Chapter 309: Dreamlike
There are too many unwilling things in the world, and some things don't even need explanations and reasons, and you can only be unwilling if you can't get it, but is the result of unwillingness what you want?
Of course not, no one likes to feel unwilling, but so what? Since you have done it, you must be mentally prepared for it.
Within the ten thousand worlds, cultivators are not willing to accept anything, why? Because cultivators are fighting everywhere, fighting for destiny, fighting for chance, fighting for everything you want, but their minds are different from normal minds, because even if they are unwilling, even if the final result is really not ideal, they enjoy the process.
What if you are not reconciled? At least in the process, I really tried to do it.
Ling'er was awakened by the words of the mad bull, she was afraid, afraid that she would not be able to break through to the Immortal Monarch, she was also at a loss, she also wanted to give up, but thinking carefully about the experience of so many years, when did she Ling'er have such a terrible idea?
No.
This is not Ling'er's personality, what the mad bull said is right, the person who gives up is not Ling'er, but the heart, if you want to persevere, you must get the support of the heart.
The consciousness is once again out of the body and wanders too empty, this time Ling'er will not come back if she is unsuccessful, she has no right to choose, because if she does not succeed, she will only die.
Ling'er's consciousness has no waves, gradually disappearing into the void, with her thinking, with her ideals, with all her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, if you want to break through the immortal monarch, you must first find your own way and see through yourself.
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"Niangniang, Xianjun's words have been conveyed for a long time, don't you want to meet each other?" said cautiously, but the concern in it was very transparent.
It's really embarrassing for Yuya, this girl, everything is for her own sake, she doesn't care if she can say something, she is still smart, and she finally knows how to be tactful.
Ling'er slowly sat up from the bed: "Yu Aya, how many times have I told you, don't call me Niangniang, if it spreads, you must not be charged with disrespecting the king, I don't have anything, you girl has been with me for a thousand years, if I see you suffering, I feel uncomfortable." ”
"Yes" Yu Aya's reluctant attitude could not hide Ling'er, but unfortunately some words still can't be said too plainly, although the straightforward words are very true, but they are not very easy to hear.
Putting on cloud shoes, sitting in front of the dresser, looking at the soft and gentle face in the mirror, Ling'er couldn't help but sigh in her heart, "Hey, what's the use of a good skin, even the precipitation of time can't move your heart, no matter how beautiful your face is, I'm afraid it's just a decoration in your eyes." ”
self-deprecatingly painted his red lips and blinked: Yuaya, Caiyi brought it for me"
Yu Aya was surprised that she didn't move, and the surprise in her eyes became more and more intense, "Mother.. Sister Ling'er, aren't the colorful clothes only worn in the lower realm? Why..."Her question naturally didn't get any answer, looking at the pair of crystal jade hands stretched out, she had to obediently go to get the colored clothes.
She would never refuse Ling'er's request, not to mention that this was what she should do as a maid, the master loved her and treated her as a sister, and she couldn't have any thoughts about it.
The following offenses are taboo in the Heavenly Palace.
As the name suggests, the colorful clothes are all colorful from the collar to the skirt, and although they look dazzling, they give people a natural feeling, and the overall comfort is smooth. Ling'er looked at the clothes in her hand in a daze, and the infinite memories in her heart.
She remembered that the first time she wore this dress was 107,000 years ago, when she and the current Ling Xiao Immortal Monarch had not yet ascended to the Thirty-Three Heavens.
At that time, they were still two ignorant little monks, and this dress was still made by him by personally collecting the silk of the strange silkworms of the Tianshan Mountains for her, and handed it to her, and said very seriously, "Ling'er, when I ascend to the thirty-three heavens, I will use the clouds at the ends of the earth to refine a colorful dress for you"
Time can indeed forget a lot, but it can also erase a lot, such as the clouds at the end of the sea are still floating quietly there, but the words he said are like the 107,000 years of time, passing in ignorance.
"Niangniang" or Yu Aya waved her hand to interrupt her memories, and two lines of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes at some point.
Ling'er smiled softly, "Let's go, I haven't seen Ling Xiao for 30,000 years."
How long is 30,000 years?
It was still that cold hall, and the surroundings were as deserted as 30,000 years ago, and even a fairy who summoned could not see her figure, until the end, she only saw the two beaded flowers she picked from the Nether 30,000 years ago, which were swaying silently, and the ice dew on the leaves seemed to be silently mocking her.
"It seems that you have not had a good time in the past 30,000 years" Ling'er lovingly stroked the two beaded flowers in front of the door and dispersed the dew for them.
Yu Aya stood aside and didn't step forward again, a fairy like her is not qualified to enter here, she wanted to speak and stopped, looked inside the door, and finally sighed silently.
Turning around and smiling at Yu Aya, Ling'er's colorful clothes rolled silently, like a butterfly, dancing towards the sea of fire...
Since she ascended to the Heavenly Palace, this is the third time that Ling'er has come here, everything she is familiar with has not changed, and the only thing that has changed may be her own heart. The heart that should have changed 30,000 years ago.
"Coming" The cold voice came abruptly from the south end of the main hall, there was a window there, Ling'er knew that this window could see anywhere in the nether realm, and he was also standing there when he came twice last time, and he didn't even look back.
Pausing slightly, she didn't like to disturb him, no matter how indifferent he was to herself, even if he hadn't looked at her in the eyes for 100,000 years, she had to do her best, even perfectly.
"Well, listening to Yu Aya talk about your decree, it's a pity that I've been talking to Aya in Dream Lake recently, and you also know that no one has been accompanying her for tens of thousands of years. ”
Dream Lake is the passage from the Heavenly Palace to the Nether, the person who guards the Dream Lake is the fairy Aya 90,000 years ago, and the errand of guarding the Dream Lake does not need an immortal to do, but she falls in love with the demon, and the Immortal King is furious, and she is assigned to guard the Dream Lake for 100,000 years, although the desertion there is not as obvious as the end of the world, but it is not much different from this fairy hall.
It seems that her explanation moved the indifferent immortal monarch, and she also had a little more emotion when she spoke: "I did what happened 30,000 years ago, but the Heavenly Palace has the rules of the Heavenly Palace, and I can't help Aya mess around."
How could Ling'er not hear such a scene, but she didn't intend to make some useless excuses for the poor sister. "I thanked Xianjun for Aya's sister"
"When did you and I speak so politely" I unexpectedly saw that long-lost face, both familiar and unfamiliar.
His face was like 10,000 years of ice, and his angular face was even colder than it was 30,000 years ago.
Immortals are ruthless, because they have everything, and he? really ruthlessly interprets it vividly, and he can no longer see the appearance of the unlisted immortal monarch.
There was a blur in front of him, and Ling'er's heart became sour: "Xianjun said that he laughed, the Heavenly Palace naturally has to have the rules of the Heavenly Palace" Maybe it is a very accomplished thing to refute him with his words, and no one in the entire Thirty-Three Heavens dares to talk to Xianjun like this, but Ling'er said it very naturally.
Ling Xiao was obviously stunned, and turned around again indifferently: "Ling'er, do you remember the time when you were mortal?"
Ling'er couldn't wait to shout out loud, but she still suppressed the grievances in her heart: "Where can I remember things for so long, these 107,000 years have long forgotten everything."
Ling'er can't say anything against her will, and she has never said it, this is the first time she has lied. The person on the other side took it seriously.
"So... Best. ”
Like a lightning strike, this feeling was like the feeling of seven thousand years ago, when he was expressionless and protected her through their first immortal robbery. Hopelessness, apathy. I want to talk with more like-minded people about "The Fox Family's Immortals, Please Stay", and pay attention to "Youyue Literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~