Chapter 118: Stockholm Syndrome
Outside the hospital, a red sports car stopped in front of Xi Haichuan, Xi Haichuan subconsciously took a puff of cigarette and raised his head, only to see Su Muxin, who was wearing a school uniform, walking down from it.
"Cultivating fake feelings again?" asked Xi Haichuan with a blank expression.
Su Muxin sat on the stone chair next to him and said, "I saw a person running out of your ward before, and I drove after it for a while, but I didn't catch it. ”
"Oh, it looks like something was taken from my room and ran. Yukai River Road.
"What's that? You don't call the police?"
"It seems to be a bugging, right, call the police, is there any difference between the police in this imperial capital and the police?"
"Eavesdropping, you don't have anything big around you now, who is eavesdropping on you for what?" Su Muxin said.
"Who knows. ”
"Our conversation wasn't recorded, was it?"
"Probably not, I probably know when the bug was installed. ”
"Then you haven't said anything obscene in the past two days, have you?" said Su Muxin with a smile.
"Why did I say obscene things?" Yumikawa frowned.
"Who knows who will take it to your daughter-in-law and do some prank?"
"......" Xi Haichuan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly thought of something and said: "Our current technology, shouldn't we be able to use one person's voice to make up all kinds of words?"
"I can make it, but it's not perfect at all, and professionals can still identify a lot of flaws. ”
"Well, I'm afraid to use my voice to make up something I've never said before. Yukai River Road.
"But I'd better remind you that although our country doesn't have that kind of technology, it doesn't necessarily have a big country like Blade Noise and Tianshu. Su Muxin said: "If someone with a heart gets it, and then changes your words in various ways, and finally puts it in front of Xianglan, you will really be finished." ”
Xi Haichuan blinked, then took a puff of his cigarette and said, "Why do you think you will listen to Xianglan?"
"Isn't Sotica's ultimate goal to get you divorced? ”
"That's fine......" Yuzumi Chuan said, "I'm worried that I have no excuse to divorce." ”
"But your woman so easily believes in the illusion created by others, and hates you from now on, are you really willing?" Su Muxin said.
"What if I'm not reconciled, I'm now a pebble that anyone can kick. ”
"You're so tired of being alive. ”
"Are you comfortable alive? ”
"......" Su Muxin was silent for a while, and said: "Well, the times are so chaotic, there is no way, it's very tiring to live." ”
"Do you want to die, then?"
"Who wants to die?" Su Muxin frowned and said, "I still have my little dreams that have not been completed, and there are still many lives that I have not experienced, so it is not worth dying like this." ”
"Ah, you still have dreams, isn't it good to live the life of a little princess every day?" said Xi Haichuan stunned.
Su Muxin's brows furrowed even deeper, and he said, "You are a fool, who wants to live a life of drunkenness and dreams every day?"
"I thought, if a group of people give me such a safe environment, I want to be drunk and dream of dying for the rest of my life, being looked down upon every day, trying to change, it will be very painful. Yumikawa said.
"That's what you thought three years ago. Su Muxin said.
"Well, I paid a lot of money and got nothing at the last point, and it was boring. Yukai River Road.
Su Muxin suddenly smiled: "Why didn't you think so much when you chased me?"
"Wasn't it stupid back then? ”
"Then you're stupid now, too. ”
“......”
"Don't you have any dreams now?" asked Su Muxin.
"No, I just want the people around me to be less hurt. Yumikawa said as he threw away the cigarette butt in his hand and lit one again.
"Including me?" said Su Muxin.
"Including. ”
Su Muxin smiled again, this time laughing a little helplessly, it didn't seem to be pretending: "Wouldn't it be better if you just followed Sotica away?"
"Sure enough, you just hate me, and it hasn't changed. Xi Haichuan smiled bitterly.
"Well, it's annoying, it's annoying, but ...... I pity you a little bit. Su Muxin looked at the swaying trees in the distance and said, "It's like seeing you being excluded at the dance, I really want to help you, but I don't like the feeling of getting into trouble." ”
Xi Haichuan nodded, and said with a faint gaze: "I won't let you lose your life with me." ”
“......”
Su Muxin's gaze retracted from the trees in the distance, and looked at Xi Haichuan with a little surprise: "This is not like what a person who wants to be drunk and dream of death should say." ”
"That's the attitude to life, this is the bottom line for people, it's different. ”
"I can't see it, but you're quite individual in that regard. Su Muxin said with a smile.
"If you hate me, you shouldn't come and talk to me, it's boring to find yourself, and it's not your style. Yukai River Road.
"No way, my grandfather's life is in your hands. ”
"Small talk has nothing to do with those things. ”
"I think no matter who you are, as long as you have feelings for a long time, small talk is the best way. Su Muxin said.
"Then can small talk with you also make you feel emotional?" asked Yumikawa.
"Yes, surely, but I'm not going to give anyone a chance. Su Muxin smiled: "However, do you know Stockholm syndrome?"
"I don't know. Yumikawa shook his head.
"It's a special feeling that the victim has for the perpetrator, for example, if you imprison me, abuse me every day, and only let me see you alone, if this lasts for three or even ten years, I may become inseparable from you, and I may die without you. Su Muxin said.
"Is there such a perverted disease?" Yuzumi River frowned.
"Yes, this disease is more common in xing... The body of the slave. Su Muxin smiled and said, "Are there any pictures in your mind after listening to them?"
"What's the picture?"
"To my picture. Su Muxin said.
"......" Yuzumi River blinked, stunned.
"Do you want to treat me as your little slave, imprisoned in a small room every day to vent your desires at will?" Su Muxin said with a smile.
"Do I look that kinky?"
"But I'm a pervert. Su Muxin said.
“......”
Xi Haichuan was stunned, not understanding what she meant.
"Although you have known a lot before, even the act of lying, you do not know what I am inside. Su Muxin said.
"Huh, you're saying you want to be the one who was abused?"
"Do you know what my dream is?" Su Muxin suddenly stood up and looked down at him.
"Of course not. ”
"I want to experience the various states of life, and I want to be peaceful in the world. Su Muxin said.
"Don't you want to be an artist?"
"Isn't it quite artistic to experience life?"
"Including experiencing Stockholm Syndrome?"
"I ...... It shouldn't have been perverted to that extent. Su Muxin said with a smile.
"Wouldn't you be disgusted if you talk so much to me, the one you hate?"
"No, I usually can't put down the shelf to talk to guys, and I always feel that they don't deserve me. Su Muxin said: "How is it, do you think she is also a disgusting woman after listening to it?"
"No, if I had lived in an environment like yours since I was a child, I guess I would have had this mentality. Yukai River Road.
"This is the first time in the past few days that you haven't scolded me for being sick. Su Muxin said with a smile.
"Do you care about my evaluation?"
"Yes, after all, you will be my first man, no matter what I do in the future, I guess I will not be able to forget, or disgusted or disgusted, and may also have a little affection for you. Su Muxin said.
"There is no possibility of good feelings, and there is no hatred. Yumikawa stood up from his chair.
"How are you going to solve it?" Su Muxin said.
"You don't care about my methods, you don't sleep anyway. ”
Xi Haichuan turned his head and walked towards the hospital as he spoke, Su Muxin stood in place and blinked, and then followed.
"Is it really good that you're hurting my self-esteem like this?" Su Muxin smiled: "Or are you trying to get away with me?"
"Am I that disgusting?" Yubuikawa frowned.
"Who knows. ”
Su Muxin followed behind him with a smile on her face.
Xi Haichuan looked at her and asked with a puzzled expression, "I always feel like you...... It doesn't look like it's pretending right now. ”
"I didn't plan to pretend. Su Muxin sighed heavily and said: "I can't breathe at all under all kinds of pressure in the past two days, I don't want to live like that, so I don't plan to do it directly as an experience of life." ”
"I hope you really didn't pretend, I'm sick to death now, I just want to talk to someone, I don't want to sit alone in the hospital room and think nonsense. Yukai River Road.
"Then I'll accompany you today. ”
"You're not in class again?"
"Skipping class is also a way of experiencing life. ”
"Then will you want to experience the feeling of cheating when you get married in the future?" asked Xi Haichuan.
"Nope. ”
"Why? Isn't that also an experience of life?"
"In your words, the attitude towards life, not cheating and not doing harmful things is the standard of people. Su Muxin said.
"It's like ...... learning"
"Hey, hey. ”
"You're going to laugh like that, too?"
"Miss Iceberg also has a girl's heart. ”
......
In the office, Xianglan was casually watching some traffic movies.
This suddenly leisurely life made her a little uncomfortable, and what happened in the past two days also made her upset, it seemed that everything was not going well, she just wanted to stay alone in her room and watch some movies casually to pass the time.
She didn't want to go to Xihaichuan, she wanted to wait for Xihaichuan to come to her, even now she hadn't given up Xihaichuan, she felt that he still had a chance to get better.
Adopt a female college student, she thinks that after all, she is a man, and it is still tolerable to make some mistakes, as long as he treats her sincerely, she will get better in the future.
"Smack. ”
The door of the office was suddenly opened, and Xianglan's brows furrowed instantly, she and the people below had already said that no one was allowed to disturb her except for important and urgent work.
Then the man came in without knocking, which disgusted her.
When she raised her head and saw Jiang Xingnan's figure, the look of disgust on her face began to become more and more intense.