Chapter 1175: Closing the Door
Chen Yang listened quietly.
Shen Monong continued: "The path I choose now is no longer the path of ordinary people. Ever since I met you, I probably wanted to erase the mark on me, the mark that belongs to you, but it is no longer possible. Even if I am where I am today, everything is due to you. ”
Chen Yang said: "Between us, it's not interesting to talk about this. ”
Shen Monong said: "For a while, I wanted to get rid of the mark on me that belonged to you. I tried to accept other emotions, but found that it simply didn't work. And on the day you learned that Luo Ning was dead, I looked at you so painfully, and my heart collapsed. At that moment, the person I really wanted to die was not Luo Ning, but me. At least, you won't be so miserable. As long as you can get better, let me do whatever I want. It was also from that time that I realized that you had been deeply imprinted in my heart. ”
Chen Yang's body was shocked, and he looked at Shen Monong. Said: "You ......"
Shen Monong said: "Seeing a gentleman, Yunhu doesn't like it!" She paused and said, "I know, I can pretend that nothing happened." It's just a matter of the flesh, and there's nothing you can't see. If it was another man who was in bed with me last night, I wouldn't have paid attention to it at all. But that person is you, since it has happened, this is a step that God has taken for me, and I don't want to take another step. ”
"Mo Nong!" Chen Yang sighed slightly, and he said, "I'm not as good as you think." ”
"I know that Ronin's death has made you very negative. You don't want to be involved with other women anymore, and you're afraid that if something happens to them, you'll have to go through that kind of pain again. Shen Monong said.
Chen Yang was stunned for a moment, he was thinking, did he really just think like this? It didn't seem right.
"No!" Chen Yang hurriedly said, "I am the center of a whirlpool, and the closer I get, the more dangerous it becomes. ”
Shen Monong said: "This reason is even more absurd. Qiao Ning and I have long been at the center of your whirlpool, no matter what you do, this is a fact that you can't change. If you don't be your woman, won't you be at the center of your maelstrom?"
Chen Yang touched his head, and he suddenly felt like his mouth was suddenly open. But then he was a little puzzled and said, "Eh, do you want to be my woman when you tell me so much?"
Shen Monong's face turned slightly red. She immediately said, "I want to tell you that you are my only man. In the future, I will not be able to be with other men. As for what you're going to do and think, I can't help it. But I don't want to act like nothing happened. ”
"Ahem!" Chen Yang glanced at Shen Monong, he naturally liked it in his heart.
Man, man's inferior nature!
Chen Yang's feelings for Qiao Ning are true, and Ai Ling'er is even more true. But he also likes Shen Monong! When Shen Monong said such a thing, he really didn't have the strength to refuse!
"Huh!" Chen Yang felt a little embarrassed and at a loss. Because Shen Monong has always been a little uphill in his heart. She's the Empress!
There's no way to treat her like Su Qing, she can be teased at will!
This mental process still needs to be adapted.
"I'm done, you can go. Shen Monong said suddenly.
Chen Yang was slightly stunned and said, "Let's go?"
Shen Monong said, "Aren't you in a hurry to see Song Ning?"
Chen Yang was greatly embarrassed, and his old face turned red. "I'm not in a hurry to go. ”
Shen Monong smiled playfully.
Chen Yang touched the back of his head again, and he said, "That is to say...... In the future, the matter between the two of us will be decided?" He was originally a master of the love field, but in front of Shen Monong, he was a little like a fledgling.
Shen Monong said: "I hope that I can help you in the future." If you are lucky, you and I can spend it together. When the time comes, I will resign from my job here in Yanjing......"
Chen Yang said: "Eh, you can also quit this job?"
Shen Monong rolled his eyes and said, "That's not the point, the point is my plan." I followed you, and although I am strong inside, I am embarrassed to wait for a long time here. So, I'm probably going to settle abroad. ”
Chen Yang's heart sank. This made him sorry, and he said, "I'm sorry. ”
Shen Monong said: "There is nothing to be sorry for, my own choice." One cannot take all the good things up. She continued: "I know you can't stay with me for long. To be honest, I don't really need it either. You weren't that busy then, you can come and spend some time with me every year. Maybe I'll have a child with me. ”
Chen Yang knew that although he could use his financial resources to build an island, and then gather his women together to live happily. But this is unlikely in reality. Because they won't get used to it, they'll not fit in. I can't let them be humbled into the dust.
"If I can really cultivate to a certain level, I look forward to being able to swim in the void with you. Shen Monong said.
Chen Yang said: "Maybe, I will die!" His eyes darkened slightly, and he said: "The next few days can be said to be my most relaxed." But a lot of times, I'm not sure if I'll see the sun the next day. A person like me is actually not qualified to talk about feelings, and talking about one is tantamount to harming another. ”
"I know!" Shen Monong said, "I know this, so I can't take back this step." I'm afraid that one day when I hear the news of your birth, I can't do anything but regret and regret. At least for now, I have no regrets. ”
Chen Yang glanced at Shen Monong deeply, and he said, "I really hope that I am not the king of destiny. ”
"But if it weren't for you, we wouldn't be where we are today. Shen Monong stood up, she pointed out the window, and said, "If you are just a busy person among all living beings. And if you're one of the many people, when you're going to make a living, when you're busy, do you think you really like that kind of life?"
Chen Yang froze again.
"In life, it is impossible to occupy all the good. Shen Monong said: "The king of a small African country can marry several women, and the president and female secretary of country M will be rumored to be scandalous and scandalous if they say a few more words." ”
Chen Yang took a deep breath, he suddenly smiled, and then said, "Mo Nong, thank you." Thank you for making me hate me for who I am. I thought, if I were to be compared to one of the many people, I would rather be who I am now. I can't get preferential treatment, but I hate God for being unfair to me. At least, I can ...... now."
"What can be?" said Shen Monong.
Chen Yang suddenly stepped forward and pressed Shen Monong on the sofa. Shen Monong was right under him.
Shen Monong suddenly blushed.
Chen Yang kissed her red lips, then smiled evilly and said, "At least now I can kiss you." Otherwise, I can only look up to you forever, like a Pan Jun's waterlogged ton of barren ramie!
Shen Monong's breathing suddenly became a little short, and she said, "You get up first." ”
Chen Yang said, "Don't think about it!" and then kissed him deeply.
It was a round of intense kisses.
Shen Monong was out of breath when he was kissed. After parting his lips, Shen Monong turned his head, but he didn't dare to look at Chen Yang.
Chen Yang then took a good look at Shen Monong's proud place. This made Shen Mo so ashamed that she wanted to burrow into the hole, and she pushed Chen Yang away.
"You guy, you're so shameless. Shen Monong flashed back to the room, and then closed the door.
Chen Yang couldn't help but laugh, he sniffed his fingers, and there was still some fragrance left on them. He didn't continue to look for Shen Monong, and he also knew that Shen Monong was thin-skinned, and he couldn't get an inch anymore.
Chen Yang thought of Qiao Ning. He thought that he and Shen Monong had taken this step by mistake. And what about himself and Qiao Ning?
Qiao Ning won't take the initiative to step out. Then you still have to take the initiative, mother-in-law and mother-in-law, it's really embarrassing.
Chen Yang's psychological burden was much lighter, and when he accepted Su Qing, he told himself to be happy. But after experiencing Chen Feirong, Ling'er, and Luo Ning, he became timid again. Now because of Shen Monong, his courage has become bigger again.
I just feel that after thinking about it like this, my mind is smooth, and the whole person is refreshed.
In the afternoon, Shen Monong came out and said, "I'm hungry, go down and eat." ”
Chen Yang said, "Okay!" Shen Monong went out, and Chen Yang suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Shen Monong's hand. Shen Monong immediately withdrew his hand and said, "What are you doing?"
"Well, isn't that normal?" Chen Yang said.
Shen Monong said: "I'm not used to it, and besides, this is Yanjing!"
"What's wrong with Yanjing?" Chen Yang said.
Shen Monong said: "The intelligence here's eyeline is very wide, if the picture of me holding hands with you is sent back, how will you let me mix in the future?"
Chen Yang said: "That...... It's not a big deal!"
Shen Mo smiled and said, "If you really think it's not a big deal, then let it be, as long as you are not afraid that my grandfather will arrest you and interrogate you." ”
Chen Yang was startled, he was shocked when he thought about that kind of scene. Then, thinking about it, it was not right, and said, "Then the two of us often live together, won't it also cause criticism?"
Shen Monong said: "It doesn't matter, my grandfather still believes my words." ”
Chen Yang said: "Oh!"
When they were outside, Chen Yang and Shen Monong still didn't change much. After returning home in the evening, Shen Monong took a bath first. After taking a shower, I went back to the bedroom. And the door was locked.
After Chen Yang finished taking a bath, he came to twist Shen Monong's door and immediately discovered the fact that the door was locked.
This guy is so depressed!
He knocked at the door.
Shen Monong said inside: "I'm sleeping, you should go to bed early." ”
Chen Yang won't do it, girl, you told me so much to convince me to accept you. As a result, Lao Tzu's heart was moved, you hid and didn't pick up customers, this is a miracle!