Chapter 445: Everyone has a past that they can't look back on

Gongsun Dulan could only agree shyly, she had no other choice but to sleep with them now, because she really didn't want to sleep on the floor.

However, he thought that Lou Yun was also quite cute, sleeping next to him, as if she had earned it.

Lou Yun is like a delicate-looking little sister, and Gongsun Dulan has already begun to imagine what he will look like in women's clothes. She now has a very special physiognomy, that is, let Lou Yun put on women's clothes to see what he looks like.

Thinking of this, she laughed stupidly.

Murong Xuan said: "What do you want? Could it be that you have taken a fancy to our Qiu Zhuang master? Don't worry, if you like him, I will tell the prince when I go back, maybe the prince will make the decision to let you marry him." ”

Gongsun Dulan pursed her lips and said: "Plum blossoms, you are bad, I just see that he is very cute, a boy is so delicate." There must be a lot of girls who like him. ”

Murong Xuan didn't care about it and began to go to bed in wide clothes, and she said while widening her clothes: "Perhaps, a person like him, in the words of a half-immortal, is destined to bring peach blossoms." I don't think women like him, maybe men like him too. It's really a pity to be a man with such a face, if he is a genuine woman, it is estimated that the name of the first beauty in martial arts will not have anything to do with Nangong Li. ”

Gongsun Dulan did not disagree with Murong Xuan's opinion, she also thought so, at that time when they met in the teahouse, Lou Yun was wearing the clothes of a disciple of Tianji. It doesn't look so feminine.

But today, the white dress is like a girl dressed as a man, with long eyelashes, a high nose, and a standard melon seed face. Although his eyes were closed, he could tell that he had a pair of apricot eyes. Even his mouth is just right, neither big nor small.

After Gongsun Dulan went to bed, she lay beside Lou Yun, and she touched Lou Yun's face from time to time.

She thought Lou Yun was too cute. It's like a quiet little sister.

Murong Xuan fell asleep very relieved.

Xiangling also fell asleep, they were indeed too tired today. It's not just physical exertion, it's mental exhaustion.

Today they have discussed a lot of things and planned a lot of things. But these things are ultimately governed by the will of one person.

Murong Xuan often slept with Murong Bai when she was young, she didn't care too much about having a man next to her, she just thought that she had an extra brother, and Lou Yun was very comfortable with her hands and feet compared to Murong Bai.

At that time, Murong Bai didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, he turned over at every turn when he was sleeping, and then slapped Murong Xuan in the face or chest.

Otherwise, you'll kick her at every turn.

Then Murong Xuan tied him up.

Although the Murong family is not short of rooms, their sister and brother have been together since childhood, and their father doesn't care too much about them. So I didn't care about that.

And Murong Xuan was willing to sleep with him because she could take care of her younger brother. Their mother had become reticent since something had happened.

Hidden in the Buddha hall all day long, they barely leave the house, their father was obsessed with martial arts and casting, and their uncle's matter, he didn't care about them at all.

And the second mother who is the master of their house, although they treat them as their own, but she is the head of the whole family, and she is too tired. There is no extra energy to take care of the children.

Murong Zhan was sent to Tianjimen when he was very young, and the huge Murong family, except for those outer sect relatives who rarely interacted, only their sisters and brothers could rely on each other.

So for a long time after that, Murong Xuan and Murong Bai lived together. Until, Murong Xuan was sent to the Lianhua Society, and Murong Bai was sent to Huashan.

Murong Xuan didn't have so much mental pressure, but Gongsun Dulan was different, she was just a peasant girl before, but her family was not like ordinary farmers, she had more than 20 acres of thin fields at home, and her father, like Lou Yun's father, passed the township test, but failed to be named on the gold list.

She is the youngest daughter in the family, his father is a rotten Confucian, and the idea of patriarchy is very serious, and for those female training, three from the four virtues or something is even more important than life. Her sister used to be beaten half to death by her father because she came out of the boudoir and said a word to a man. Then his father married an ordinary tenant, but although the tenant was of a humble status, he took good care of her sister, which was a blessing in misfortune.

And with her sister's experience, her father is stricter with her, not to mention sleeping in a bed with a man, and even the backyard where she lives does not allow men to go in. It's a luxury for her to want to go out.

And she entered the Lianhua Club because of curiosity, she took advantage of the time when her father went to Beijing to retake the exam, ran out to play, and accidentally met Zhu Yunchang, who led his subordinates to hunt.

And Zhu Yunchang shot this little girl in the right leg with an arrow.

At that time, Gongsun Dulan was only twelve or thirteen years old. She didn't cry out in pain, she just pulled out Zhu Yunchang's arrow, and then wanted to leave.

But she was taken a fancy by Zhu Yunchang, and Zhu Yunchang stepped forward immediately and dragged this cute and strong little girl to the horse with one hand.

Since that time, Gongsun Dulan has become one of the twelve spiced flowers. It was also at that time that she met Murong Xuan and others who were the same age as her.

In return, Zhu Yun often gave the emperor a letter of recital, asking the emperor to arrange an official position for Gongsun Dulan's father and give him a meritorious name.

And the emperor also gave Zhu Yun a lot of face, and Gongsun Dulan's father became the hand-picked Tanhua of the imperial pen.

It was awarded the county order of the seventh grade by the emperor.

In fact, the top three papers are at least officials at the state capital level, but this Tanhua was given to Gongsun Dulan's father by the emperor in Zhu Yunchang's face.

can only arrange for him to be a small magistrate.

Gongsun Dulan smiled bitterly, when his father was wearing red and hanging colors, when he returned to his hometown, he didn't ask her a word about this daughter. Just to pay homage to the teachers of the neighbors, and then take her mother and brothers to the post. With Ben, she just left her daughter behind.

This was the first time Gongsun Dulan had been so close to a man.

She couldn't help but blush a little and be shy.

She just stared at it, and couldn't sleep for a long time.

Tianyu Gongzi smiled bitterly, he regretted it a little, if it wasn't for his original decision, maybe everything wouldn't have become what it is now. Neither will it be like this. Become a woman like this.

He has never owed anyone in his life, but he feels very guilty about her.

Because it was she who pushed her into this "abyss" and put her on this path. He shouldn't have agreed to the little girl's words casually in the first place.

He had long since forgotten that sentence, but the silly girl had persevered to this day.

(End of chapter)