Chapter 848: The Pain of Loss
Zhang Lianhu was sad about the loss of his sister Feiyan, but he didn't expect his sister to ask himself like this, which made him even more heartbroken.
He still didn't dare to look at Zhang Yunyan, and said with a little dissatisfaction: "You...... You laugh again, no, what kind of person am I? He lamented in his heart, "Sister, you already belong to others, why do you still break my heart with such words? Alas, my brother is not him, how can I love you like him, my heart hurts......"
Zhang Lianhu struggled in pain, since Sister Yunyan had other intentions, she couldn't show her love no matter what, it would be shameful.
The pain came suddenly, and he felt how much he loved Sister Feiyan. However, he has lost this beauty, forever.
It's over, everything is over, Zhang Lianhu resents his incompetence and clumsiness, resents Providence for not giving him a good marriage, and in the end can only resent his life is not good. He has experienced ups and downs since he was a child, and he suffered another blow in love and marriage, and the pain in his heart is unspeakable, and he is a miserable person.
Alas, this stupid man, at this time, is still showing the demeanor of a righteous gentleman, and he misses the opportunity again and again, maybe he really wants to lose the beauty like a flower, and he really wants to lose the beautiful marriage.
Suppose he is no longer like a righteous gentleman at this time, he can release the emotions in his heart, if he can be bolder and can do something for love, if his desire for love is better than his shy emotions, and he can confide in the love in his heart; suppose, if he is more manly, he can break free from the shackles of "men and women are not kissed", and dare to speak and act......
If one of these "ifs" can become a fact, he will solve the misunderstandings that have been mistaken again and again, and he will be able to determine the beautiful marriage with his beloved, and the beautiful Yunyan will be his. Perhaps, they can go further, and the brother and sister will hug each other, more intimate, more loving......
The nature of the country is easy to change and difficult to change, and these "ifs" are indeed difficult for the two extremely shy Zhang Lianhu and Zhang Yunyan.
These are all ifs, there is no room for existence in reality, and the beautiful marriage of the brother and sister may be difficult to achieve. This situation is very sad to think about, and it is too pitiful, which is amazing.
What's more, Zhang Lianhu's words - "You are laughing again, no, what kind of person am I." Such a confession made Zhang Yunyan very surprised and shocked, as if a thunderclap exploded, which strongly bombarded her body and mind.
Yunyan's face changed immediately, as if she had fallen into an ice cave, her fiery heart instantly cooled, her body was shivering, her red face suddenly turned pale, there was no trace of blood, and tears flowed from her eyes......
Her beloved brother flew away in the blink of an eye, and she was very sad, like a lonely swallow struggling in the darkness and not seeing a little light.
This is yet another misunderstood person, struggling with grief and tears.
The "rescuer" was sitting beside him, crying in his heart, dripping blood, and struggling in the sea of suffering, unable to extricate himself, and unable to save others.
It's really pitiful, it's really sad, they were originally brothers and sisters who loved each other, but they were hit hard by misunderstandings that shouldn't have been, and they were drowned by the turbulent "sea of bitterness", and they were powerless to struggle and take care of themselves.
In the pain, Zhang Yunyan complained: "Brother, since you don't love me, why do you still show your affection? I have been thinking hard about you, and now I am saying what is in my heart, I ...... How can I stand it...... I'm chilled...... I
What can I do......"
Immediately, a beautiful figure flashed in her mind, both young and beautiful, she was the beautiful girl Wang Xiaoxia.
Zhang Yunyan sighed silently, it seems that Xiaomei's sister's words are true, and her brother's beloved woman is Wang Xiaoxia.
That time, after rescuing Wang Yongshun's father and daughter in Xiangyun Temple, Yue Xiaomei saw that Zhang Lianhu and Wang Xiaoxia were very close, and escorted them all the way back, so she suspected that the relationship between the two was not ordinary. She didn't let it go, and directly asked Zhang Lianhu if the two had an intimate relationship.
At that time, Zhang Yunyan was very heartbroken, shed tears, and had the feeling that her beloved was taken away. At that time, although Zhang Lianhu denied Xiaomei's sister's suspicions, he couldn't erase Yunyan's worries.
Now it seems that Brother Lianhu has a different heart, what he says is not what he says, he is indeed in love with Wang Xiaoxia, not her Zhang Yunyan. Perhaps, the marriage between the two of them has already been decided, otherwise he will not ignore Xiaomei's sister who has repeatedly fought for a good marriage for herself, and she is trying her best to avoid it.
The grievances of the spring boudoir are better than Coptis chinensis, and Zhang Yunyan is full of grief and pain, and she is unable to extricate herself. She was like a feather floating in the air, unable to struggle, and did not know what to do, let the wind blow and the torrential rain hit......
Yunyan was motionless, very sad, and speechless.
Is she missing? The beloved person has been lost, and she seems to have been hit by five thunderbolts, and she is no longer aware of it.
Is she pursuing? The longing for love has come to naught, she is miserable and helpless, where else can she go to pursue?
At this time, Zhang Yunyan's mind was at a loss, blank, and she didn't even feel that she was living in the world.
In the mountains and forests, it is very quiet, and you can hear the slightest sound clearly. This brother and sister who love each other are in endless pain because of a misunderstanding that should not have been......
At this moment, Zhang Lianhu thought of Yue Xiaomei again, and sighed a little in pain. Sister Xiaomei has always claimed that she and Sister Feiyan have a providential marriage, but it is an empty joy. The so-called providential marriage has tied Feiyan's sister to other men, and it has nothing to do with him.
Zhang Lianhu likes Zhang Yunyan and Yue Xiaomei very much, and has been silently in love, hoping to marry a beautiful woman and accompany them for a lifetime.
Does Xiaomei's sister have a fate with him?
I don't know, he lost his sister Feiyan, I hope he won't lose Sister Xiaomei again, I don't know if it will be the same as Yun Feiyan, it is also an empty hope.
Missing, longing, Zhang Lianhu can only miss, can only desire, I hope to be able to walk into the cave room hand in hand with another beautiful sister.
With tears in her eyes, Zhang Yunyan was silently thinking about it and struggling in pain......
She should have married Jiaxiang's brother and would have been happy for a lifetime, but a disaster took the life of her fiancé, and she is still in pain.
Yunyan really wants to marry the second prince, and she will also indulge in sweet love, but the thousands of years of time and space are too ruthless, losing her beloved and breaking up her beautiful love.
She really wants to marry Du Xiaotian, the "second prince" in this world, but Cangtian is too tricky and sends a man who looks like the second prince to the front, but he is a married man, and the beautiful marriage still can't be as she wishes.
Du Xiaotian and the second prince are so similar in all aspects, if they can marry the "second prince" in this world, they can not only comfort the injury of the second prince
pain, can also fulfill the love dream with Brother Xiaotian, and can also feel that the love in the other world is still continuing. It's a pity that this is all a fantasy, Xiaotian's brother doesn't belong to her, and can only come true in a dream.
Zhang Yunyan hopes that Shikong can return to the vulgar, and it is good to talk about love and accompany each other for a lifetime. Shikong's voice is very similar to that of her fiancé, Yunyan's heart is already a stand-in for Jiaxiang's brother, if she can get together with Shikong for a lifetime, she can not only get a beautiful love, but also soothe the pain of losing Jiaxiang's brother.
However, this matter still could not be fulfilled as desired, and the liberation of the empty mind was devoted to converting to Buddhism, and he had no intention of being in the dust, and the longing for marriage was still a beautiful dream.
Zhang Yunyan thought that she and Zhang Lianhu had the hope of becoming husband and wife, but she didn't know that her brother didn't have herself in his heart, and he was still unrequited and in love.
Several beloved brothers don't belong to her Zhang Yunyan, where is her husband? When can she enter the cave room with her beloved?
Yunyan doesn't know where her beloved is, she doesn't know if there is any hope for her love, she can only be painful and miss......
Suddenly, a roar woke up the two men in agony, and they looked up and saw no beast, not knowing what was roaring, and the sound would be so loud and so alarming.
In the deep mountains and old forests, there are demons and evil people, and dangerous situations may occur at any time. They couldn't sit down any longer, so they immediately got up and ran out of the mountain.
Along the way, the brother and sister did not speak, still in longing and pain......
Zhang Yunyan and Zhang Lianhu ran around looking for the inn where Wang Xiufeng's brother and sister were, and only found the village the next day and met Wang Xiufeng and Wang Xiuyun. Coincidentally, Yue Xiaomei is also here, and everyone is very happy to see each other.
Wang Xiufeng's brother and sister were even more excited, and they were grateful to Zhang Yunyan and Zhang Lianhu for saving their lives.
Zhang Lianhu asked, "Brother Bai, why did you two brothers and sisters come here, and how did you encounter the Heavenly Yuan Sage?"
Wang Xiuyun lowered her head with tears in her eyes and sighed silently.
Wang Xiufeng sighed and talked about the experience. The siblings are not here, but live with their parents in their hometown. Later, their mother died, and their father left them not long ago.
In their hometown, they have no relatives and no reason, and they are a little lonely, so they want to go to their aunt and cousin, so that they can have a support with their relatives and be comforted spiritually. So, the brother and sister sold their family property and went on the road.
The journey was relatively smooth, who knows, they came here and encountered the Heavenly Yuan Sage. The old thief saw that Wang Xiuyun was so beautiful, and he couldn't bear it, so he started to rob people.
Wang Xiufeng fought with him in order to protect his sister. Xiufeng's martial arts are good, but he can't compare with the Hun Tian Yuan Sheng, and he was beaten to death in less than ten rounds.
When he woke up, Xiuyun's sister was gone, and he learned from people's mouths that his sister had been snatched into the mountains by thieves. He wept bitterly and helplessly. At this moment, Zhang Yunyan passed by and immediately went into the mountain to save people.
Zhang Yunyan listened to the experience of the brother and sister, and was very sympathetic: "Brother Bai, your injury has not healed, just treat it here with peace of mind, and then go on the road after you recover, so as not to run all the way and affect your condition." Where does your cousin live, far from here?"
"In Lianshan County, the distance is still very long, and it may take more than ten days. ”
"Lianshan County?" Zhang Yunyan felt that the name of this county was somewhat familiar, whether she had been there or heard of it, and she couldn't remember it for a while.