Chapter 34: Choosing the Way (5)
The strength in every inch of the muscles of the limbs seemed to be withdrawn as Mu Sanqian lay down on the bed. I don't want to move when my body is clearly tired, but my spirit is still very strong, and I can't feel the slightest sleepiness even if I close my eyes.
There is a master in Wudang Mountain, at least he can sleep well with peace of mind, but he is really energetic, but he can't sleep, so he can only blame himself.
It is said that loneliness is the most wonderful gift from God to human beings, it will make you calm and learn to think. Mu Sanqian is undoubtedly experiencing loneliness for the first time in his ten years of life at this moment.
The candle on the table gradually went out, and the grass hut was suddenly plunged into suffocating darkness. There was a faint chirping of insects outside the hut, and the humming that occasionally drifted into the ears in the silent night made people feel even more empty.
Mu Sanqian's whole body's sensory abilities seemed to be magnified, lying on the bed so tired that he couldn't move, he could clearly hear the crisp insect chirping in the grass outside the house, and he could clearly feel that his body was becoming cold inch by inch, and the air was cold as if it was about to condense, slowly invading Mu Sanqian's body.
There is a master on Wudang Mountain, at least you can still sleep well, Mu Sanqian thought to himself.
The cold air didn't make him feel any discomfort, but Mu Sanqian was not used to lying alone in a room, and this situation made him feel a little sad, a little lonely, and a little resentful.
All kinds of changes did come suddenly, and people couldn't come back to their senses, not to mention that Mu Sanqian was only a ten-year-old child.
For Mu Sanqian's slightly short life so far and now, the remote paradise of Tisha carries almost all his things, and it is his everything.
He grew up in Disha, has a father, a mother, a friend and a teacher, and is familiar with every grass, tree, flower and tree around him. Then Mu Sanqian suddenly remembered the dream he had when he was carried up the mountain by his master, and there seemed to be an old man in the dream who said something to him.
Oh, and he seems to answer a question about who I am and who you are.
Mu Sanqian suddenly remembered.
You are who you are because of all the things you say and do, all the influence you have on other people's external objects, even those insignificant things, which accumulate to become who you are now.
What others know about you is actually your history, your past.
The businessmen who came and went from east to west on the trade road, the Confucian scholars who came to the monks to quarrel and practice their mouths, and the simple and kind people in Disha, all knew that the lord of the country Mu Fang wanted to have a prince who was not easy to mess with.
In their eyes, Mu Sanqian has a noble status, is pampered and arrogant, has a tricky personality, and takes playing tricks on people for fun.
Which one of the scholars who came to quarrel with Monk Wenkong had not been bitten by Mu Sanqian's dog and poured dung.
A little closer, just like the commander of the forbidden army, in his opinion, the young master is talented, although the temperament is a little difficult to get close to, but after all, he is the grandson of the dragon race, and when he grows up and inherits the throne, he must be a wise king who can expand his territory.
Then there are the close-up girls of those warblers and swallows around them.
Cultivated in the palace since childhood, etiquette and rules are all engraved in my heart. However, women's youth will naturally have a love for excellent men, but there is a man who can be seen in the palace. I could only watch from afar, and I didn't even dare to think about going further.
The young master Mu Sanqian is a rare generous character, and he never reprimands and punishes his subordinates. Compared with those who have to be punished for the slightest disobedience, or even throw a snake cage and be sentenced to death, they are simply born in heaven.
When the young master grows up, he will inevitably be a very charming man, but when he arrives, I am afraid that they themselves will be old and disliked.
Mu Fang wanted to inherit the unification since the border army returned to China, except for marrying An Ran, the daughter of An Du Mountain, it was all up to him, and all the plans after that were nothing more than for the country and the people. For his son Mu Sanqian, Mu Fang thought that he actually felt guilty in his heart.
If it weren't for being in the royal family, Mu Fang's biggest expectation for Mu Sanqian was just to spend his life in peace and stability.
However, almost everything was destroyed.
And just as a funeral object for the monstrous ambition of another emperor far away in the Central Plains, it was like a bottle and jar thrown at his feet, and when he lifted his foot and stepped on it casually, it was all shattered into slag.
What a worthless sacrifice.
The father dismissed the soldiers and fought alone to guard the city gate until he died, in exchange for the stability of the people of the Emperor Sha Manchu Kingdom, and in exchange for Mu Sanqian can continue to live in the world, the people of Emperor Di will naturally be grateful to the lord of the country, but what about the Qiyuan Li family, in their opinion, the father and the emperor are just the courage of the horseman. Ridiculously pitiful.
From now on, the identity of the emperor and tsar will probably only exist in the memories of a few people, and may only be mentioned when chatting after tea and dinner.
So, where should I put myself from now on?
Now he has become the youngest junior uncle on Wudang Mountain, the four senior brothers have their own strengths, the senior brother Chen Changming represents the laws and precepts, the third senior brother Guo Datie represents the supreme goodness of human nature, and the second senior brother Shang Rong is speculative of the way of heaven, as for the fourth senior brother Lu You, who has never met, it sounds completely like the embodiment of the purest Dao heart from the mouth of others.
Master Zhang Mingjun let himself go to meet with the senior brothers one by one, and he didn't tell himself that life should be like this, and he chose one and did not move forward.
Choose the way forward, but how to choose.
Lu Zijiao's chubby figure suddenly flashed in Mu Sanqian's mind. I forgot about this enthusiastic teacher and nephew who had been with me for a long time.
The senior brother tried to solve the problem to find out what the Tao is, and Lu Zijiao handed in the white paper and got nine points, obviously because he didn't know how to write, so he couldn't help it.
But after thinking about it, Lu Zijiao really can't write, so why should he go against himself to write some ghost drawings that no one can understand?
Thinking of this, Mu Sanqian seemed to have an answer, and the confusion in his eyes dissipated and became firm.
Listen to your heart and be yourself.
Following his heart, Mu Sanqian repeated it several times slowly. Taoist sages pay attention to the quiet and inaction of the world, probably in order to avoid worldly troubles and be happy. Confucianism attaches great importance to the entry into the WTO, and the high temple is worried about the people, and the far away from the rivers and lakes is worried about the king, which is also to realize the ambition of helping the community at the top and comforting the people at the bottom.
But no matter which one it is, it comes from the heart, and if you think about it, you will do something.
Mu Sanqian raised the corners of his mouth slightly in the dark grass house of Wudang Mountain.
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