Looking at the woman who hugged herself and gave her everything, Li Zimu's tears finally couldn't help but boil.

It seems that there is no such life, and it is still the same life, but it has returned to the childhood, and it has returned to the arms of that woman, and to the arms of the woman who gave him all his life and happiness.

Even just looking at her, Li Zimu could deeply feel that he already had the whole world.

"Mom!"

Hoarse, as if he had exhausted all his courage in an instant.

Li Zimu's heart was upset, he wanted to start all over again, but thinking that he was cowardly and even more humble, he couldn't help but grit his teeth and be angry.

He felt that he was unworthy, that he should not die well, but why, why did he kill his mother in the end, kill her, and kill so many people.

"Why? He doesn't deserve it! But why is he still alive, and why can he have so many people who really love him?"

His heart was full of sting, and his face was full of hideousness, Li Zimu at this moment had never erupted.

Looking at the child in front of him, looking at the child he loved deeply in his arms, Yi Qingxuan felt an indescribable distress at this moment.

She originally just thought that her son was going drunk, but looking at him, watching him go from being immersed in her arms to being full of unwillingness, hatred, entanglement and finally hoarseness, she seemed to understand her son in that moment.

She thought about being reincarnated and reborn, but she didn't expect her son to be so miserable, she always thought that the reason why her son watched everything coldly when he was born was because he was a 'monk', but until today she didn't know where the gloom and guilt in those eyes came from.

Why is he always alienated from himself inadvertently? Why is he so independent from birth? Why is he so obstinate, even at the cost of his life to repay his parents and relatives?

It turned out that she didn't understand, she thought that as long as she was sincere and cared for him and loved him with all her might, he would willingly accept her as a mother. But today, she understands and has seen everything through a little.

It is false to say that she is not jealous, as a mother, how can she not be unwilling to watch her child tear her lungs for the painful voice of another mother.

After all, in this life, she, Yi Qingxuan, is Li Zimu's biological mother!

Moreover, if possible, she is willing to pay a hundred times more love for her child than that woman, even if it is wiped out.

But why, she was the one who came later, unwilling, lost, and in the end, only slowly distressed.

She no longer suspects about the past and present lives, and she doesn't want to care about any messy stories, she just thinks that his children can live happily and happily, as for those debts, is it okay to let them all go ten times and a hundred times?

No matter what the price is, she is willing, but why, she must treat her son like this.

"Mu'er, silly child, there is a mother, don't be afraid, what you owe is what your mother owes, my mother promises you, even if your mother is destroyed, your mother will definitely pay it back for you, don't be afraid, there is a mother!"

As he spoke, tears couldn't help but fall and fell on Li Zimu's face, full of distress.

"Mother......

Suddenly, Li Zimu seemed to wake up, he was a little embarrassed and a little unwilling, especially looking at Yi Qingxuan who was holding himself and crying, his heart didn't know why, and he also felt a little unworthy and guilty for her.

Finally, he still spoke, but the mother's cry was a little jerky, a little stiff, and a little timid.

"Mother is here, mother... Mother, I'm here!"

Listening to her son's call, Yi Qingxuan coaxed softly, but when she realized that she heard a mother, her whole body couldn't help but tremble.

Yes, he is his own son, how can he deny himself as a mother? He seems to have suffered a lot, and he is a mother, so even if he dies, he must protect him from now on.

"Mu'er, don't be afraid, there is a mother, you have to remember, you are my son, you are my son Yi Qingxuan, what you owe is what your mother owes, you remember, everything is there with your mother, you know?"

chattering over and over again, Li Zimu's heart calmed down inexplicably, looking at her, thinking about her, Li Zimu's heart seemed to be very calm, and she calmly wanted to tell her mother such a story.

"Mother, can I tell you a story?" Finally, Li Zimu still couldn't hold back and speak.

"Well... Okay!" Yi Qingxuan knew what it was, she was a little hesitant, but looking at her son's calm and waveless eyes, for some reason, she still agreed with distress.

"In a fishing village, there is a family of three, and the husband and wife have a son who makes a living by fishing, but the child is too timid and too cranky, so from a very young age, he feels that the people around him have become something, exist in the form of all kinds of people around them, and become another existence when they are invisible. So, he was very scared, and he didn't like to deal with anyone, even if that person was his parents......"

The story seems to be full of disasters and difficulties, but Li Zimu said it not fast or slow, he was like an emotionless robot, and ended the whole story with a faint tone.

"Mother, did you say that his sentence was too light, should he be sent to the eighteenth layer of hell and never be reborn, until his soul is gone!"

After the story is over, Li Zimu is still not sad or happy, or rather, he just looks at his mother calmly, his face is calm as if a machine is telling other people's stories.

It's just that the cold words, without the slightest emotion, suddenly remembered, as if going back to six years ago, involuntarily, Yi Qingxuan's heart seemed to be pierced and ravaged by thousands of needles. Especially the question raised at the end made Yi Qingxuan feel heartbreaking.

Yes, he was their child, but now he was his own son, why, why had he been tortured for so long and refused to let him go.

Especially the question that did not have the slightest sense of color at the end, it made Yi Qingxuan feel as if his heart was slowly being torn apart, and it was good, and it was torn again, and it was good......

Over and over again, she seemed to be unable to breathe anymore due to the pain, just like a lonely soul in endless purgatory, life was worse than death again and again, but she had to grit her teeth again and again to bear it.

Because, she wants to be quiet, not for anything else, but for her son who is trapped in the demons and can't extricate herself. She didn't know why her child's previous life still existed, but she knew that it had become a demon in the heart of the kid Mu, and as long as she was a little careless, her son would fall into the endless abyss again.

"Silly child, for the mother, the one who doesn't love his own child without dying, if, if they know, because of their love, let you suffer, even if you live with guilt in the next life, do you think they will be happy?"

Looking at her child, Yi Qingxuan tried hard to suppress herself, she understood her son's coldness at that time, she also understood her son's forbearance and evasion at that time, and she knew more clearly the depression and sorrow of watching coldly.

She tried to calm herself, but she couldn't understand why it had been 1,800 years to pay back forty years, wasn't that enough, why let him be born with vicissitudes of life, and the demons in his heart were deeply planted.

Yes, it's the demons!

In Li Zimu's heart, maybe he just felt that since he already knew that he was wrong, he had to remember his past mistakes and not betray them, so he had to live with the struggle and pain of his previous life. But as Yi Qingxuan, who grew up in a big family, he already clearly understood that his son was born with deep demons.

Frightened, frightened, overwhelmed, distressed, and grieved...... For a while, Yi Qingxuan had already shown too much feeling. It's not that she's making too much of a fuss, and here, only she knows how difficult the road ahead is for a person who was born with demons.

Cultivators, whether it is refining the body or practicing qi, are ultimately inseparable from the perception of the Heavenly Dao, that is, the Dao root, and if the Dao root is unstable, there will be inner demons, so in the big tribes, all geniuses generally start cultivating the Dao from the moment they enter the cultivation, this is not only to cultivate the Dao heart, so that it is not easy to go mad, and indeed the perception of the Dao itself is cultivation, and many times it can get twice the result with half the effort.

However, the path of cultivation has never been smooth sailing, so the stability of the Dao heart is often the most important thing in a person's cultivation.

Of course, although the small tribes don't understand, but due to the invasion of foreign enemies, in this world, although many inferior tribes don't care about the Dao Heart, but the inadvertent War Spirit Deep Casting is not the stability of the Dao Heart?

Therefore, Li Zimu is very smart, he knows that his future will not be smooth sailing, so he forged a battle spirit at the beginning, and this may be the reason why he was able to defeat the demons and survive after many births and deaths.

It's just this, Li Zimu didn't know, although Yi Qingxuan understood a little, he was still very worried, and as for the others, they would not have thought that a seemingly powerful little doll would have such a demon.

calmly comforting his children, the reason why he is not sad or happy is just to make his children feel at ease.

And in her heart, those people, those things, she is full of resentment, if those family members in the previous life are excusable, but how can a group of evil ghosts in hell be so shameful!

Yes, she knows about reincarnation, and she has also heard of the hell trial, as a descendant of the royal family, she has long been unfazed by these, but why, the dark side there wants her son to be harmed, is it because of her own betrayal?

Thinking of this, Yi Qingxuan's heart hurt even more......