Does she still hate herself so much? But what she loves most is what she loves. Why is her love selfish possession and not shared with others?

Besides, she is the wife that Lou Yunming Media is marrying, and she is rightfully married, why does Qiu Yuling always fail to see through this?

Nangong Li was a little confused, Yan Feixue sighed again, Nangong Li's temperament is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, but this is just to say strong and brave. It's not inclusion. Inclusion is both her strength and a fatal weakness.

Nangong Li doesn't know how to describe her, maybe a poem can describe Nangong Li.

Out of the mud but not stained, clear ripples but not demons. However, Nangong Li has never been out of the mud, and she has lived in clear water since she was a child. Never seen a real mire. This is also what makes Yan Feixue uneasy.

Qin Cha was urging very tightly, and early the next morning, Lou Yun took Yan Feixue and Qin Cha to the capital together.

This time, he was in a hurry, and he didn't prepare a guard of honor for Lou Yun, but Lou Yun didn't like those things that cost the people and money, so it was better to keep a low profile. So they rode fast horses all the way to the capital, although it was no problem for the prince to bring a few retinues with him, but with a woman. This still makes Chin Cha a little strange.

Although it is not much to bring a female dependent, it is generally a wife or a servant who serves with him.

And Yan Feixue is neither like Lou Yun's family wife and concubine, nor like a maid and servant. But Qin Cha didn't ask much, after all, the most taboo in the court is the things that shouldn't be known, but you know.

Knowing too much, it's not a good thing. It's the same at all times.

Although Yan Feixue and Lou Yun are dependent on each other, after all, Lou Yun is a family person, Yan Feixue still avoids him.

When he arrived in the capital, Qin Cha brought him Lou Yun into the palace to restore his life, and as for the other entourage, he temporarily waited outside the palace gate, Yan Feixue was not the first time to come here, Zhu Yunchang had taken them in before.

Otherwise, she wouldn't know Concubine Yun.

Lou Yun was directly taken to the study room by Qincha, and the vanguard had already reported to the emperor, and the emperor was ready to meet him.

After Lou Yun entered the Shang study, Qin Cha naturally retreated after recovering first, and there was nothing for him to do.

There were only two people in this room, Lou Yun and the emperor, and there were no close attendants.

And this place is not the same place as the imperial study, the scholar's room is the place where the emperor and the six Shangshu discuss matters, and only the court officials at the level of Shangshu are qualified to come here.

The emperor coughed lightly, and then shouted, "Qiu Aiqing, come to my side." ”

Lou Yun stood up and came to the emperor's side, the emperor's mental state was very poor, and it was obvious that he was tired and sick.

The emperor grabbed Lou Yun's arm and stood up with the help of the strength of his arm.

Lou Yun is holding the emperor, if he falls the emperor, it will be a crime that deserves death.

The Emperor pointed behind the screen.

Lou Yun helped him to walk there, and behind the screen was a set of armor and a sword.

The emperor stretched out his old hand and stroked the sword, and he said: "Qiu Aiqing, I was holding this sword in my hand at the beginning, Dingliaodong, Pinggoryeo, the northern expedition to the Mongolian tribes, and the southern punishment of traitorous ministers. ”

The emperor broke free of Lou Yun's hand, and then slowly sat down. He sat down on the ground. Lou Yun knelt directly in front of him.

The emperor waved his hand, and then motioned for Lou Yun to sit down together.

Lou Yun is now in a cold sweat, is this an equal to the emperor?

The Emperor looked up at his armor. He said: "This is how many people looked up to my armor and watched my soldiers and horses step into Jinling City. Qiu Aiqing, you should have heard what the people were talking about me after being away for many years. Tell me the truth, otherwise I will cure you for the crime of deceit. ”

Lou Yun has not been in contact with anyone, but he himself is a person who has read the books of sages and sages.

He said bluntly: "Your Majesty's act of appeasement is tantamount to ......"

The emperor looked at Lou Yun calmly, and he said: "But it doesn't matter, there are no monarchs and ministers here today, just uncles and nephews, or fathers and sons. ”

Lou Yun said bluntly: "Your Majesty's move is tantamount to committing chaos. ”

The emperor laughed when he heard Lou Yun's answer.

Lou Yun hurriedly bowed down and said: "Weichen should die!" He asked the emperor for forgiveness. ”

The emperor laughed and said: "What Aiqing said is right, what Kuangjun assisted the country, the battle of Jingjing, it is just a better way to talk about the offense." I have borne many people in my life, but the one I am most sorry for is my son and nephew, the former monarch Zhu Yunwen. At that time, he was the king, and I was the minister. But I got rid of him as quickly as I could. It's not a rebellion, but what is it?"

"But I'm better than him, and that kid is good everywhere, but he's too indecisive. I was ashamed of him, but I never regretted it, as I did in everything since. I've never regretted it, I'm in my last years now, but there's only one thing I can't let go. Do you know what Qiu Aiqing is?"

Lou Yun remembered that when he had just entered the door, there was a map on the emperor's desk. He guessed: "The emperor should be relieved that it should be a border trouble." ”

The emperor said: "Yes, what I can't worry about the most is this matter, Qiu Aiqing, you are also a smart person, and you are your own family, so I don't talk about foreign words." After I die, who do you think is most likely to ascend to the throne of God?"

Lou Yun said: "The minister thought it was the King of Han. ”

The emperor said: "Actually, it doesn't matter who it is, the important thing is that if I can't stabilize the situation, then the kings will seize the throne, which will definitely cause chaos in the dynasty, and even repeat the rebellion." Today's Mongolian tribes are not as good as they used to be. If they take advantage of the three kings to seize the throne and invade the south on a large scale, although they can force the three kings to join forces, our Ming may lose the Great Wall again. ”

"The national strength of the Song Dynasty is not lost to any country, why does it repeatedly make northern raids?"

Lou Yun said: "It was Shi Jingjiao who ceded the sixteen states of Yanyun, and then the Central Plains lost the Great Wall, and it was too dangerous. After that, the flat land of the Central Plains was very suitable for horse warfare in the steppe tribes. And the only natural danger after the Great Wall is the Yangtze River, which is why the Song family has lost half of the country and can still stand with Jinmeng. ”

The emperor said: "Qiu Aiqing is right, this is also what I am worried about, the land outside the Shanhai Pass, I don't care about it, but if the Shanhai Pass is lost, the army in the north will drive straight into it again, and my Ming may repeat the mistakes of the Song Dynasty." ”

"That's why I moved the capital from Jinling to Beiping. Beiping is the gate of the country, the gate of the country is there, and the Son of Heaven is there. The country is broken, and the Son of Heaven should be martyred. ”

(End of chapter)