Chapter 97: I don't see and miss
Su Ruolan revealed where her true heart is, she is fourteen or fifteen years old, with her own life, her own parents and past.
Even though she was instinctively curious about Zhou Lan's past, she didn't want to be a substitute for Zhou Lan, let alone live in Zhou Lan's shadow in the future.
"I'm afraid that this kind of heart knot can only be opened by yourself..."Yaoguang didn't know how to enlighten Su Ruolan anymore, because if it was her, it would probably be difficult to choose.
In fact, Su Ruolan's mentality at this moment is exactly the same as Qiao Yuwei back then, when Zhou said that he could unlock the memories of Qiao Yuwei's previous life, Qiao Yuwei chose to live in this life.
But in the end, whether Qiao Yuwei awakened the memories of her past life, maybe only she knows.
In the days that followed, the Yuntai Temple was calm, and Su Ruolan was reading books in Yaoguang Pavilion all day long, or occasionally walking out of Yaoguang Pavilion and walking around.
Zhou Cheng didn't take the initiative to appear in front of Su Ruolan, and Su Ruolan didn't mean to see Zhou Cheng, but occasionally when she walked out of Yaoguang Pavilion, she would subconsciously look at the depths of the Yuntai Temple, where the sect was located.
In the courtyard, Zhou Cheng withdrew his thoughts and sighed heavily.
For so many years, Zhou Cheng has never lived like these days, he knows that Su Ruolan should be given time to think about it, but his state of mind can no longer be calm, and he will always subconsciously extend his thoughts to observe Su Ruolan's every move.
"Alas.... If you care, you will be chaotic!, I still can't really do it after all!" Zhou Cheng said to himself, and after saying this, he slowly got up, pushed open the door and walked into the courtyard.
Zhou Cheng raised his head and glanced at the cloudless clear sky, and then all the Yuntai disciples saw that the unique cyan rainbow light of the true person in charge of the sect rose and actually left Yuntai Mountain.
The cyan Changhong crossed the sky, and naturally fell into Su Ruolan's eyes, watching the cyan Changhong disappear into the sky, she slowly sat on the stone steps of Yaoguang Pavilion.
Su Ruolan held her knees with both hands, her chin rested on her knees, and her eyes were still looking at the sky where the cyan rainbow had disappeared.
"Why is Miss Su sitting here?Do you want my sister to take you out for a walk?" Yaoguang returned here after a long time, and she couldn't help but feel a little pity in her heart when she saw Su Ruolan's lost soul.
"Today seems to be the eighth day of the first lunar month, and it hasn't yet reached the night of the full moon, why did the real person in charge leave today? Sister Yaoguang knows where the real person in charge of the sect goes every time?" Su Ruolan's voice is still beautiful, but it lacks some of the agility of the past, but this is also the most time she has spoken in the past few days.
Su Ruolan had two questions in a row, and they were all related to Zhou Cheng, which made Yaoguang slightly stunned.
However, Yaoguang immediately said helplessly: "My Miss Su..... Your sister can't answer these two questions, and you are the only one who dares to ask the entire Yuntai view!"
"I.... I'm just curious....." Su Ruolan lowered her head, and she also realized that her question was a little abrupt.
"I really don't understand what you think? obviously care so much about the real person in charge, but it is difficult to untie the knot, in fact, you are Zhou Lan, Zhou Lan is you, why do you have to think so complicated?" Su Ruolan behaved like this, and Yaoguang naturally understood what she was thinking.
Now Su Ruolan is like a child, her heart longs for Zhou Cheng's love from her elders, but she is like a child who is angry, and she doesn't want to share this love with others.
It's just that I don't dare to see it, but I miss it when I don't see it.
"Sister Yaoguang, can you get me some brocade and silk thread? I want to make something. Su Ruolan was silent for a moment, then raised her head, as if she had made some kind of decision, and said to Yaoguang seriously.
Yaoguang looked at Su Ruolan's appearance, and felt that this girl didn't seem to be as depressed as before, so she said happily: "No problem, my sister will ask the disciple to send some tomorrow." ”
"Thank you, Sister Yaoguang. Su Ruolan bowed, looking very solemn.
In the following days, Su Ruolan didn't even go out of the door of Yaoguang Pavilion, and stayed in the pavilion all day.
However, Yaoguang found that Su Ruolan had gotten up very early in the past few days, and her life had become a lot more regular, but she was cutting and embroidering those cloth brocades every day, and she didn't know what she was doing?
Zhou Cheng left Yuntai Mountain, no one knew where he went, and no one knew what he went out to do, but three days later, the cyan Changhong fell back into the courtyard, and all the disciples knew that the real person in charge of the sect had returned.
"Miss Su, the real person in charge of the sect has returned. Yaoguang returned to Yaoguang Pavilion as soon as possible and told Su Ruolan the news.
"Really, does he want to see me?" Su Ruolan subconsciously turned her head to look at Yaoguang and asked expectantly.
Su Ruolan's sudden move made Yaoguang stunned again.
It is said that a woman's heart is a needle, but Yaoguang is also a woman, and she can't guess what Su Ruolan thinks.
Yaoguang saw that the cloth brocade, scissors, needles and threads that were originally placed in the room were gone, but there was an extra white cloth burden on the desk.
"What good things has Miss Su done these days? It won't be for the real person in charge, right?" Yaoguang was originally confused, but when he saw the burden on the case, Yaoguang seemed to have an understanding.
"No.... I just ....." Su Ruolan lowered her head and wanted to explain, but she didn't say a word clearly.
"Poof...."Yaoguang couldn't help but laugh when she saw Su Ruolan's appearance.
Then he continued: "You are the little princess of Yuntai, the real person in charge of the sect did not summon you, you can go by yourself!"
When Su Ruolan heard Yaoguang's words, her face turned crimson, but in the end, she still looked at Yaoguang and asked with some uncertainty, "Isn't this good?"
"Silly girl..... What's so bad? The real person in charge loves you so much, and if you take the initiative to see him, he must be very happy. Yaoguang took a few steps forward, gently took Su Ruolan's hand, gave her an encouraging smile, and kept persuading Su Ruolan verbally.
"Do you want to go now?" Su Ruolan pursed her lips and plucked up the courage to say.
"Of course you can, sister, I'll take you there!" Yaoguang was also happy when she saw Su Ruolan make a decision, and said happily.
Su Ruolan picked up the burden on the desk and walked to the attic with Yaoguang, but as soon as she took two steps, Su Ruolan suddenly stopped and said, "Wait a minute." ”
After finishing speaking, Su Ruolan turned around and walked towards the house again, Yaoguang didn't know why, but she saw Su Ruolan walking straight to the dressing table, she put the burden in her hand, reached out and picked up the eyebrow pencil, and actually traced her eyebrows in the mirror.
However, Su Ruolan just drew a few strokes, and then carefully groomed the temples and some messy hair on her forehead, although it was only a simple care, it also made her haggard face a little more vibrant.
Yaoguang stood behind Su Ruolan and shook her head gently, with a smile on her face.
"Alright, let's go!" Su Ruolan simply packed herself up, and then lifted her baggage again, showing a smile on her face for the first time in a few days.
Soon Yaoguang appeared outside the courtyard with Su Ruolan, Su Ruolan kept pursing her lips, holding the burden tightly in her hand, looking very nervous.