Chapter 48: What is Perfection?
Nanjiang can't bear it, if he harms Yan Li's heart and causes her to lose her support, wouldn't it be Yan Li to experience loss again?
I was born as a person who had nothing, and I never experienced the feeling of having it and losing it.
But Yan Li is different, she has had and lost.
When she was a child, her parents were her sky, but when the sky fell, she must have tasted all the pain in despair and helplessness.
Now, Song is her emotional support, but if she is gone, she must be in pain.
Nanjiang, who was in a very heavy mood, looked at Xu Ge, moved to the desk and squeaked: "Orchid, Yan Li... Yan Like is an orphan?"
Seeing that Nanjiang's expression was not quite right, Xi Ge's heart also sank.
"What's wrong?"
Although Xi Ge did not answer directly, Nanjiang had already determined that Yan Li was an orphan: "Can you go out for a walk with me?" ”
Xi Ge was stunned, and then put down the affairs at hand and came to Nanjiang's side.
The general wanted to ask what was the matter, but Nanjiang turned his head and walked outside the hall.
Puzzled, he walked out of the palace with Nanjiang two steps faster, and walked in the direction of the sea of colorful clouds.
After walking for a while, Xi Ge turned his head to look at the silent and sorrowful southern Xinjiang.
"Nanjiang, don't you have something to say to me?"
Nanjiang stopped, looked at the colorful air clouds and stardust around the void, and said eloquently: "You see, the fantasy nebula, the drifting stardust, only shine, it is beautiful, if there is no light, the stardust is just a dull stone, those dream nebulae are just bleak clouds and smoke, and what can make it shine is this boundless void." ”
"Only the void can make her radiant, if there is no void, she will lose all the brilliance, as far as the qiyun stardust is concerned, the void is the only place where she can release the colorful brilliance, the void, is her everything. ”
Xi Ge looked at the beautiful side face of Southern Xinjiang, and was very puzzled, why she felt emotion and sadness in the colorful stardust.
Starlight has no eternity, its energy will eventually be exhausted, and Nanjiang must know this truth.
A little uneasy, the song also looked at the colorful nebula scenery around him: "Even if the color disappears, its gorgeous appearance is still in our memory." ”
"But what made her lose her color was the void. ”
"This..."Yu Ge paused, and hesitated, "If there is no void, it cannot have the color that is like a dream, let us remember, it is the void that gives it brilliance." ”
"Why did you give her a beautiful glow and then make her disappear in the end?"
“......”
Yu Ge was a little stunned, could it be that what Nanjiang wanted to say to himself was to discuss the void?
Then he flicked his sleeves and sighed softly: "Yes! The void that dominates all things can't retain the brilliance of a single stardust. ”
"If you want to stay, you can stay. ”
“......”
What stupid things am I? I'm not a void that controls everything.
Besides, everything in the void has its own destiny, and even if the void wants to stay, it can't keep it.
Yu Ge smiled, turned sideways and said softly to Nanjiang: "Nanjiang, I don't need to have the ability to control the void, I just want to have the ability to keep you." ”
Such love words, if they are usually spoken, Nanjiang must be ashamed and speechless.
And now, she only feels sad and wants to return the song to Yan Li.
"Orchid, those stardust, don't they look like Yan Li? and you are the void, you gave her a dazzling light, if she loses you, there will be nothing. ”
Xuan Ge was taken aback, it turned out that talking about the Void Stardust was to pave the way for the later words, and what he wanted to say at all was about Yan Li!
"She told you?"
"No, it's me, you, to Yan Li, are the entire void, the only place where she can shine, if she loses you, she really has nothing. ”
Xi Ge couldn't help but sigh lightly, Yan Li's experience actually made Nanjiang pity her, and she had to use Xi Ge to fulfill it herself.
In the final analysis, it's because of the unwarranted love that snatches people's love.
"Then what do you mean, that you want to give up on me for the sake of that unwarranted love?"
"Yan Li has lost too much, I can't bear to hurt her anymore, she has been obsessed with you for thousands of years, she only has you. ”
"I understand that you have to give up me for the ridiculous love of others, and to fulfill your peace of mind. ”
"It's not for my peace of mind, Yan Li has lost the consummation of her relatives, and I can't bear to see her lose her emotional consummation again, which is too unfair to her. As he spoke, Nanjiang turned to look at the gloomy song.
Yu Ge smiled bitterly, I have never heard that if someone cares about you, you must also care about her, it's ridiculous.
This time, Southern Xinjiang really made Song angry and disappointed.
"I am the king, she is the minister, secondly, I am the elder brother, she is the younger sister, this is the consummation between me and Yan Li. ”
"But she admires you, you know!"
"According to you, as long as anyone is attached to you, even if that person is not the person you like, you will have a relationship with that person?"
"Well, no, that's not what I'm going to say. ”
"And what do you mean?"
The powerful aura of the song made Nanjiang a little flustered: "You, I... I just think that a woman who is so affectionate and persistent deserves to be treated gently."
"Sticking to a person who has no intention of her, 'gentleness' has become 'ugly', Benjun, can't do that dirty act. ”
Nanjiang looked at Yu Ge in a daze, but he didn't expect that he was so eloquent.
And if you say it, it can stand up to pondering, it seems to be such a truth.
Nanjiang, who had lost some confidence, whispered: "Then you... You don't have a ...... for Yan Li."
Predicting what Nanjiang was going to say next, Yu Ge took a step closer to Nanjiang and said in a low voice: "Never before." ”
"Uh, you..."
Nanjiang took two steps back in a panic: "No, no, no, you... What kind of temper are you?"
Seeing that Nanjiang was a little panicked, Fang Cai's disappointment and anger disappeared for the most part.
Turning to look at the dreamlike beauty of the nebula, he said secretly: "You have a good heart, but unfortunately you are good at using it in the wrong place, you really want to anger me." I disagree with the overflowing words of kindness in southern Xinjiang: "Southern Xinjiang, the so-called emotional consummation, is the mutual pleasure of the two feelings, and it is by no means wishful thinking." ”
Nanjiang pursed his thin lips lightly, and suddenly felt as if he had made a mistake for Xi Ge's slightly serious words.
Perhaps, what Xi Ge said is right, it is because he wants peace of mind, so he ......
can't be because Yan Li is devoted to singing, and singing must be heart-to-heart with Yan Li.
can't be endlessly gentle with Yan Li because of this, let her live in hope and illusion.
This is shameless, hurting Yan Li in disguise.
can't push the song that doesn't love her because of the guilt for Yan Li and the sympathy for her plight.
If this is the case, if you don't say anything about your sadness, you won't be happy.
Not to mention whether Xi Ge accepts Yan Li or not, if Xi Ge listens to his own words and gets Yan Li of Xi Ge, in the face of a person who does not have her in his heart, Xu Shi will also be depressed for many years.
In the end, no one was satisfied.