However, it dawned on me that I didn't know where she was.

I forgot to ask her where she was going.

......

Some people say that the earth is round, and you can meet it after walking in a circle.

Later, I went abroad.

Walking on an unfamiliar street, expecting that familiar figure to appear, every time I walked farther, I thought I was closer to her.

When I think of the happy times I used to have with her, I always habitually look up at the sky.

Just the thought of the sky I looked up at and the air I breathed into her lungs made me happy, you see, that we weren't cut off......

I've been using this method to deceive myself for years.

-

One day, twenty years later, I returned home.

At the scene of the Autumn Cold Mountain Bike God Competition, I saw her.

I recognized her at a glance.

I met her again after 20 years, but I didn't expect to compete with her for the championship in such a field.

I wanted to win her and impress me, but at the last minute, I gave up on the idea.

Because ah, I don't want her to lose.

However, it was only later that I realized that the water I was releasing at that time was completely unnecessary.

Her driving skills are superb, and no one else can match them.

She's still that kind and good girl.

It's just that she doesn't belong to me.

Never.

......

She got married.

My heart hurt when I heard the news.

I'm jealous.

Jealous of that man.

I was jealous of him, crazy with jealousy, why did he capture her heart twenty years ago just by squatting there playing in the mud......

I'm not reconciled.

At the same time, I hated, hated why I was so cowardly in the first place, and I didn't even dare to say a word of confession and retention to her.

......

When I was six years old, I didn't know where to look for her after she left, and when I met her again twenty years later, I didn't want to miss any more news about her.

I've been to her restaurant.

Curry cake.

Durian stewed prawns.

Well, it's delicious.

-

When I was six years old, it was the best time of my life.

She was like a gust of wind that blew through my life and swept through my heart.

After she left, my heart was like a typhoon passing through the border, leaving nothing behind.

......

She probably didn't know.

Her every move, her smile and smile all tugged at my heartbeat.

Her bright smile is deeply etched in my mind, and I can still remember my heartbeat until much later.

The first time I saw her, it was throbbing and falling.

That kind of throbbing stretches slowly in the long river of memory, and with the change of time, it slowly seeps into the deepest part of the heart, and merges into a beautiful time flowing in memory.

Pity.

Encounters, misses, and regrets.

The beauty that we first met eventually evolved into a suffocating pain.

But.

I'm the only one who will hurt.

"I still owe you a wish, what is your wish?"

"My wish is...... "Can you, for me, stay?"

"Huh?"

"I, I don't have a desire. ”

If only I had been less cowardly at that time......

If only I had the courage to say that sentence at that time......

If only I could have asked her more questions at that time, asked her where she was going.

If I had taken the initiative to stand up and compete with that man bravely at that time, would I not have as many regrets as I have now.

If, at that time, I had opened my mouth and told her that I loved her too, wouldn't we have ended differently......

......

It's a pity that there was no if.

- "Childhood Sweetheart" plane end.