Don't be afraid, it's definitely not the words of the saint who entered Beijing.

Let's talk about the latest updates.

It is indeed a pit, and there is often a situation where one change or even one break is broken.

In fact, sometimes it's not that I can't write it, but I really don't have enough energy to do it.

It's not just the reason for work, but also the huge gap between what you give and what you get.

What can I say about the results of this book?

In the early days, the subscription was indeed much higher than the previous two books in the same period, but the manuscript fee was actually not much.

I have my own problems with this.

I didn't control the rhythm and plot well, and I was overconfident in my pen.

In terms of setting and worldview structure, the overall structure of this book is very large, and it is very large from the beginning.

Different from the step-by-step process of writing books before, I spread the stall very large at the beginning, thinking that I have the experience of writing millions of words, and I have the experience of burying the line and filling the pit through the whole text, and I should be able to control it.

However, when I actually wrote, I found that my pen power was not as high as I thought, and I was unable to do it in many places, and there was a gap between what I wrote and what I thought.

This makes some places more jerky to read, and the rhythm of the plot is also ups and downs, which is very weird.

This feeling came when I wrote about 200,000 words, so when I put it on the shelves, I set a target for myself with a subscription ratio of less than 20, and a 1,000 songs.

Because the subscription ratio of the previous book was 27:1, I thought that this time there was a subscription ratio of less than 20, or early 20s, even if I hadn't written in vain in the past three years, there was progress.

However, after the first order came out, there were only 800 first orders, and the subscription ratio was 27:1.

No progress.

No progress.

The mentality exploded, almost thinking that I had written for so many years in vain, and millions of words in vain, was it not suitable for writing a book at all?

At one point, he fell into self-doubt.

Moreover, I need money this year, and I need money in all aspects, and the manuscript fee for this book alone is not enough.

After hesitating for a long time, I decided to double open one.

Change the vest, change the style, change the theme, change the website, and no one will tell.

Start over as a pure newcomer and verify your level to see if you are writing for nothing, and whether you are really not suitable for writing a book.

The results were somewhat unexpected.

Surprisingly good.

Let's make a simple comparison.

The manuscript fee for the book I opened five days after it was put on the shelves is almost equivalent to the manuscript fee of "Zixiao" for one month.

This is still not a big push, and there is no explosive growth in results.

The good grades were more than I expected.

This kind of regained my self-confidence, and even if I don't have any talent in writing books, I am still somewhat level.

It's just that since that book was put on the shelves, I've been struggling, whether to continue to write at the starting point, and whether to continue to write "Zixiao"?

The pressure of updating the double opening is indeed a bit big.

Don't talk about feelings, don't talk about feelings, don't talk about responsibility...... Just looking at the cold data comparison, the gap between the two is too big.

Today, ah, it should have been yesterday, I'm stuck in the tangle again.

Sitting in front of your computer, there are two web pages on your browser.

On one side is "Zixiao", and on the other side is another book.

On the one hand, I wrote a pen name at the starting point for three and a half years, and on the other hand, I opened a vest to make money incognito in the outer station.

On the one hand, I poured my hard work and dreams, and on the other hand, I took the short, flat, fast and refreshing literary route to make pure money.

On the one hand, I am the link between me and many intimate readers, and on the other hand, I am a person who only knows how to urge more and urge more infinitely every day, without the slightest communication.

I asked myself over and over again.

Do you want to give up?

Do you want to give up?

Are you willing to give up?

I thought about it for a long time, and I thought about it a lot.

I drank I don't know how many glasses of water.

Finally, a long sigh of relief.

After all, I was reluctant.

I can't bear "Zixiao", I can't bear to see the Tao, I can't bear to dream, I can't bear to feel feelings, I can't bear to connect with readers, and I can't help but start from a starting point......

This is the beginning of my writing, and it will continue throughout my writing, and it will not stop here.

I've said it since I wrote the first book of "Sword Sect of the Last Days".

When a book begins, it has to end it well, with a beginning and an end.

And the follow-up world structure of this book, the follow-up plot, the heavens and immortals, thirty-three days, the secret of the Dao Palace, and the palm of the lamp...... I haven't even written about it yet.

Even if there were fluctuations due to lack of pen power in the early days, I will gradually improve and improve.

For the later plot, I have enough confidence!

Well, without further ado.

I thought about it for a day and said more than 1,000 words.

I feel a lot more relaxed.

In the future, the update of this book should tend to stabilize.

Start codeword.

Next, there will be a chapter update, which should be around 2 a.m.

Cheer me on, everybody.

- The Tao is invisible