Chapter 125: The Process of Letting Go

The tip of the nose in southern Xinjiang is sour, and it hurts to be seen through by others, and it is so tear-jerking.

Compared with Yan Li, who was punished, the current southern Xinjiang is even more embarrassed.

The purpose of coming to Binghuobiao from southern Xinjiang was to talk to Yan Li, who persecuted her in the past, and learn from experience.

As a person, how to have a sense of prevention and protect everything that is important to you.

Of course, Southern Xinjiang, who doesn't like to scramble, came to Binghuobiao this time, and it was not all because he wanted to discuss with Wu Yanli what he cared about, and how to fight for it back with his teeth and claws, which was not the ultimate goal.

The most important thing is to ask Wu Yanli how to forget someone.

In the past thousand years, has the punished Yan Li realized what it means to 'let go'?

If you have realized this way, you want to learn from Yan Li and get yourself out of this abyss of grief.

Nanjiang raised his head slightly to look at Yan Li, and suppressed the tears in his eyes: "Yan Li, do you still love Xige?"

I haven't heard the word song for a long time, and now that I hear it again, I still have some strange feelings in my heart.

Yan Li didn't answer Nanjiang in a hurry, she was also asking herself whether she still loved Xige.

Seeing that Yan Li didn't answer, Nanjiang continued to ask: "You still love him, right? After nearly a thousand years, you still can't let go of him." ”

Yan Li had a hunch that Nanjiang was anxious to know a certain truth, or was anxious to achieve a certain goal.

"Love or not, have you let go, what does it have to do with you coming to Binghuobiao?"

"I wonder how long it took you not to love someone, or, how long have you been still in love with someone?"

Yan Li suddenly understood that the purpose of Nanjiang's coming here was to find an answer, an answer that could help her but was painful.

I was also a little confused in my heart, whether I had put down the song, and how to answer Nanjiang?

Xi Ge is a man who secretly promised Yan Li when she was seven million years old, and in those tens of millions of years, Yan Li's heart only turned for Xi Ge alone.

Now that Yan Li is in the place of punishment, she is also here because she loves to sing songs.

Nearly a thousand years have passed, when I mentioned the song in southern Xinjiang, I did have a strange feeling in my heart, but it was not the original feeling.

This......

Yan Li brushed up the strange feeling, presumably, that feeling should come from a very familiar person, a deep love for everything, to pay tribute to the tens of millions of years of hard work.

The person who has loved deeply has become the beginning of his own years.

For the rest of my life, if someone asks, I will only have a faint memory, and then say lightly: At the beginning, I loved someone deeply, that's all!

Therefore, now that she hears the name of the song again, her heart will unconsciously remember the beginning, and there will be a slight throbbing.

Yan Li said lightly: "I think, I have already let go, and for me now, Xige is just my beginning." ”

"Did you really put it down?"

"Well, but on my heart, there is still a scar after I put it down, although it doesn't hurt anymore, but the scar is still there. ”

"Scar, will it leave a scar in my heart when I let go?"

"It's a trace, a trace of love, as long as we are alive, that scar will always be in our hearts, maybe occasionally when you think about it, it will make you feel uncomfortable, but it won't hurt anymore. ”

Tears gradually formed in the eyes of Nanjiang's pearl eyes, and he asked with a crying voice: "Is it difficult to let go of the process?"

Hearing the cry of Nanjiang's heart, Yan Li, who could empathize with her best, couldn't help but feel sad.

I really want to help Nanjiang, who is trapped by love, because the process of letting go is very difficult, very painful, and will go through countless days and nights.

However, how to let go of a person is not up to others, it is up to them.

"In southern Xinjiang, whether the process of letting go is difficult or not varies from person to person and depends on the situation. I was able to let go of the song because I knew that no matter how long I waited for him, he would never fall in love with me, and the more I loved him, the more disgusted he became. You know, it's not like I haven't worked hard, and I've even done harmful things for the sake of singing. But as a result, it was he who I tried to love, and it was he who punished me from now on. You are different from me, Xige has you in his heart, and you are the woman he loves. ”

Nanjiang was puzzled, did Yan Li want to tell herself that if Orchid had herself in her heart, it would be difficult to let go?

"I'm not afraid of the process of letting go, because Orchid's heart doesn't have me. ”

Yan Li looked at Nanjiang incredulously, unable to believe it.

With Yan Li's understanding of the song, once you fall in love, how can you easily empathize with each other?

In the past tens of millions of years, there have been many women who have stepped into Tonghua Palace, not to mention those who were blocked back by Yan Li, and those who she didn't block back?

There is still no one who makes Yu Ge fall in love at first sight to warm his heart like a stone.

But the southern Xinjiang from the bitter sea stepped into Tonghua Palace, but Xi Ge's heart opened up in an instant.

That heart that is not warm has undergone tremendous changes due to the emergence of southern Xinjiang.

said that there was no southern Xinjiang in Xi Ge's heart, Yan Li didn't believe it: "Without you, you are the first person to enter Xi Ge's heart." ”

"What if it's the first person? It's not just me. ”

"Could it be..."Yan Li suddenly cried out in pain.

Nanjiang was startled, raised his eyes, and saw Yan Li's expression in pain, her brows tightened, and she hurriedly shouted: "Yan Li, what's wrong with you?"

Yan Li shook her hands in pain, and said hard: "No... It's fine, it's just a... The larger Mars struck down, and I... I'm fine. ”

Seeing Yan Li suffering, Nanjiang blamed himself very much.

It's all because of herself that Yan Li is jealous, jealousy is a monster that eats people's minds, it will make people go crazy, lose their minds, and make people make mistakes.

"Yan Li, I'm sorry! Now I want to ask Orchid for forgiveness for you, but I can't. ”

"It's none of your business, I've figured out a lot, and I'm to blame. What you just said, could it be that Xue Ge has feelings for other women?"

"Yes. ”

"Who is it?"

"Bai Man. ”

Yan Li was surprised: "Is it her? Isn't she your sister?"

Southern Xinjiang was a little hesitant to tell the origin of Bai Man, but after thinking about it, he still gave up.

I'm leaving, so let Bai Man pursue what she wants!

It's not easy to be human.

Besides, she and Orchid are interested in each other, she will definitely love Orchid well, and Orchid will love her well.

If you go to say that Bai Man is not because she left, and destroy her emotions, Nanjiang will despise such a self.

"Yes, but it doesn't matter, it's good that she and they are interested in each other, and I will bless her with theirs. ”

Yan Li was stunned for a long time, she really didn't expect that she tried her best to get Nanjiang to leave Tonghua Palace in order to sing a song, but in the end she put herself in such a situation.

I thought that from now on, Xige and Southern Xinjiang would be like glue and paint together, but I didn't expect...

Yan Li smiled bitterly, she lost to Nanjiang, but Nanjiang lost to her own sister.

This arrangement of fate is truly absurd.