The envelope lay quietly on the table.

Looking at this envelope, Qin Mu's heart, which had long been dead, actually began to beat again.

He picked up the envelope, and although his face did not change, his trembling hands still betrayed his heart.

"It's... Wanqing gave it to me?"

Ye Zixuan looked at him from the side and said coldly:

"These letters were written by my sister during the four years you left. ”

"I didn't want to give it to you, but I think I should show you how much she has paid for you. ”

Speaking of which, her tone was already a little unkind.

But where would Qin Mu care about this at this time.

He took a deep breath and opened the letter with great trepidation.

As soon as it caught her eye, it was Ye Wanqing's familiar handwriting.

"Mu, if you could see this letter, how nice it would be. ”

"In Jianghai City this year, there was no snow, but it was still a little cold. ”

"Today is the thirtieth day of your departure, that is, a whole month, everyone thinks you are dead, and they are urging me to give up, but I don't believe it. ”

"I have a hunch that you're still alive, and you're going to come back, right?"

Just seeing this first paragraph, Qin Mu felt the tip of his nose sour, and he subconsciously muttered:

"yes, I'm back. ”

There is not much on this page.

There are only a few lines, but there are thoughts everywhere.

At the end, there was only Ye Wanqing's firm and absolute words.

"If this is a separation arranged by fate, then..."

"I don't believe in fate. ”

Seeing this, Qin Mu pursed his lips, and a slight smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.

Wanqing, it's still that Wanqing...

...

I continued to scroll back a few pages.

These letters are not so much letters as Ye Wanqing's diary.

Most of them are trivia of pregnancy.

"Mu, I can feel that little guy kicking me in the stomach. ”

"In addition, when I was doing housework, it was a little difficult to bend over, and when I went to the prenatal checkup today, the doctor told me that it would probably be a girl. ”

"You say... If it's a girl, what's her name?"

Seeing this, a hint of relief gradually appeared in Qin Mu's eyes.

He could see that in order not to affect the birth of the baby, Ye Wanqing had always maintained an optimistic attitude.

Just seeing the back, Qin Mu's smile gradually converged.

"I went to the police station again today, and I still haven't heard from you. ”

"I've thought more than once that if you really die, then I'll go with you. ”

"Just when I saw the baby in my belly, I lost this courage. ”

"I have to live, live well, and give birth to our child, because this child is the only thing you can leave me in the world. ”

"I don't have much savings at home, and I've tried my best to save money, but no income is always a problem.

"Zhao Yuan sent some money over today, but he didn't have enough money, so he couldn't continue to borrow money from him. ”

"I'll go outside tomorrow and see if there's anything I can do. ”

"No matter what, I must give birth to the child. ”

As the situation became more and more difficult, Ye Wanqing's words were already a little more worried.

Seeing this, Qin Mu's heart couldn't help but tremble.

No one knows Ye Wanqing better than him, she has a gentle personality, but she is extremely stubborn in her bones.

This can be seen from her absolute separation from the Ye family.

If it weren't for the fact that she was at the end of her rope, she would never accept Zhao Yuan's help.

He couldn't imagine, or even dare not imagine, how embarrassed Ye Wanqing was in this situation.

And all this because of him.

The more Qin Mu thought about it, the more distressed he felt, only to feel that there was suddenly a sullen feeling in his heart and nowhere to vent.

But the next few pages made his expression change again.

"Today, my mother brought Zixuan to see me, and I haven't had time to clean up the housework recently, the house is a little messy, and it's a little embarrassing when we meet. ”

"They wanted to take me back to Jinling, but I didn't agree, I said I would be here, waiting for you to come back. ”

"They lost their temper with me and said I wasn't worth it, but they didn't understand. ”

"I think it's worth it. ”

The next few pages, mostly with similar content, and fewer and fewer records.

Obviously, Ye Wanqing was tired of such a dispute and was a little tired.

"More and more people came to my family, and they kept trying to persuade me to go back, but I refused them one by one. ”

"It's just that what my mother said made me hesitate. ”

"She said, do you really want to see this kid die here?"

"Seriously, at that moment, I was a little overwhelmed, I actually knew in my heart that if I continued like this, I wasn't sure if I would really see the child born. ”

"Mu, this kid is the only thing you can leave me in the world. ”

"I really don't know what to do anymore..."

Qin Mu's hands couldn't help but start trembling.

At this moment, Ye Wanqing's figure seemed to appear in front of Qin Mu's eyes.

He seemed to see a pregnant woman, in the dim light, writing these words with a sad face.

She had to face an extremely difficult choice.

At this point, only the last page of the letter remained.

Qin Mu took a deep breath, calmed down completely, and then turned the last page.

On the last page of the letter, there are only two short sentences.

"Husband, come back..."

"I... I really can't hold it..."

The letter paper was slightly wrinkled, a sign of being soaked with tears and then drying.

The handwriting was sloppy, and it was obvious that when Ye Wanqing wrote this sentence, her mood was almost broken.

Seeing these two sentences, Qin Mu couldn't help but tremble.

He looked up at the stars in the sky, his hands drooped, his lips trembled slightly, and he stopped talking, but finally did not say a word.

The atmosphere seemed to freeze at this moment.

Ye Zixuan had been watching quietly behind him, and seeing that Qin Mu had not moved at this moment, he finally couldn't help but speak:

"Now you know, how much my sister has paid for you and Sisi, let me tell you..."

But as soon as she walked to Qin Mu's side, she couldn't help but be stunned.

Because she saw...

I don't know when, Qin Mu has burst into tears.

Ye Zixuan looked at the scene in front of her in a daze, and couldn't say the rest of the words anymore.

This was the first time she had seen Qin Mu like this.

This man, who is fearless no matter what the situation is facing, and his face does not change, is so sad at this moment.

Ye Zixuan sighed deeply and was silent.

In the world of life, the big husband's tears will be when his heart is broken.

Qin Mu didn't pay any attention to Ye Zixuan's gaze, nor did he care about her mood.

He looked up at the starry sky and pursed his lips tightly, but tears still fell uncontrollably.

Pain!

It was a heartache that cannot be described in words!

He slapped his heart again and again, trying to soothe the pain in his heart with the pain in his body.

But even so, he was still more and more heartbroken!

In the end, Qin Mu gave up.

He could only stare at the thin letter paper in his hand, his eyes lost and he kept muttering.

"I'm sorry..."

In the past 4,000 years, he has experienced I don't know how many pains and hardships!

These things are unimaginable to ordinary people.

But I still see these letters today.

Every word on this letter was like the sharpest blade in the world, completely cutting his heart apart.

Qin Mu really understood at this moment, what kind of pain can penetrate his heart, what kind of pain can make people choke on paper, I don't know what to say.

That's the real heartache.

...

There are 80,000 words in the world, but only love words hurt people the most.