Chapter 609: What to Return

Li Yunxin's body suddenly froze - the snow foam stirred up by his palm wind was still falling from the sky, and the big trees that had been knocked down were also rolling down the mountain, and the people in the village not far away seemed to be awakened by the sound, and two or three households were lit up.

- It seems that as soon as Li Chunfeng escaped, his previous terrible anger disappeared without a trace. He was like a deflated balloon, like a condensed stream of iron.

He stood alone in the snow, and everything just now seemed like a dream. He had seen some children in his previous life. When you are angry with adults, it is like a small volcano. But if the lord went away and disappeared, their anger quickly subsided. It seems that he knows that if he makes trouble at this time, there is nothing to get.

Perhaps, it's because of ...... Their anger is directed only at those closest to them.

He didn't know if he was like that now. However, the anger in my heart did subside quickly, like a storm that came and went quickly.

There was only one indescribable taste left.

In fact, even he didn't know how much of the anger he had just had was real and how much of it was ...... The show he couldn't control.

— but of course he can understand it. Whether in a past life or in this life, I understand that many emotions in the world cannot stand the test. For the sake of fame, for profit, for any casual reason, many people can exchange such a flood of feelings as things.

Because he was this kind of person in his previous life. In his previous life...... Not a producer of emotions, but certainly the most skilled user.

I glanced at the darkness in the distance under the cloud mountain, and began to see a familiar figure...... He became aware of it. But what he knows about Li Chunfeng and Shangguanyue, in fact, he has a reason to do certain things.

They are going to have a child to use. Whoever runs to this child will be used. He ran in himself, who can blame him? Then things went on and on, and the past gave him some emotion...... It's all a matter of being willing to fight and being willing to suffer.

Do big things. Exploit. Nothing.

Yet he foolishly shed a tear for this emotion.

But when he faced Li Chunfeng, when the anger in his heart arose, he realized that he might not be able to hide and suppress this emotion. Since it could not be suppressed, he did it in his usual way—one point of joy was magnified into nine points. If you have a little anger, you will be angry. In this way, others can't figure out his emotions, and they can be regarded as acting with their hearts.

He may be living freely in his wandering form, or he may be hiding in the solid seven-story fortress. He didn't care about any of that...... It's just that.

It's just that when he magnified his anger without hesitation this time, he felt a comfort that frightened him.

He was comfortable with the anger...... He was comfortable because he could unleash this anger on Li Chunfeng.

He knew that there was another name for the comfort that comes from being released......

Grievance.

But if you don't care, you've seen it...... Why be wronged.

After standing on the snow like this for a quarter of an hour, Li Yunxin gritted his teeth and turned around, shouting, "Lao Liu!"

Liu Gongzan flashed out of the forest. didn't say anything superfluous, just shook his head: "No." Nothing. ”

- Li Yunxin gave Liu Gongzan a magic weapon before he appeared. What I want is to let Li Chunfeng go, so that I can track his whereabouts and find something.

But in the past, he only felt that Li Chunfeng was roughly the cultivation of the true realm. Unexpectedly, it was originally a metaphysical realm. There is no difference between the true realm and the mysterious realm, and the magic weapon in Liu Gongzan's hand has not been traced.

This matter was expected by Li Yunxin. He slammed his palm to the ground: "Hey!!"

This voice was both annoyed and helpless. A large area of the ground—the place where he had lived with Li Chunfeng and Shangguan Yue—was shattered into layers of mud with a bang, completely destroying the remaining bricks and tiles underneath.

Liu Gongzan only sighed lightly and still didn't say anything.

By this time, the lights were lit up in the villages under the mountain. Shadow saw someone looking this way, but it must not be clear.

Li Yunxin also turned his head to look at them for a while, and his body suddenly swept up, wrapped in a gust of demon wind, and disappeared into the vast forest sea. Liu Gongzan hesitated slightly, and followed.

About a quarter of an hour later, Lao Dao saw him again.

Li Yunxin sat alone on a snow-covered boulder, surrounded by knotted trees. Rising into the night on the snow, it was like a huge and hideous cage. He sat alone in this "cage" with his cloak coffered, and he was also in vain.

When Liu Gongzan walked to the edge of the stone, Li Yunxin sighed: "I didn't expect it." ”

Lao Dao stood next to the stone and thought for a while: "When did you know?"

"I guess I noticed it a long time ago. The Weishui Dragon King was silent for a while. His eyes were like those of a mortal, looking casually on the snow. But I can't see anything but snow," I think about now...... I used to think that they were slow to teach me because I wasn't sure if I wanted to get involved in the strife in the spiritual world. But looking back now...... I wasn't sure if I was the person. ”

"In the past, I should have known that the two of them, the cultivation of the True Realm, had been hiding for so long...... How could he have been killed all at once? But I'm still telling myself that's what happened...... Maybe it's because I ...... in my heart."

Liu Gongzan interrupted him. The tone is gentle, but also serious: "Didn't we talk about this question?" There's something in your heart – it's not clear to others, but it's clear to me. ”

Li Yunxin raised his head and looked at him: "What do I have in my heart?"

Lao Dao met his gaze: "Brother Xin'er told me about Xinxue. I also learned a lot. But there's one thing that says healers don't heal, you know—"

When he said this, Li Yunxin stepped forward and raised his hand: "You don't-"

Lao Dao shook his head: "No." Just talk about it as you used to. ”

Li Yunxin's body shrank again: "Then you go on." ”

"You should understand that there are some things in you that you may have done to yourself, but you don't know yet. Lao Dao continued, "For example, you said that you were ruthless and desireless in your previous life, but you really want to experience it. The result came to an end...... You may have experienced it, but that feeling also brings you more regrets. So you've got your revenge for ten years—"

"If a certain affection gives you a moment of pleasure and then a decade of pain...... You must be afraid. ”

Li Yunxin stared at the snow for a while, and whispered to himself: "You mean." I was adopted and slowly learned what ...... is."

He paused, skimming over the word: "But as soon as he realized it, he died." It brings me hatred and great pain. ”

"And then came this life. Liu Gongzan whispered, "You are as afraid of that emotion as a tiger." But I want it in my heart. So you build up your own defenses, and you want to break your defenses. You said that you used to be too forgetful...... Is it really 'too forgetful'? Or is it ...... It's also like those cultivators of the Dao Sect and the Sword Sect, they are all fake and ruthless?"

But you may not be doing it consciously. Your subconscious mind does this...... I want to protect you. But you don't want that protection. So Brother Xin'er...... It's going to be sad. ”

Li Yunxin stopped talking.

Lao Dao shook his head: "So there's nothing to be afraid of." ”

"You're a person who knows how to love and hate. In your life, you feel that you have someone who loves you, so you have experienced it. But in the end, it turns out that everything is not like that...... Everybody is upset about it. There's nothing to be afraid of. ”

Li Yunxin frowned and gritted his teeth: "But he lied to me......"

"Not necessarily. Lao Dao sighed in a low voice, "Who in the world doesn't love their children?" Brother Xin, they want to use you to be true, but feelings may not be true. Stayed together for more than ten years...... It was born of its own self. Even cats and dogs have feelings, let alone people. ”

Li Yunxin snorted: "Do you believe these words?!"

Liu Gongzan looked at him: "Since it was from the time you came out of the mountain to tonight, it was controlled by the people of Mu Nanju. So you've been lucky and escaped death several times - isn't there a little bit of his factor in it? Maybe Li Chunfeng has also done a lot of things for you. ”

Li Yunxin slowly straightened up and frowned: "You help him speak." Do you want me to be grateful to him?"

Lao Dao didn't speak, just looked at him. After watching three or four breaths of kung fu, Li Yunxin's body relaxed.

"Alas. He sighed, "Okay. ”

"So you know all this, Brother Xin. It's hard to find anyone smarter than you in this world. You just need some time to think about it. Liu Gongzan paused for a moment when he said this. And he said, "I need some time to think about it, too." ”

The latter sentence made Li Yunxin frown: "What? What do you want to think?"

Lao Dao lowered his gaze and smiled slightly: "I still have accounts to pay and calculate." ”

“...... account?"

"A debt to people. He sighed, "I owe two lives...... Three of a kind. ”

"That day on Jun Mountain, I told those people that Shuke and Sky were at Bailongkou...... Sanhua and Jiaxin's children are also there—"

"You're here to save me. Li Yunxin said seriously.

"But it's also what I say. Lao Dao looked at Li Yunxin with the same seriousness, "I'm here to save you." But it also harmed them. If I don't feel guilty at all, how can I be different from a beast?"

Li Yunxin was silent for a while: "Do you think I'm a beast?"

"You also feel guilty. Lao Tao said, "It's just that your guilt for them has been transferred to me." Otherwise, you entered Yunshan that day, why did you come to me and the pheasant. At that time—the demons and the monks of the Xuanmen were outside. If either party finds out about you, you're going to die. But you've spent a lot of time in the dungeon, is that your way of doing things?"

Li Yunxin frowned and waved his hand: "What's the use of saying this-"

"It's going to be my demons. Liu Gongzan sighed again, "Brother Xin." I used to be a prodigal painter. Maybe another decade or two of poverty will be the end of this life. But you told me to have a choice. Let me practice, attain enlightenment, and be reborn. ”

"But you and I both know that the cultivation methods of those Taoist and swordsmen in Xuanmen are evil ways. Practitioners cannot be as ruthless as they are. Otherwise, what is the purpose of cultivation and immortality? Even if it is not for the sake of humanity and common life, it should be for oneself. But if you want to say that for your own sake - when you practice, all your lust is gone, and you will have no more. ”

"So I'm thinking these days...... What should it look like? Liu Gongzan put his hands behind his back and paced slowly on the snow, "I'm practicing now, how should I cultivate." Xuanmen is an evil path. I can't go like that. Cultivators should be ......"

"I know love, love, sorrow, and suffering better than mortals. Have compassion and perceive all things as your own body. ”

"But it's because I understand that I can see it. Because I understand and am not afraid of fear, I can let go calmly. ”

When he said this, he raised his head and looked up at the night sky for a long time: "So, I can't let go of those I owe it." Xuanmen regards this as a big taboo. But I think this is the first step in my practice. ”

Li Yunxin was silent.

When the night wind rose again in the woods, blowing the snow from the trees above his head, he said quietly, "What are you going to do?" ”

"I have all the sects that raided Dongting that day. Who else is alive, I also remember. On the cloud mountain that day, there should have been—"

"The head of the Shangqing Danding faction. Gui Yuanzi. Li Yunxin said.

"Exactly. Liu Gongzan nodded, "This person is also one of the murderers." I have to get rid of him. ”

Li Yunxin fell into a long silence.

On the same day on Yunshan, Sanhua took him to Xiaoyun Mountain, and he passed by the mountain gate of the Shangqing Danding faction. However, at that time, he had "more important" things to do, so he planned to settle accounts with that Gui Yuanzi later.

But things always change, and in the end he ran out of Yunshan, and it was a mess inside, so he didn't go to find the bad luck of Gui Yuanzi. In fact, this kind of thing should be understood ...... people who "do big things". There were many more important things to deal with and many more important people to think about. There's no way to delay time for a rule.

The general trend of the world is important...... Once the big thing is done, Gui Yuanzi can't run away. Those who have sacrificed will always give them an explanation.

He thought so to himself, and he did it.

But it was only then that he realized that Liu Gongzan beside him was ...... is a living, independent person.

Even if there is any entourage or follower, they will have their own thoughts. And in his heart, Liu Gongzan is far more than that. For a long time, Li Yunxin has been accustomed to making some decisions by himself, and Liu Gongzan only needs to implement and assist.

Most of the decisions he made were correct. Both he and the veteran have benefited a lot from it.

Slowly...... This old road that took him into Weicheng was a little blurred. When Li Yunxin is doing things, he will always follow...... This made him begin to feel that it was a natural thing to do—that something private, something uneasy, could be given to him.

He is a complex existence for him. But at this moment tonight, Li Yunxin realized that this existence was also like himself, with an independent and complex spiritual world.

For example...... His debts.

After a long while, Li Yunxin said: "Gui Yuanzi is the true realm. If alive...... You go to him for revenge, and you will die. ”

Liu Gongzan smiled: "This is my debt." I really died, and I paid my debts. ”

Silence for a moment.

Li Yunxin said again: "There are other debts." ”

"And her debts. Liu Gongzan said, "Although her bones are gone, there are still relatives." If I kill Gui Yuanzi and don't die, I have to do something for them. ”

Li Yunxin didn't speak. After a while, he suddenly frowned and looked at him angrily: "I saved you from under the swordsman in the convoy of the Hongfu Dart Bureau. And he taught you to practice, and what you owe me the most! What about your debt to me?"

Lao Dao smiled: "I'm afraid it will be difficult for me to pay off your debts." But let me pay it back first...... Then pay you back slowly. ”

"Slowly return ...... Ha. Li Yun said to himself nervously, "Okay, take it slowly...... There was a Li Chunfeng Shangguan Yue first, and he died. Found it tonight and left again. You're going to be gone now...... Slowly return ...... What are you going to pay back, and you have to pay back your life!"

After saying this, he suddenly stood up from the stone, and his expression became terrifying: "Take your life now!"

Liu Gongzan was stunned. But then he thought of something, frowned, and lost his voice: "Brother Xin'er, no! That thing is extremely precious—"

Li Yunxin had already pointed his hand at him: "I want it!"

He is now in the realm of the Occult. And everything that Liu Gongzan cultivated was taught by him. Therefore, just this finger, Lao Dao's body froze, and even his expression froze on his face.

Li Yunxin jumped off the big stone he was sitting on, and waved his backhand at the stone. A boulder is cut in half when it is landed, and the section is as smooth as a mirror.

Then Li Yunxin pointed to it as a knife, and used the demon power to carve it on the stone.

This thing...... The first time he did it was in Weicheng. With the yang energy of 300,000 people in Weicheng, he drew another self to ensure that his soul and sanity were not lost.

He was in the Void Realm then, and now he is in the Mystery Realm. Doing the same thing, how can it be described as a "familiar road"?

It only took ...... A quarter of an hour's time.

That Liu Gongzan was "painted" on this stone by him!

Then he stared at Liu Gongzan, who was fixed, and watched for a while before saying, "Okay." If you want to pay your debt, I will fulfill you. But you look like you're going to pay off your debts...... Hmph, let's go and die! It's because I feel that I owe too many people, and now that I've been out of danger, I feel that I can die, that I can make myself comfortable?"

"Hey...... There is no good thing in the world that owes people something and walks away. It's okay if you can't pay it back now - remember it and pay it back slowly!"

"Now I'll tell you to pay off my debt slowly!"

When he said this, his wrist shook in the void!

With a brushing sound, his folding fan opened in his palm. In the fan surface of this folding fan, there are tens of thousands of dead souls that he collected on the battlefield. Now I will lift my god and shake it on the bluestone!

The majestic demonic power poured into the portrait on the bluestone...... Nearly half of it was used!

Then Li Yunxin swiped the ground and closed the fan. He stared at Liu Gongzan for a while......

A sharp scale was turned out from his palm, and Liu Gongzan was blown away with one palm!