Chapter 36: Affection is Righteousness, Failure to Welcome and Refuse to Fire (1)
When it was already the ugly of April 26, Xi Zhi's eyes moved, and Luo Yu's heart jumped suddenly, looking at her intently.
Xi Zhi woke up slowly, Luo Yu's shadow was blurry, and she shouted: "Sir!" because she was rescued by hanging, her voice was slightly hoarse.
Luo Yu sat on the edge of the bed and answered, but heard Xizhi say, "Am I dead?"
Luo Yu shook his head, and tears faintly floated in his eyes: "No, of course my Xizhi is still alive!"
Xi Zhi asked, "Where am I, did Mr. save me?" Luo Yu nodded and said, "We are in the inn." Is it better?" He felt that although the inn was dangerous, Zhang Tianqian might not have thought that they would be so bold and dare to stay at the inn, so he still found an inn to rest.
Xi Zhi was silent, recalling those fragments in the villa, and suddenly thought of something, looked at Luo Yu, and found that his left sleeve was empty, and she instantly felt a great pain in her heart, and a mouthful of blood immediately spit out.
Qiao Luo was dumbfounded, and his face was also miserable, and after a while, he said slowly: "Xizhi, your body is too weak, and you don't have to be sad for me first." Take care of yourself!"
Xi Zhi looked at Luo Yu for a moment, her eyebrows were solemn, her tears were dotted, her lips trembled slightly, she suddenly rolled out of bed and kowtowed four times at Qiao Luoyu, Luo Yu hurriedly wanted to help her up, and asked in surprise: "What are you doing here?"
Xi Zhi was not able to raise her head, and whispered in a trembling voice: "Sir, you will let me kowtow these four heads! It stands to reason that students should bow to the teacher for the first time, but you don't want to kowtow to the teacher as a student in our private school, saying that you pay attention to these useless red tape and do it!"
Luo Yu's thoughts suddenly returned to the day when Xi Zhi first entered the private school, she was quiet and elegant, and her demeanor was dignified, like a beautiful hibiscus flower in the wind, with a natural posture, without ornamentation, but her eyes were full of aura. It was as if they had gone back to the past.
"Now, these four heads must be knocked off!" Xizhi's tears fell to the ground little by little, forming marks, like a girl crying bamboo. "I'm so tired that my mentor has lost an arm, and Ruan Xizhi has become a sinner through the ages, a great rebellion, and the crime cannot be punished!"
Her voice was already hoarse, and she was saying such miserable words, which was inevitably even more bleak, and Luo Yu was so painful! He sighed: "Why do you bother to add such vicious words to yourself! You are my student, how can I not save you from this relationship!"
He added, "Besides, all this is what I want!"
Xi Zhi listened, and her heart was so distressed that she died. Before she saw Luo Yu, she only thought about his pain, and she was sad, but after seeing him lose an arm, Xi Zhi's heart hurt even more, it was a real great pain!
Luo Yu also wanted to persuade Xi Zhi not to blame herself, but she listened to Xi Zhi and said: "Sir, Xi Zhi has a request, I don't know if Mr. can agree?"
Luo Yu said: "You say." ”
Xi Zhi still hung her head, but her voice was clear and firm: "Can I call Mr. 'Brother Luo Yu'?" After she finished saying this, she raised her head, and tears covered her meaning, but no one knew what this sentence meant!
Luo Yu was stunned, looking straight at her, his mind blank. I only heard Xi Zhi say again: "Recently, I read "Song of Long Hatred" at home, and there is a sentence 'Mandarin Duck Tile Cold Frost Hua Chong, Jade Quilt Who Shares Together' It is still sentimental to read...... Luo Yu interrupted her and called: "Xi Zhi!" How could he not know that these words were what Xi Zhi said when he expressed his heart to him at that time, and he politely refused! And after that, how many times did he dream back to the beginning, only hoping that he could accept Xi Zhi, only hoping that he would not refuse again! He even hoped that he could come back that day, and he and Xi Zhi must not miss it again...... He thought that all this was just an extravagant hope, but he did not expect that at this time today, he would actually hear these words again! The scene that he thought would never happen again actually appeared! How could he miss it again!
Luo Yu stood up and pulled up Xi Zhi, but he still looked at her in disbelief. Xi Zhi slowly approached Luo Yu, gently wrapped her arms around his waist, buried her head in his arms, and suddenly burst into tears. Luo Yu didn't expect that the rare woman he asked for was leaning on his arms at this time, gentle as a dream.
Luo Yu said: "That night, you came to the private school and shouted: 'Brother Luo Yu, God is so ruthless, you are also ruthless. We will never have a chance again in this life!'Do you know, when I heard it, my heart was about to break!" Xi Zhi looked up at him and asked in surprise, "Mr. was there at that time?" Luo Yu nodded and said, "I'm here too, and your handkerchief is blowing to me!"
Xi Zhi smiled indifferently, Luo Yu raised his right arm and held her in his arms. Xi Zhi felt a little relieved in his arms, because then he could not see the pain on her face. Luo Yu said: "You said that you have no chance in this life, are you wrong?" ”
Suddenly, Luo Yu pulled away Xi Zhi, looked at her eyes full of tears and said: "Xi Zhi, if you marry me because you want to repay me, and you have wronged yourself because you pity me, then I can ......" Xi Zhi hurriedly shook her head and choked up: "No...... I'm Mr. True Love...... I will take care of you in the future, and I will follow you ......."
Qiao Luoyu looked at Xi Zhi's sad expression, felt distressed, and said softly: "Of course I can't wait to believe you! But you can really ...... with him Broken off?"
Xi Zhi didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at Luo Yu, but nodded her head in a panic. She threw herself into Luo Yu's arms and whispered, "Brother Luo Yu, you will believe me......! I don't miss him anymore, I don't miss him anymore......" Luo Yu asked, "Why is this?" Xizhi said in her heart: "I'm so tired that you look like this, how dare you still think about others?" I finally believe that he didn't fail me, but ...... but I will bear him. Xi Zhi said: "No reason, I am Brother Ailuoyu." Do you have to ask why a person loves someone?"
Luo Yu looked at Xi Zhi still looking painful, and he was quite skeptical of her words in his heart, but he loved Zhi so much in his heart, even if he had any doubts, he didn't want to doubt them at this time!
Luo Yu asked, "Xizhi, now you have to tell me, why did you commit suicide?"
Xi Zhi asked, and she was reminded of the pain of Yin Cong's marriage. Although she never wanted to believe that Yin Cong would betray her, she still chose to commit suicide for Yin Cong. At this time, how could these words be said to Luo Yu, she could only say: "I thought I was going to be trapped in that villa for the rest of my life! Fortunately, Brother Luo Yu saved me, and I didn't have to die." ”
Luo Yu said: "I really feel afraid, if I go one step late, maybe you will ......" He choked in his throat and couldn't continue.
Xi Zhi couldn't help but be deeply moved by Luo Yu, and thought: "Mr. has a deep love for me, I must not let him down again!"
Xi Zhi meekly leaned into Luo Yu's arms, and Luo Yu gently stroked her hair. The two hugged each other for a long time, and Luo Yu said softly: "Xizhi, I'...... Of course I believe in your heart, do you know it, I can't wait to believe in you! I really believe that you broke off your relationship with him. No matter how much you loved him before, as long as you feel that he is not your crush, I am here waiting for you! I don't care......! Even if you marry him, as long as you don't love him anymore, I'm still here, waiting for you to love my heart. Now, have I finally waited?" he seemed to ask, and there was still a faint doubt about Xi Zhi's sudden change of heart in these words. Luo Yu's gentle words contained his strong self-esteem, although he said that he didn't care that Xizhi had been in love with Lu Yincong, but he wanted her to love him now!
Ke Luo Yu has been waiting for a long time! Xi Zhi originally belonged to him, but because of his refusal, let the two of them miss it, how he regretted it! Now, Xi Zhi is back again, of course he wants to eagerly catch her, to seize the happiness he originally thought he was going to lose in his life!
Xi Zhi was silent, tears ** Luo Yu's clothes. At this moment, she couldn't think of anything except that she felt that Luo Yu could only hold her with one hand. She knew that Luo Yu would be crippled in the future, but because of her, her guilt and pain would accompany her for the rest of her life, just as disability would follow Luo Yu for the rest of her life. She even wanted to cut off her own arm in exchange for Luo Yu, of course it couldn't be, if it worked, of course she would!
How can she make up for Luo Yu! Of course, she will serve him for the rest of her life. In other words, she may not use her life to atone for her sins, but she is Ruan Xizhi, even if she only has that Lu Yincong in her heart, she still has to make such a decision. But although she made such a choice to sacrifice the happiness and joy of her life, she didn't dare to say "sacrificed herself", the person in front of her was so handsome and affectionate, there was Ji Kang's clear and dignified, and Pan An's dragon Zhang Fengzi, even if he didn't have an arm, the women in this world didn't know how many would be fascinated by him, how could she dare to say "sacrifice" and despise Luo Yu?
It's just that her love can't be forced after all, in her eyes, in this life, only that person is the best.