She was asked, "Is it worth it?"

"If I go 10,000 more times, I'll still live like this. "———— Wang Qiuqiu

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When Qiuqiu got up, the lights on the opposite side of the yard also glowed yellow.

As usual, the girl touched the dark and freshened up casually, sat down at the table and nibbled on two steamed buns that had been cooled last night, one meat and one vegetable. It seemed that the cold noodles were swallowed halfway through and soaked in the throat and eyes were a little uncomfortable, and the girl reached out to take a sip of the cold water on the table, but because she didn't dare to light the lamp in the room, she almost knocked over the porcelain bowl on the ground.

She bit half a bun in her mouth and hurriedly picked it up.

Although his hand grabbed the mouth of the bowl, the cold water splashed all over his body.

Qiuqiu frowned and sat there biting her bun, water running down her trouser legs all the way to the soles of her shoes.

"Bang...... ......"The door of the courtyard over there was gently opened and closed.

The girl with her legs soaked hurriedly went to the back room to change her clothes, and silently counted them while changing her mouth.

...... One hundred and ninety-nine, two hundred......

The little girl breathed a sigh of relief, generally after exceeding this number, that person should not have left anything at home, and should not come back during the day today. Qiuqiu thought as she walked to the back room and took out a broom and rag and put them in her hands, and tiptoed towards the firewood between the two courtyards.

The wood door opens and closes.

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This small courtyard, which obviously comes every day, has looked a little rusty in the past two days, and the dry hyacinth hangs at the door of his house and is so weak that he waved his hand at the girl in the wind.

Qiuqiu still followed her daily habits, first thoroughly cleaned the dust in the outer courtyard, and then took a rag to carefully wipe the chaise longue at the door of the house.

"He's been weak since he was a child, and it's always right to be meticulous. The girl sighed inwardly as she brushed her sweaty forehead with her hand.

This is true for the outside, and there are more areas to be cleaned inside.

When he came back these days, he was always covered with mud, and the small room was dusty, and the yellowish mud marks were sticking everywhere.

The girl swept away the dirt with a broom, but she no longer dared to touch the yellow marks that had been left on the ground.

"As long as you don't suck it in, getting dirty doesn't interfere with sleep. The girl who was a little clean-minded comforted herself in her heart, but the yellow marks all over the ground still became more and more annoying, she sniffled, walked to the man's bed, stretched out her hand and angrily pounded the blue lattice bedding in front of her.

Seeing the deep depression on the top of the futon, the girl finally breathed a sigh of relief.

She carefully checked what she had brought with her again, and then quietly closed the door and walked out into the courtyard.

Now she was going to the stove in the yard, and this guy had been coming back very late every night these days, and he was always tired and panting like a cow, and he didn't long sleep in the house.

He didn't bother to get anything to eat when he came back in the evening, and he would mix up the leftovers of two or three days at a time.

The girl opened the lid of the pot, frowned and looked at the greens and potatoes that had been boiled into a paste and fried blackened, and then used chopsticks to help him pick them out little by little.

After that, Qiuqiu went back to his yard and washed some fresh vegetables and potatoes, and after they were fried, he brought a bowl to him, mixed them and burned them for a while.

A lump of lard was shaved into the pot by her.

As the smoke rose in the courtyard, the girl nodded and smiled in satisfaction.

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In fact, when the boy was writing about the 9,000 big life change that night, she secretly hooked her body to watch from the side.

The boy wrote it all night, and she read it all night.

Look at him naked in the rain for a while, roaring for a while, meditating for a while, curling up in the rain and getting red all over, and standing in the pond with a smile on his face.

She almost couldn't help but pick up her clothes and push the door open to drape them on him.

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He went to the green sheep to see the Taoist, and she was adorned.

He went to the north of the city to pour water, and she followed.

He went to wash in the pool, and she waited for him to go and jumped off.

He picked up stones by Weishui, and she waited for him to be absent for a long time.

She also saw him secretly practicing swords, and saw him take the trouble to give everyone "Good morning, good afternoon and good night." "I saw him alone in the middle of South Street and hiccup.

He didn't want her to see her, but she wanted to.

She thought that he must have something to hide from her, and as soon as she was stimulated that night, she all exploded.

With her intuition, she pointed the finger at the Taoist chief on Qingyang Mountain.

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A month ago, I happened to hear the guy say that he didn't like that sake very much. So Qiuqiu seriously ran to his backyard and found a wooden pot of sake made from white rice husks, and poured it all in.

She picked a day when the teenager was not there and made a special trip to Qingyang Mountain.

"Walk by, don't miss it, ask for a blessing and a blessing, and get peace of mind. ”

Qiuqiu carried the wooden pot in both hands and moved it a little bit with great difficulty.

"The girl is going to tell fortunes?"

Qiuqiu put the sake on the wooden table in front of the crooked neck tree, and grinned brightly, "Sencho, please use the wine!"

The Taoist bit his lip for the rest of his life, and looked the girl up and down.

"Girl, is this going to be given away for nothing?"

"Well, ......," Qiuqiu replied very well-behaved.

"Do you have something to ask for this way? Yu Sheng will tell you first, the money for asking the hexagram must be three silver and two coins. As he spoke, the Taoist unscrewed the wooden pot and sniffed greedily.

Qiuqiu took out the money from his arms and handed it over.

"I want the Taoist to help me count a person. ”

"Who?"

"Qu Bai Chengbei, the young man Nian'an. The girl's eyes suddenly widened, and she stared at the Taoist with radiance.

Yu Sheng put the flask back on, his nose trembling in the air with fascination, and then asked, "Why did the girl count this person's life?"

"I think...... He...... Something is hidden from me. The girl's eyes brightened when she looked at the Taoist.

The rest of his life touched his chin and looked a little embarrassed.

"Immortal Chief, but you can't do it?"

"Not yet, but someone asked me not to say it. At least, not yet. ”

Qiuqiu raised his head and combed the broken hair that hung down to the tips of his ears, his face gradually turned red, and he continued to breathe before saying: "Immortal Chief, I know that he has been suffering from a stubborn disease since he was a child, and if it relapses, this person is very likely to lose his life." ”

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The Taoist still shook his head.

The girl's eyes became even more stubborn when she looked at the Taoist.

"Immortal Chief, do you dare to do it?"

Yu Sheng stood up with his hands on his knees, "Your name is Wang Qiuqiu, right?"

The girl nodded hesitantly.

"On August 18, the 32nd year of Longqing, your father's name is Wang Qinggui, your mother's name is Qiu Lantuo, and there is an uncle who teaches in the city. ”

Qiuqiu frowned, and subconsciously hugged her hands in front of her.

"On the day you were born, it was raining and the midwife who delivered you was killed by a carriage on the way back. ”

"When you were one year old, Qubai City was in turmoil, if your uncle hadn't happened to bring you to the temple fair, you wouldn't have been lucky enough to save your life. ”

"Ever since you were three years old, you have been having nightmares in the middle of the night, dreaming that a dry well in front of you is going to pull you down alive. ”

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Qiuqiu's brows tightened, and her lips bit together.

"When you were five years old, you watched him beaten up and covered in blood, but you didn't dare to speak, so you hated yourself at that time. ”

"When you were eight years old, you were picked up by your aunt, she taught you piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and found a good husband for you in the future. ”

"That's enough......" Qiuqiu whispered with her head down

The Taoist laughed and continued.

"You always think that you only have two and a half relatives, so your uncle can probably be counted as half. ”

"You are lazy in your bones, and it is life that has forced you to be the way you are. ”

"You also wanted to go to the outside world and break through, but in the end you were bound and pulled back to square one. ”

"I say, that's enough!" the girl's calm face and her tone were frighteningly cold.

"You hate to see him laugh, and sometimes you think the crying look on his face is more appetizing. ”

"You don't really know how to cook, you've always shown that skill in front of him for so many years, and you don't know how many pots of vegetables you've burned behind your back. ”

When the Taoist said this, he looked back at the girl who had gotten up and hid in the shadows under the tree and squatted with her head in her arms.

"Wang Qiuqiu, you are afraid of losing your current life. ”

"Wang Qiuqiu, you will ...... from the time you go uphill today."

The girl stood up, clenched her two fists together, and shouted with all her strength: "I, say, enough." ”

The smile on the face of the Taoist became more and more happy.

"Wang Qiuqiu, have you ever hated someone?"

The girl stood there trembling and nodded.

The Taoist snorted, "Stubborn." ”

"Go back, girl, you don't know yourselves. ”

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Qiuqiu stood there in plain clothes, her voice hoarse and haggard, "Okay?"

The Taoist looked at the stubborn eyebrows of the girl in front of him, and was speechless for a while, and sighed for a long time, "The water is warm and cold, and the fish know it." ”

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The girl walked away.

The Taoist took off the mahogany sword and rubbed it lightly on his cheek.

"What a look!"