Chapter 25: The Attachment to Atonement
Zhao Shiyao had just raised Ji Mo's unbearable image in her heart a little, and this time she fell to the bottom in an instant.
"In other words, if you don't have a terminal illness, you won't come back?" Zhao Shiyao's voice became cold.
Ji Mo also asked himself this question in his heart.
If I hadn't been put into my body, would I have come back?
The answer is right - he will not return.
Because the moment he entered the immortal cultivation realm, he already planned to forget about the world and start his life again, so he even planned to forget what happened to Zhao Shiyao at the beginning.
"Yes, if I hadn't been terminally ill, I wouldn't have come back. Ji Mo didn't look at her, nodded in a low voice and said.
He knew that such an answer might make Zhao Yue have a bad impression of him, but he still told the truth.
Listening to what he said, the anger in Zhao Shiyao's heart suddenly ignited.
"I thought you were really backbone and dared to spend the rest of your life confessing to your guilt. But now it seems that I am thinking too much, you are just a person who has been robbed of hope by a terminal illness, and your last hope is to atone for the sins you committed before you die, and then you can die with peace of mind. If you weren't driven by a terminal illness, you would simply be a person who didn't even dare to come back, and lived in secret!"
Zhao Shiyao's face became colder and colder, this Ji Mo just wanted to die in his own hands in the last two months of his life, and then he could rest assured and die without any sense of guilt.
Ridiculous! You can die and go away with peace of mind, but what about me? How have I spent the past three years?
Day and night I hate my body! Every day I take a bath, I feel that every inch of my body skin is dirty! No matter how hard I wash, I can't wash it clean! Do you know how painful and uncomfortable it is!
And you? Just because you are terminally ill and don't want to live, you come to die, this is atonement?
It's not fair!
"I'm sorry, but when I woke up, I was terminally ill, I only had a short life, and I couldn't think of a better way to atone for my sins......" Ji Mo said in a low voice.
He originally thought that when he arrived in the Immortal Cultivation Realm, he would be able to cut off the former dust and forget everything and start over, but it wasn't until his body devoured the Demon Spring that he realized that the former dust could not be broken, and what he had done was what he had done, and he could never change it.
Because he understood this, he came to atone for his sins.
"Then what sin do you atone for, die with your regrets!" Zhao Shiyao said coldly and angrily: "I tell you, you will never want to find my young lady! I will not let you die with peace of mind!"
After that, Zhao Shiyao turned around and was about to leave, she wanted Ji Mo to live as well as die, but seeing Ji Mo's injury, she found that she couldn't do it.
Since he can't be physically inferior to death, let him be mentally inferior to death!
Seeing Zhao Yue say let's go, Ji Mo was in a hurry, she left, how could she find Zhao Shiyao?
"Zhao Yue, wait a minute!"
Ji Mo reached out to pull her, but found that the injuries on his body were too serious, and as soon as he moved sharply, he felt extremely painful and weak, and the whole person fell under the bed.
"Boom!"
Ji Mo fell directly to the ground, the wound on his chest had not healed, and it was torn open again at once, and the blood instantly stained the bandage on his chest.
"Hiss......"
Ji Mo gasped, this is sour!
If it weren't for Ji Mo being tortured by the Demon Spring at twelve o'clock every night, this injury would have made him cry out in pain.
Zhao ...... Zhao Yue...... Don't leave...... Only you can help me...... Ahem, ahem, ahem......" Ji Mo gritted his teeth, looked at her indifferent back and shouted again. These were really the words that he had to say with great difficulty, and as soon as he said them, he coughed violently, and the blood in his mouth spat out again.
Zhao Shiyao was about to throw the door and leave, but when she turned her head and glanced at Ji Mo, she didn't make up her mind.
Ji Mo fell off the dress, coughing up blood vigorously, plus the wound on his chest was torn...... Zhao Shiyao felt pain when she looked at it,
She calmed down, and thought about it carefully, this Ji Mo has always been very humble and gentle from the time he contacted her until now, and more importantly, he is very honest.
I asked him, "If you weren't terminally ill, wouldn't you have come back?" and his answer was no, "No." Rather, "Yes." ”
If he had lied when he asked, he would have been better to himself, but he didn't choose to say anything against his heart.
On the whole—his attitude toward atonement—and also—he made her feel persistent......
He was so badly injured that because of his words, he was afraid of losing information about himself, so he hurriedly jumped out of bed, it seems that he really wants to see himself.
Zhao Shiyao stopped leaving, yes, she relented and decided to listen to the man who was ready to atone for his life say a few more words of cause and effect.
"Why do you say that only I can help you?" Zhao Shiyao stood in place and said coldly.
Seeing that Zhao Shiyao stopped and was willing to listen to what he had to say, Ji Mo gritted his teeth and said, "The whole province ...... Except for the people of the Zhao family...... Who else knows...... Where's your young lady...... cough cough cough ......"
His mouth was full of blood when he said a word, and he looked extremely embarrassed. His injuries were so badly that his true qi couldn't stop the bleeding.
"And ...... Your Zhao family, except for you...... When they saw me, they had to fight to kill me...... It's just you...... Even if it's the Zhao family, don't kill me......" Ji Mo really didn't have the strength to speak, took a few deep breaths, gritted his teeth, and didn't dare to move.
Listening to what he said, Zhao Shiyao suddenly remembered in his heart that if he wanted to find himself, he really couldn't find it without relying on the Zhao family, but how could the people of the Zhao family help him?
The Zhao family has an order, the person who kills Xiao Mo will be rewarded with 10 million plus the position of president of a company!
With such a big temptation, which Zhao family would be willing to help him find Miss Zhao?
"Okay, I can help you. Zhao Shiyao's voice softened a little, but it was still a little cold.
"Yes...... Help me...... Ahem...... "Ji Mo feels that he is really in pain now, although this pain is not as terrifying as the Demon Spring, but his body is extremely weak now, and his true qi is close to exhaustion, and he is likely to die due to excessive blood loss!"
Zhao Shiyao saw that he kept vomiting blood and insisted on gritting his teeth to explain to himself, and couldn't help but feel that this man still had a lot of backbone.
She stepped forward and helped Ji Mo to the bed, and since Ji Mo was too weak to move, she almost carried him up.
This action annoyed her a little, she actually had physical contact with this man!
"Thank you...... I...... I don't have the strength to say ......" Ji Mo frowned, but still said with a broken face.
"I know you don't have the strength to speak now, don't worry, I won't leave for the time being. Zhao Shiyao said.
When Ji Mo heard him say this, a smile of "thank you for understanding" appeared on his face.