Stumbling, finally 200,000 words.

The book that was written for a year in 2013 is still in the background, but it has already been blocked. After that, I didn't touch a pen and was busy going to work.

It's been five years, but in the end, it's no different from a newcomer.

Until last year, in 2018. A friend of mine, whom I have known for many years, said a word to me.

He said, "Brother, if you don't use your pen, you will say goodbye to the online literature circle completely in this life." ”

This sentence immediately kept me awake all night.

Oh, yes!

I'm no longer young, I'm 29 years old.

Mortgage, children's school fees, living expenses...... The pressure will only get bigger, the time will only get less and less, do I still have the courage to put pen to paper?

That night, I thought about it a lot.

In the end, I panicked.

I love the industry, I love to read books, I love to write books.

So, I put pen to paper.

At that time, there was nothing, there was no outline, there was no subject matter, and there was not even an entry point. I sat in front of the computer, opened Word, didn't prepare anything, and just started writing.

Because I was afraid that in a few days, the momentum in my heart would disappear. At that time, perhaps, as a friend said, I will say goodbye to the online literature circle completely in this life.

Thus, there was this novel.

When I was writing this book, I was very confused, a thousand words, and I couldn't write it for hours.

At this time, I realized that the real hand was born, especially when there was no outline.

However, you can't be cowardly, just do it.

Regardless of the grades, regardless of the results, write him a million words first.

However, I am not full-time, I work during the day and come home from work at night, and I have to help cook and stir-fry. Because Sanhe's children are not big, the daughter-in-law is alone with her, and it is also very hard. Every night can only be at night, help feed the child, bathe the child, and start to code words. Most of the time you don't start writing until eight o'clock, sometimes even nine o'clock.

Write until 2 o'clock at the latest.

The weather in Hunan is almost always about 0-5 degrees in winter.

When I first started writing, I didn't even buy a heater. I couldn't stand the cold in the back, so I bought a fire-grill. But there is no use......

The hands are still cold, and after writing, it almost takes an hour to warm up in bed.

Of course, this is not a complaint. The path is chosen by oneself, and it must be completed on its knees. That's not to say.

In addition, I also know very well that there are many problems in this book, such as everyone's spray, and the plot of Six Doors. There's no way to change it. If it is changed, the following plots will all be overturned, and it will be written and published every day...... Changed.,I couldn't update it for almost a few days.。

Breaking the update means that the editor will break the recommendation.

Looking at many brothers and sisters, they abandoned their books and left, and they could only be anxious in their hearts, and there was no other way. I thought, follow up, don't have the same problem.

Then the next week, the editor didn't schedule recommendations.

I probably knew that a cool song should be given to myself.

I was very depressed, and I took up almost all of my spare time, and I didn't dare to stop when I was sick. Although I had prepared for it, I was still helpless.

There is no other way around the problem of the book itself.

I can't really write today, I have a stomachache, I have to go to work, and I haven't eaten for a day. I came back from work, held the hot water bottle, and lay down for an hour...... However, he gritted his teeth and wrote two chapters.

I was just going to sort out the outline, but I saw a backstage prompt, 200,000 words.

I couldn't help but light a cigarette and have a lot of thoughts......

Call!

Without further ado, I wish you all a good night.