Chapter 26: The Past
Late at night, Yumikawa entered the dream again.
Another picture like a marquee appeared in front of me. This time, the memory is more complete than the previous one, and since his childhood, almost every important detail and every important scene has been involved.
His name is Mo Yan, and he is from the Mo family of the Minglan Empire.
The Mo family, one of the twelve families of the Minglan Empire, was at the end of the list. The family has a great sense of collective honor, and the family is very united, but it is only for him, a waste who has no power, that the family considers him a disgrace, and everyone hates him.
Except for his father and mother, everyone else treats him coldly, and of course, his father doesn't seem to pay much attention to him as his own son, and rarely loves him. Compared with others, his mother is very good to him, caring and protective everywhere.
However, the reality is still very cruel, he, an ordinary person without any ability, should not be born in such a big family, because the elders of his family will sometimes be ridiculed by other nobles and lose face. Since he was a child, he has watched the darkest side of life every day, always with a stiff smile on his face, as if he wants to please the people around him who treat him coldly, but as he gets older, the truth is not as he wants.
Until he met Su Muxin, the angel-like girl, she saved his gray heart for a moment, and the seeds of brilliance were sown in this black world.
At the age of twelve, his grades began to decline, he skipped class every day and mingled with a group of ruffians, took the money given to him by his family, and with the help of the huge family behind him, he became the famous black big brother of the school.
The reason why he suddenly became like this was that one afternoon after school, he heard a group of bad boys getting together and saying bad things about Su Muxin, he was very angry after hearing it, rushed up to theorize, and then escalated to a fight, and finally he was beaten by a group of bad boys with a blue nose and swollen face.
When he returned home, he sat down at a large table to eat, and no one in the family cared about who he was beaten like this except his mother, and seemed to have gotten used to him being bullied by some bad boys.
At that time, his mother asked him, he didn't say a word, and silently made up his mind that he must be a person who can protect Su Muxin in the future, and not allow those bad children to say bad things about her behind her back.
This ruffian hooligan has been for many years, fighting and brawling to create power for himself, in the eyes of ordinary people he is a big black brother who can't be messed with, and in the eyes of the children of the aristocracy he is still the waste who laughs at will.
Time is getting longer and longer, but the distance between him and Su Muxin is getting farther and farther, from the same class to the class, from the beginning when he can still talk for a word or two to Su Muxin looking at him with disgust, it only took more than a year, and in the years that followed, Su Muxin directly treated him as air and didn't care at all.
And he is still silently teaching those who say bad things about Su Muxin behind his back, stopping those who want to spoof her, silently, and never showing his feelings to her.
With more and more of these things, after all, people are terrible, some bad boys who have been taught by him spread the word in the school that he has a crush on Su Muxin, and spread rumors that he beat up any boy who likes Su Muxin, and this matter is out of control and directly spread throughout the school.
Su Muxin also started from there, and he was even more disgusted with him, but he didn't explain a word from beginning to end, because Su Muxin didn't let him get close, let alone talk.
When he was in high school, these things about him were still spreading, of course, he was still silently guarding the girl who was like an angel in his heart, and the ruffians outside liked to verbally ridicule her behind her back, a noble flower, and of course he didn't let those people go. Because of these things, his reputation became more and more ugly, and even spread all over the imperial capital, in the words of Grandpa Mo Yan: "The face of my Mo family for the rest of my life has been lost by you alone!"
Because there are too many younger brothers, there must be no shortage of fights, drinking, and smoking, and the grades have begun to drop to the freezing point, and the distance between him and Su Muxin has become like a chasm.
She was admitted to the best university in the imperial capital, but he could only rely on money to enter a decent junior college.
Two years later, the Xiang family suddenly fell for some reason, and other families did not dare to help them deeply, and marriage was impossible.
Because the Mo family has some friendship between the older generation and the Xiang family, they plan to reach out to help. But the Mo family doesn't attach much importance to the Xiang family, after all, the friendship has been separated by generations, and it has faded a little. The only candidate for the marriage was Xianglan, who was in college at the time, and the Mo family pushed Moyan out, the main purpose was to directly kick Moyan out of the family when the Xiang family could not be saved, and also to get rid of the drag of the Xiang family.
At that time, the Xiang family was indeed extremely bitter, and had no choice but to agree to this marriage.
Subsequently, before the sophomore year of Moyan began, a wedding was held between the two families, and the wedding process was not good, and the guests were like watching a big joke, they laughed at the downfall of the Xiang family, laughed at his immature appearance, and laughed at the superficial assistance of the Mo family.
At the wedding, because the Su family was also one of the 12th families of the imperial capital, there were also guests on the day, and Su Muxin happened to come.
He hadn't seen her in two years, and he missed her so much.
Because of the large number of people present, Su Muxin's expression that day was always smiling and very elegant, even when Mo Yan walked towards her with a wine glass, she still smiled and said her blessings to him.
The moment he saw her smiling at himself, his whole nerves were like crazy, he had never seen this angelic girl smile at himself, with the strength of the wine and the urge to see her smile, he said something that he shouldn't have said, and finally fainted drunk.
Subsequently, this wedding, which was originally a joke, became even more funny.
After marriage, although Xianglan, the eldest lady of the Xiang family, is his wife, but only in name, although they live under the same roof, but they are different rooms, the two have never shared the same bed, and they see very few people every day, and she sees him as if she is an enemy.
He has always wanted to make up for his debt to Xianglan, because what he did at the wedding that day could not be said to be excessive, and he thought it was outrageous when he thought about it quietly.
But Xianglan didn't give him any chance to make up for his debts, and during that time, he completely realized how unbearable he had become.
However, he is quite patient with this matter, and has been waiting, waiting for Xianglan to calm down and give him a chance to explain.
As the two of them lived under the same roof for longer and longer, he slowly accepted the fact that he had a wife, and the debt in his heart plus the long-term housemate, plus the nominal husband and wife...... He began to want to be a good husband.
In the following year, he would deliberately talk to Xianglan every day, deliberately do something to attract her attention, and even cut off any contact with his former fox friends for this reason, do not smoke or drink, pay attention to what she likes to eat every day, and pay special attention to what she is particularly concerned about......
At the beginning, he was always treated coldly by Xianglan, and then Xianglan scolded him when he was annoyed, and even took out a blade to put on his neck, but as time went on, he still insisted, and Xianglan didn't scold him anymore, and when he saw some things he prepared, he would say coldly: "Thank you." ”
The more time passed, he could occasionally make Xianglan smile because of some words he said, but after a short time, Xianglan would ignore him again and go directly to his room.
He thought that his relationship with Xianglan would warm up like this, but on that day, after he received Su Muxin's birthday invitation, something happened.
This invitation was not given by Su Muxin, but by a noble son who wanted to see his jokes, but he was so uncompetitive at that time, and he still wanted to see the angel who had been silently guarding for many years.
That day, he went to Su Muxin with Xianglan on his back, of course, he was not less ridiculed there, and he did not quarrel with others, because he couldn't afford to provoke him.
At the birthday banquet, he happened to hear a passage from Jiang Xingbei, the eldest son of the Jiang family, and several noble children, which was aimed at Su Muxin, probably meaning that he wanted to sleep with today's heroine.
At that time, he was so impulsive, he directly bought a pair of laxatives outside and poured a large amount of Jiang Xingbei's red wine, and then directly beat Jiang Xingbei when Jiang Xingbei was weak when he went to the toilet.
Later, it will be a big deal.
The family was furious, he was naturally kicked out of the family, that day Xianglan didn't want to see him, and heard that she was alone in the room where she worked, and didn't even go to school.
Then, the Mo family began to be retaliated against by the Jiang family, and he was also designed by the taxi driver to fall into the river.
The rest of the memories were gone, and it was dark.
......
He woke up again, sat on the bed and looked at the darkness outside, his gray eyes began to tremble.
Now, he doesn't feel how much he loves that Su Muxin, he only feels infinitely indebted and guilty to Xianglan.
In fact...... He and Xianglan used to have feelings for each other, but it was very subtle and quiet.
Probably on the night of the rainstorm, Xianglan suddenly had a high fever and was bedridden, there was no medicine at home, and the next person had already gone home, so he braved the rainstorm to drive out to buy medicine, but because the road was slippery, his vision was blocked on the way back, the car hit the wall, and one of his hands was also broken by the car door.
But that night he was still making medicine for Xianglan, and took care of her in her room for a night, Xianglan was very quiet that night, and he didn't say a word to him, and she didn't refuse to change her towel.
The next day, Xianglan saw the half-broken car outside, so she yelled at him with a cold face and took him to the hospital to fix his arm and apply ointment.
Since then, Xianglan has no longer rejected him so much, and she has talked more. I remember another time when Xianglan cooked for him to make breakfast, but he said that it was not very delicious, and then Xianglan was angry and ignored him for many days.
But later, because Su Muxin did that kind of ridiculous thing, the things at the wedding were not forgiven by Xianglan, but she was embarrassed again. As a husband of others, he still thinks about other women, and even does things in public, whoever has such a husband will be completely disappointed......
"Now...... What is she doing......
Leaning on the window and looking at the night sky outside, Xi Haichuan's depressed expression was full of faint sadness.