Su Muxin only learned part of this stuff from high school women's education classes, and as for the videos, pictures or novels on the Internet, she had never seen them.

Not to mention that she has to actually operate it now, she simply doesn't know anything, but fortunately, she only needs to be responsible for lighting the fire for this kind of thing, and Xihaichuan will do everything else.

"Squeak Squeak......"

The vibration of the small bed in the gloomy small room continued to echo in it, and the old aunt downstairs showed an aftertaste and helpless expression, and outside the window on the second floor, the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked?

These days, the mood of depression and despair is like the beast that has been locked up for countless days, once there is a place to vent, it will desperately pour out all its emotions, regardless of the consequences.

His back was scarred, all the flesh she had sunk her nails into because of the pain, and her face was full of tears, all of which were his reckless and self-forgetful sensuality.

After a long time, the bed tremor upstairs finally stopped in a low moan that Su Muxin wanted to hold back but couldn't help it, and all the emotions of the two people came to an abrupt end at this moment, leaving only his slight gasp and her slight sobbing.

The box of condoms next to the bed was still unopened, the sheets were stained with a mixture of red and white liquid, and no safety measures had been taken for the past hour.

Looking at Su Muxin, who tilted his head lightly under his body and her beautiful eyes kept shedding tears, Xi Haichuan's brain was blank, and he didn't know what he should do.

Do you want to say a few words of comfort to her, or do you just use her first time as an acting bargaining chip to save her grandfather?

But what is his identity, what is her identity, the two of them are not lovers, will it be appropriate to say those words? But if she doesn't say anything, will she have an indifferent and ruthless perception of men from now on?

Men on top and women on women, flesh against flesh, he stared at her, she turned her head to look at the wall next to her.

"Go down. ”

When the space was quiet, Su Muxin suddenly opened his mouth, and there was no sobbing in his voice, but he could still find a trace of hoarseness.

“......”

Hearing this, Xi Haichuan immediately got up and separated himself from her.

Su Muxin immediately got up from the bed, and didn't care about wiping the tears on his face, and immediately took out a lot of paper towels from the counter next to him, and there was no place to take a bath, so he could only wipe them with paper towels.

“......”

Looking at the messy place on the bed, Su Muxin's eyes suddenly became dull, she looked at the box of unopened condoms, and her whole heart was confused.

Gritting her teeth, she suddenly buried her head in her knees, and after a few seconds, her back trembled slightly.

"I said, we really don't need to be like this......" Yuzumi said with his head bowed from the side.

Su Muxin didn't reply.

"At that time, because of the drugs, I didn't think to wear that thing at all...... I'm sorry. Yumikawa continued.

Su Muxin still didn't speak.

Xi Haichuan was also silent for a while, he felt that his chest was pressed even harder, he didn't want to do these things that hurt her, but she forced him to do it......

"If ......"

Su Muxin's voice came out slightly from his knees.

Xi Haichuan raised his head slightly, looking at Su Muxin who was holding her legs and not looking up, the rest of the clothes on her body were damaged by him, and the pair of white stockings could no longer be worn, and her long straight black hair was very messy because of the previous while...... It looks like she's as sad as a woman who has just been ** by him, but in fact, ...... He is the victim.

Su Muxin slowly raised her face, her eyes were still red and swollen, and there was still a little sobbing on her lips: "If I have a baby...... What to do?"

"I ......"

Xi Haichuan was afraid to see her like this, obviously she didn't do anything wrong, everything was her plan to lead to this, but when she saw her like this, Xi Haichuan felt guilty from the bottom of her heart.

"You...... Can you hug me?" Su Muxin's tears flowed down in an instant, and a pair of beautiful pupils looked at Xi Haichuan with uneasiness, and said, "I'm so scared now......"

Her whole body trembled like a kitten that had done something wrong, and how much courage she had to do something wrong at that time, how afraid she would be of doing something wrong now.

Xi Haichuan hesitated, then walked behind her and hugged her, his brain was also messy now, for Su Muxin, he only felt guilty, obviously it was not his fault......

"What if I do get pregnant...... She's going to kill me......" Su Muxin grabbed Xi Haichuan's hand from behind, feeling sad for a while.

Xi Haichuan paused, and then said, "Knock it out, it's fine." ”

"Why knock it out?"

Su Muxin looked back at Xi Haichuan in disbelief, her beautiful eyes looked directly at him with panic and anger, and said, "Don't care what, it's all a life, it's my child...... How can you kill them in a single word?"

"This ......"

Xi Haichuan was stunned: "It's like it's not my child......"

"How can there be a ruthless father like you in the world!" Su Muxin's eyes were full of tears again, and he looked at Xi Haichuan more and more angry.

Xi Haichuan was stunned, he didn't know if he was pregnant or not, why did he look like this? Is it that she Miss Su is too conservative, or does he Mo Yan really don't understand women at all?

After all, what he thought in his heart couldn't be said, looking at the cold and arrogant Miss Su in front of him who kept crying, Xi Haichuan instinctively softened his heart, and now he really has a thought that everything is his fault.

He just wanted to comfort her now, he felt that all her previous words were credible, he felt ...... Maybe she really has a good impression of herself, after all, these days...... The two of them get along really happily, almost to the point where they don't talk about anything, and there are almost no secrets.

"If you're really pregnant and you don't want to beat it, then ...... Born?" Yumikawa tried to speak.

"...... birth" Su Muxin was very entangled: "That woman will come to kill me and the child." ”

"It's okay, as long as I go with her for a few days, she won't know......" Xi Haichuan said with a slight gaze: "But I don't understand why you want to give birth to the child...... You don't like me, and I don't have any love ...... with you."

"I don't know...... I don't hate you, and I don't hate you having kids......"

"You didn't think about your future? If you have children, who will marry you? What if you meet a man you really like? ”

"You don't need to remind me of these things, I know ...... myself"

"Then if you get pregnant, even if you don't have Sotica, I think you should kill it for your own future. Yumikawa said with a frown.

"Smack!"

As soon as Xi Haichuan finished speaking, Su Muxin suddenly slapped him in the face, his face was full of resentment and anger, and tears kept sliding down his eyes.

Yumikawa stared at her blankly, not understanding why she suddenly wanted to hit herself.

"You still want me to understand more!" Su Muxin said angrily.

"What ......"

Su Muxin directly turned his head to him and kissed him on the lips, and the whole person pressed Xi Haichuan on the bed.

Yumikawa also instinctively hugged her waist, and put his other hand on his soft chest.

It seems that because of the previous time, Su Muxin understands a lot, and she also knows how to use her tongue to go deep into kissing......

After a while, Xi Haichuan felt the desire in his body become restless, and immediately separated the lips that he was kissing with Su Muxin, and at the moment of separation, the lips of the two were still covered with crystal saliva and pulled into silk.

"I still don't quite understand what you mean......" Yuzumi said with a frown.

"I want your love......"

Su Muxin immediately put his head to his ear and said in an extremely low voice.

"We don't have a ...... love" Xi Haichuan's brain was a little messy, but he still said rationally.

"There will be. ”

As Su Muxin's voice fell, Xi Haichuan didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, and suddenly pressed her under him, his chest rose and fell violently, and the hot breath in his mouth kept panting, and then he was about to move her legs again.

Before he could make a move, Su Muxin suddenly grabbed his neck with both hands, hugged him into his arms, and said slightly: "If I say I love you...... Will you love me?"

"......" Yumikawa was silent for a while.

"Talking ......"

"I'm going to be taken away soon...... I don't have the ability to stay with you. ”

"But don't you have time now?"

“......”

"Love me, please be gentle this time. Su Muxin said almost next to his ear.

Everyone says that women love to listen to men's love words, but what man doesn't like to listen to women's love words?

"I never thought I'd have such a day with you......" Xi Haichuan's eyes were slightly weak.

In fact, if he could, he still hoped that he and Xianglan were doing all this, Su Muxin...... She's been a memory for a long time.

"I didn't think about it, I used to hate you very much...... Su Muxin felt the fusion of his body, and he also gasped for a mouthful of aroma in his mouth: "But recently I found out...... Actually, I really want you to divorce Xianglan...... Even without Sotica, I would like to ......"

"Why?"

"I like the way you love me, and I don't want to see you thinking about other women...... It's good that you love me like this, I like you like this......"

"Are you sick?"

"I'm sick, and you have the ability to cure me. ”

"That's what you said. ”

"Ahh......h Am I wrong......"

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After a long period of clouds and rain, Xi Haichuan held her tightly in his arms and vented all his desires on her.

"I love you......"

Su Muxin grabbed his back tightly, bit his mouth on his neck, and said three words tremblingly.