or that they had forgotten her, that they existed, and that as long as they existed, they would definitely find them, and no matter when, one day they would appear.
Yang Liu said: "In my memory, I have always been alone, but I believe that I will not be alone, this is not just my idea, only if I meet this condition, I meet the most basic things, they must be waiting for me somewhere." ”
Yang Liu tried her best to say these words in a normal tone, and even so, it was easy for others to hear how complicated her feelings were when she said this.
As she said, they will definitely appear, and she is full of hope for this, except for hope and loneliness, and loneliness mixed with hope always sounds helpless.
This kind of helplessness is not disappointment in reality, nor is it disappointment in oneself, it is just loneliness when struggling, this is something they can hear, they can't hear more.
Yu Yuanwu knew that he accidentally touched the most secret place of the willow, everyone has such a place, it is hidden in the deepest part of the heart, and it can always be remembered for no reason, and there will always be a trace of sadness in his heart when he thinks about it.
This sorrow can only be experienced by oneself, for many people say that this place is not easy to see people, and the reason is very simple, these things have a special meaning for them, and it is not easy to put them in, it is necessary to go through pain.
This kind of pain is not something that anyone can endure, it is like tearing your heart alive, and the tearing feeling can be clearly felt, the sound of muscle breaking is clearly visible, and there is also the sound of blood falling in the middle.
The most important thing is that you have to do these things with your own hands, and you have to watch them, in fact, despite going through these things, you don't feel pain at first, and the aura that these things exude can numb the whole person.
If you are numb, you don't know that it hurts, without exception, these things will slow down a lot over time, and instead of numbness, it is pain, and if the numbness decreases, the pain will increase by one point.
The pain is very strange, it does not become less than it weakens with the passage of time, on the contrary, it produces many sensations that were not there at the time, in short, there is no less to experience, as long as these things are there, the wound will not completely scab over.
Every time I think about it, I open the scar and look at it, every time it's like this, there will be no exceptions, it's such a painful thing to put it in, and not everyone has the courage to take it out again.
The kind of scene of tearing open the wound and fishing it out is enough to make people uncomfortable even if they imagine it, some people say that when they say painful things, their hearts will feel good, they are only talking about small pain, and the real big pain will not be reduced by saying it, and there is no difference between saying it and taking it out, and the practice of taking it out and putting it in is not a good thing.
Yu Yuanwu has never experienced such a thing, he knows that before such a thing is solved, the pain will never be reduced, such a thing can rarely be solved, this is a dead cycle, only you can solve it, others can't do anything.
After Yang Liu said that, she lowered her head, held her breath, her teeth were clenched, and a voice in Yang Liu's heart told her that she must not breathe, she must not let go, otherwise something will happen that she can't stop.
That's not what she wants to see, she wants to stop this from happening, this is the first time Yang Liu has said it to someone else, before this she feels that she can bear it, she is used to such things, even if she says it, there will be no problem.
It wasn't until this moment that Yang Liu felt that she overestimated her strength, there are many things like this, once she starts to think about it, it won't be so easy to end, for this matter, Yang Liu still can't bear it.
She always felt that she was used to such days, and sometimes she was thinking, she must have experienced something special if she didn't meet them, and since this thing has happened, there is no need to look for it, she is doing well, and it is the same with or without them.
Besides, she is not a lonely life, there are many living beings around her, and if she thinks about it too much, she will comfort herself, but the content of the comfort is a little ambiguous, she is a cultivator, and naturally understands that everything is about fate.
She hasn't looked for them yet, it's because her fate with them hasn't arrived, they haven't found her, maybe it's because their fate with her hasn't arrived, and things won't happen if they don't get it, even if they force it, there is no result, and there is no need to force things that don't come.
Like all living beings facing what they want to do and can't do, they always have a lot of ideas in their minds, and these thoughts are generally reasonable and so contradictory to each other.
There is nothing in common with the contradictions, many completely different ideas, scrambling to appear in their minds, and they themselves don't know why this is happening, and naturally they don't know how to make a choice.
No matter which one sounds very right, if you choose, you will feel that the one that has not been chosen is the best, and when you choose the other one, the same problem will appear, and you don't know what to do at all, which is a common problem of all living beings, and willow is no exception.
Originally, she felt that she had adapted to this matter, but when she really said it, she behaved like this, Yang Liu subconsciously thought that it must be Yu Yuanwu's problem, it must be with him that such a problem will appear, and if she tells others, there will definitely be no such problem.
She had already tried it before, and what happened proved that her idea was right, since she wouldn't have any problems, it must be that there must be something wrong with them, it must be like this.
Yang Liu's heart was filled with such questions, and when she got a little better, she couldn't help but pray that Yu Yuanwu would never ask her anything at this time, if she asked, she would definitely not know what to do, and it was not to say or not.
The most important thing is that she has to keep this position, she is worried that as long as she moves, she will not be able to help it, and then she really doesn't know what to do, what makes her glad that Yu Yuanwu didn't ask anything again, at least not for a while.
Yu Yuanwu did this on purpose, although he couldn't specifically understand Yang Liu's feelings, but he still knew this state, and if he knew it, he would understand Yang Liu's thoughts, what she needed most at the moment was quiet, and it was best if nothing happened.
Yu Yuan didn't know in his heart that he did the same, he didn't deliberately look at the willows, nor did he do anything out of the ordinary, he just stood there, his head slightly raised, his eyes looked into the distance, he seemed to be looking at the mountains in the distance, and he seemed to be thinking about something...