Chapter 67: Twists and turns
"Zimu, I won't allow you to die, I will never let you die!"
Looking at Li Zimu, who was no longer able to swallow the pill on her own, and gradually became cool, Luo Xun's face was pale at this moment, and her body couldn't help but tremble slightly, but she gritted her teeth and tightened her body to suppress, suppressing the storm of her own abuse, silently asking herself to calm down, and then calm down!
Especially after seeing Li Zimu, who was already disappearing and angry, she became extremely calm, because she could feel Li Zimu's soul trembling slightly and curling up together, as if only in this way could she feel a trace of warmth.
"I know you're tired, but do you think you can get rid of everything if you run away like this, play dead like this? What am I? What is Yao Jia? Can't we give you warmth and ease?"
Talking to herself, Luo Xun's tears slipped silently, you must know that she and Li Zimu signed a contract to follow her life, so although Li Zimu's body is becoming cold, although his vitality is rapidly draining, she can still feel that the other party is alive, especially the direct gaze in the deepest part of the soul, there is no worry, no blame, only deep distress.
Without hesitation, he stabilized Li Zimu's lips, since he couldn't swallow the pill by himself, then let himself help him swallow it, since he felt cold and couldn't feel a trace of warmth, then let himself and Yao Jia tightly hug all the temperature he gave him to warm that cold heart.
Also, since his heart is very tired and tired, then let his soul fall asleep with his soul in his arms, so that if he does not wake up, even if it disappears, everything is perfect.
At this time, Yao Jia had long been silent, and she couldn't feel everything Luo Xun could feel, but she knew that today, when she really walked into the depths of the soul of the man who had been deeply imprinted in her heart, she suddenly found that the man who looked sunny and cheerful and resolute to be invincible turned out to be so fragile in his heart.
What is he afraid of? What is he afraid of? What is he blaming himself? What is he hating himself? And what is he forcing himself to do? Why? Why does he treat himself like that? Don't he know that he is not a human being?
And at this time, when Yi Qingxuan, who had finally solidified into his own soul mark, was still worried so much, looking at the son who was in Luo Xun and Yao Jia's arms with a smile on his face but fell into a deep sleep, he didn't wait for the soul mark to be stable, and he didn't care about what blood was surging and boiling, so he didn't care about his indifferent appearance and jumped out of Dading to hug his son.
"You, why are you so stupid? How can you be like this? You, do you know? The reason why my mother has to do everything is for you, my mother knows that you are hard, my mother wants to help you, my mother just wants to help you, my mother just doesn't want to be a burden to you, why do you want to do this? You are like this, what is the point of letting my mother live? What is the point?"
Looking at his lifeless son and feeling his body gradually becoming cold, Yi Qingxuan had mixed feelings.
Knowing her son Mo Ruomu, this is not an exaggeration to be used on her, because since Li Zimu was born, almost all her joys, sorrows, and sorrows have existed because of him, this love, this care, how can she not feel her son's hard work and exhaustion?
Especially when she was six years old, after the last sentence: I think he should be lost forever, it made her feel sorry for her son to the bone, because she could feel the torture and accusations of her son, and she could feel the pain of that struggle, especially when facing herself.
She knew that her son really wanted to go out for a walk, but he was very uneasy, even if he had sloths and earth dogs, even if he had made too many preparations for himself and his husband, but he was still afraid.
He was afraid that he would never come back if he went out, and he was even more afraid that he and his husband would be gone when he came back, he was also worried that he and his husband would be bullied, and he was even more worried that he and his husband would only live stupidly in the distance when they were caught, bullied and tortured.
So, for the sake of her son, she is willing to change everything, she is more willing to bear all the suffering, but why?
"Madam, will Zimu be okay?" Finally, Luo Xun spoke again.
"Really, really?" Yi Qingxuan asked with a trembling expression of begging.
"Well, Childe will definitely be fine!" Luo Xun replied, and Yao Jia said with a firm and serious face.
"Yes, it's just that right now, we're going to put him in Dingli, and we're helping him... But it seems a little inconvenient for Madame to be here like this. Luo Xun nodded firmly, but he couldn't help but be embarrassed when he said the back, and even turned red involuntarily.
"Yes, yes, yes, it should be possible, I, here, I, I'm like this, yes, oops, I forgot, okay, you guys hurry up and help Mu'er put it in the ding, I, I'll get dressed first." ”
Listening to Luo Xun's words, Yi Qingxuan was obviously a little overjoyed, plus her blood was already unstable, so at this moment, she was a little dazed and didn't know what she was talking about, let alone what to do.
Even though she has always been solemn and elegant in front of everyone, she was only slightly red when she was told by Luo Xun to dress, but she still didn't care much about paying attention to her son, and she wore clothes casually absent-mindedly.
"Godmother, you better go out first! Your realm is still unstable and needs to be consolidated, and you don't want to be old, when Zi Mu wakes up, you have an accident again, right? Doesn't this make Zi Mubai busy? Also, it's really inconvenient for you to be here, Luo Xun, Yao Jia and I after all... And you are indeed Zimu's mother, although it is normal for a mother to see her son, but there are still us, so mother ......"
Speaking of which, the sloth has already turned into a big red apple, and it is red all over the body. Of course, she doesn't really want to say anything, after all, she is also a woman now, but seeing such a godmother, the sloth feels funny and bitter, after all, such a mother and son really make people cry and laugh and feel more sour.
But she also knew what Luo Xun meant, and she knew that Luo Xun and the three of them often met frankly together for medicinal baths, but Yi Qingxuan was really inappropriate here, after all, no matter how much she said that her son was also a man, and Luo Xun and Yao Jia were also considered to be their son's women, and they were a mother, so they were here to watch their son who wanted to take a medicinal bath together with his woman, okay?
"Ahh ”
Hearing the sloth say this, Yi Qingxuan understood what the other party meant even if she paid attention to her son, and finally, she couldn't help but be covered with a layer of blush all over her body in an instant, especially after thinking that her appearance was clearly seen by the juniors just now.
But she was still reluctant to leave, although she knew what the sloth meant and understood Luo Xun's embarrassment, after all, this was almost no different from the on-site guidance of the cave house flower candle mother-in-law.
However, she really didn't want to leave, her heart was aching, her reluctance was just wrapped around her son as if it had taken root, even if she was dressed, she slowly moved towards the door, and her eyes never left her son.
watched Luo Xun and Yao Jia skillfully remove their son's clothes, watched the two easily drag him to the medicine tripod, watched them begin to untie their belts and began to withdraw their outer clothes and underwear until they were dirty clothes and pants, and finally closed the door again, forming two worlds inside and outside the house.
"Qingxuan, are you okay?" Looking at Yi Qingxuan, whose clothes were messy and his hair was even more disheveled, Li Haoran finally couldn't help but hug him, his eyes full of concern.
"Hmm!" lukewarm, Yi Qingxuan at this time just replied coldly.
"What's wrong with you?" Li Haoran was a little anxious.
"I'm fine!" replied, still indifferently.
"Qingxuan, don't scare me, you know, I'm really worried, I'm really worried about you!" Finally, Li Haoran couldn't help it.
"I..." Hearing Li Haoran's eager words, Yi Qingxuan finally came back to her senses, but when she saw her husband with an anxious face, her heart couldn't help but be full of grievances.
"I, I'm really fine, I'm just, I'm just worried about Mu'er, Mu'er, Mu'er, he's unconscious, and his, his body is getting cold, and his vitality, his vitality is dissipating little by little, Haoran, do you know? I'm so scared, I'm really scared, I'm really scared, I'm really afraid that my son will leave me like this, what should I do?
Finally, Yi Qingxuan couldn't help but scream and vented, she had suppressed it for nearly twenty years, but today, after really feeling that her son was getting farther and farther away from her, she finally couldn't help but collapse and cried loudly.
"This?" he wanted to ask how this could be, but in the end he could only suppress all his curiosity and worries, and began to comfort his wife in a serious tone.
"Don't worry, Qingxuan, you have to rest assured, you have to choose to believe in Mu'er, I believe that he will be fine, you also heard it, he is now a legendary existence, so many deaths and lifetimes He is fine, just to protect the Dharma for you, just to help you repair the innate soul seal, you have to believe that he can do it." ”
"But, but he... He has stopped breathing, all the blood on his body has flowed to me and Lazy, and besides, he has also given me all the blood and qi of his whole body, and he has given the aura of his whole body to Lazy, he has no aura to protect his body, he has no strong qi and blood to protect his body, and even the blood has been drained, will he really be fine?"
Listening to Li Haoran's words and feeling a trace of comfort he brought to herself, it was obvious that Yi Qingxuan was a lot calmer at this moment, but the lingering worry and fear were still difficult to retreat, especially when she thought of the face with a faint relieved smile that had no breath of life, her heart couldn't help but hurt.
Why does he want to be free so much? How can he untie the knot in his heart? And what should he do when he is low, so that he can really have a sunny and cheerful son who has the simple happiness of childhood, the rebellion of a teenager, and the enthusiasm and positivity of adulthood?
"Do you know? Actually, I didn't care about whether I could cultivate or not for a long time, I just looked at my son, watching my son struggle to live alone, I wanted to help him, I thought, at the very least, I can't be a burden to him, so I calmly accept all these arrangements, just to make my son no longer so hard and entangled. ”
Speaking of this, Yi Qingxuan couldn't help but get excited again, because only she knew that it was all because of herself, because her body was too poor, so her son would be so desperate to help him strengthen his physique.
"Originally, everything was fine, but I was to blame, blamed me for being too poor in refining my body before, and I couldn't bear the power of the divine seal that lazily acted on my body, so Mu'er I forged my body for me, and used blood as a guide to use all my body's qi and blood to condense a stronger body for me, it's me, it's me who is useless!"
Looking at such a wife and listening to the somewhat messy twists and turns she told, Li Haoran finally understood everything, but this understanding also made his heart hurt inadvertently.
That's his own son, as his wife said, he is struggling to live, although he doesn't talk much, although he doesn't seem to have much affection for anything and anyone, but it is indeed his own son.