Guys, I'm sorry, I'm back!

This time, I don't have the face to skin you guys, so I'll write a heartfelt message seriously!

From the successive updates and weekly updates in recent months, to the longest month of interruption in history, now that I am back, I can only leave one sentence of "I'm sorry" for everyone!

Originally, I was embarrassed to explain something, after all, breaking the change is breaking the change, and no amount of reasons can calm everyone's anger.

But I always want to give you an explanation, the reason why I broke off the change is not that I am tired, not that I am lazy, in the final analysis, it is just one reason: floating!

This "floating" is not that it is not floating, but that it has regressed.

When I first opened this book, I had countless ideas and stalks, and the original intention of writing the stories I wanted to write with one heart, and wanting everyone to watch it and have fun with it, was slowly lost by me.

Writing this kind of thing depends on talent!

It's a pity that my talent is not high, so I can only make up for it by sweat, and I need to keep reading and accumulating, and constantly recharge to keep myself from regressing.

Originally, my habit was to read books to enrich myself, and at the same time think about the plot, so as to keep myself in the rhythm of creation.

It's just that as the book gets longer and longer and for a series of reasons, the enthusiasm at the beginning is lost, and I don't know when I will stop reading and recharging, until I feel that the bottlenecks are becoming more frequent and it is more and more difficult to write the plot.

An author friend told me that if you can't write it, don't write it, and start a new book.

Some author friends persuaded me that the results of this book are not bad, so let's continue to write!

I've thought about all of this, but what I can't let go of in my heart is actually a reluctance.

In fact, in the past few months, I have nothing else to do, I am just reading books.

I haven't counted how many books I've read, how many times I've done self-reflection, self-reflection, and then reimagining the plot in the past few months.

But no matter what book I read or how many writing techniques I have accumulated, when I put down my phone, lie on the bed and close my eyes, my mind is still the world in this book!

This is actually a great blessing for me, and I finally feel that I have rediscovered the subtle thinking of writing, and I have regained a trace of unquenched enthusiasm.

I miss Xu Que very much!

I can't let go of the lacklustre dog combination, and I can't let go of you who haven't left yet!

Therefore, I still want to continue to make a fuss and continue to follow Xu Quelang.

I'm not going to slip away again when I come back this time!

For a long time, I was updating for the sake of commitment, and I thought that by putting pressure on myself, I would force myself to renew, but it turned out that I had broken my trust with you countless times, and I lost my enthusiasm because of the pressure.

But now, I have come back with a passion that I can't let go of and rekindle, and no matter how long this high enthusiasm can burn, at least it will not be extinguished again.

I don't want a monthly pass, and I don't want to recommend tickets and rewards, this is true, I just want to update the code word!

Everyone, I'm sorry!

Xu Que, I'm sorry!

I'm back!

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(End of chapter)