Chapter 190: I want to be a good person

He also has a family, and when the relatives around him know what they have done, although everyone is full of respect on the surface, he knows very well that they are more disgusted than afraid.

But it doesn't matter, he hates himself too.

The delicious taste that the middle-aged man tasted could no longer bring him the slightest pleasure, and the only thing he gave was the bitterness that suppressed people's hearts, like the roaring of the sea.

His whole being seemed to be immersed in the water composed of the word "suffering", and endless sadness and grief permeated his body.

The middle-aged man chewed the baked cake, the whole person couldn't cry, the tears were crazy down, when people were the loneliest, they could see themselves clearly, although he subconsciously ignored this problem, but at the moment he still couldn't help but feel hurt.

No friends, no betrayals, no lovers......

This is perhaps the most regrettable thing in the world......

There are many people who envy him, admire him, and feel that he lives a carefree and chic life.

And he envies others, has a home, has a love in his heart, and can eat a meal full of human feelings.

It is also a very happy thing to stay with your family as a normal person, even if your outlook on life is embarrassing, even if you are bullied.

It doesn't matter anymore......

It's a pity that I fought with people, but I missed the people who were like a rainbow of brilliant lives.

This is fate, and there is no way.

"Be a good person......

I don't know why, but this thought suddenly rose in his heart, and it was like a big tree that took root in his mind at a very fast speed.

"I'm going to be a good person!!"

"I'm going to be a good person!!"

The middle-aged man stood up suddenly, his face full of fanaticism, and his eyes full of madness.

Tsunade watched him run out quietly, his eyes flickering, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"I'm going to be a worse person!!"

"I'm going to be a ninja!!"

"I'm going to be a teacher!!"

For the rest of the day, everyone rushed out of the door with a fanatical attitude, and their eyes seemed to be blazing with a scorching fire.

On the street and those who were hiding in the dark, they looked at the crazy people in front of them, and they were all at a loss.

I don't know exactly what happened, but everyone labeled the store as unprovoked, because the mere appearance of the gang that escaped could tell the store's methods.

"Ahem!"

With two crisp coughs, Lin Xuan slowly walked out from behind the curtain, he looked at the incredible Tsunade and whispered: "Everyone has a seed in their heart, that is his greatest wish, and what I do is to help the other party activate that seed to the greatest extent, I don't know what this means, whether it will grow into a towering tree or a strange-shaped flower, all of it is unknown." ”

"Humanity is always hidden in the deepest depths, and I just pushed them by the hand. ”

Facing Tsunade's complicated eyes, Lin Xuan said this indifferently.

"Why?"

"God is not supposed to help the weak, why should you play with them in this way?" Tsunade was a little disappointed, her brows furrowed tightly, she had already guessed Lin Xuan's identity through this period of time, and the one who could have this kind of demeanor in the whole world must be the god who was rumored before.

But God, why play with the weak?

Lin Xuan glanced at Tsunade deeply, showed a thoughtful smile, and then turned to leave, without answering the other party's question.

He searched for the steps and went upstairs, and sat cross-legged with a deep look in his eyes.

Human nature is both good and evil, which is more troublesome than all accidents and human feelings in the world, and if he can break through the mysteries in it, his Dao heart may be restored.

For him, it was just a gamble.

If you lose, it won't have any effect.

If he wins, he gets stronger.

Downstairs, in the shop.

Tsunade was blowing the cold wind, and her face became more and more gloomy as she recalled Lin Xuan's words.

"Alas!"

Sighing heavily, she leaned back on the wooden chair helplessly, her face full of melancholy.

The green earrings swaying in her ears sparkled, and a deep sense of loss appeared in her thin and curved peach blossom eyes.

Tsunade's eyes were dark, and he finally shook his head, reached out and grabbed a steaming pancake and put it in his mouth.

"Click!"

Meanwhile.

Lin Xuan opened his eyes suddenly, his face showing a hint of dumbness, but then it was dull again.

"Once you do this, the scenery of the world will be different!"

Tsunade wanted to do something very difficult, but she was happy when she thought about what had happened after she succeeded.

She had a smile on her lips, her eyes were clear, and she looked a lot happier.

She has seen too many landscapes in her life, either beautiful, cold, or enchanting. She had also been to mountain peaks hidden in the clouds, and had heard the sound of meteors burning in the night sky.

But she felt that there was no emotion that could compare to the joy of accomplishing it.

God is just in a state of confusion now, after all, he is coming to the world for the first time, and he needs a guide.

And ...... for yourself

Probably the best person for this job, and if you can bring him to the right path, the world will definitely be a better place.

Although I don't know what kind of character God is, through these days of getting along, Tsunade feels that the other party is a very lonely person.

Although she didn't know how many sunrises and sunsets it would take to understand his loneliness, she didn't mind waiting at all.

Tsunade smiled, grabbed the jug of wine in front of him, and poured himself a glass of wine.

Today, if he can use the drunkenness of wine to say what is in his heart, even if they are separated from each other by the ends of the world, this is a fact that he cannot ignore.

The other party has always been a high-ranking person, and he has never paid attention to the stars hidden in his eyes.

It's really bad......

As soon as Tsunade drank it all, a flush quickly appeared on his face and his eyes became misty.

The fragrance on his body fluttered in the wind with the aroma of wine, and he flew far, far away.

"Tell you a story......"

Tsunade suddenly heard Lin Xuan's cold voice, and she subconsciously wanted to stand up, but found that she was weak.

In fact, drinking these drinks is not enough to make her drunk, but she wants to get drunk, so she gets drunk very simply.

"What's the story?" Tsunade blinked, a look of anticipation on his face, this was the first time he had taken the initiative to say such a thing, and she liked it and was very happy.

"A tiger caught a rabbit, but the rabbit was too thin, so the tiger fed the rabbit a lot of food every day. In order to eat comfortably during the New Year, the tiger takes meticulous care of the rabbit every day. ”

"When the Chinese New Year is really celebrated, the tiger's house is covered with red cloth and looks very festive. The tiger licked his lips and walked towards the rabbit in the big red silk......"

"Suddenly, the rabbit lifted the red cloth and asked the tiger with a happy face, 'Have you finally decided to marry me?' The rabbit didn't know what situation he was facing, he just thought that the tiger liked him too. ”

"yes!!"

Tsunade snorted coldly, and his eyes became extremely resentful. She shuddered, and her face was sad.

I always thought that the other party's eyes were very good-looking, but unfortunately there was never her in them, but I didn't expect that the other party had no her in his heart.

"You don't mess with me!!"

"I'm fierce!!"

Tsunade knocked lightly on the table, her eyes became cold, her face was like an agate soaked in clear water, white and red, shining brightly, the fly in the ointment was that her voice was a little trembling, and she seemed to lack confidence.

"Hehe......"

Lin Xuan smiled and didn't say anything more.

"Knock knock!"

Tsunade knocked on the table, looking angry, and then quietly lowered his head.

"Tick-tock!"

At the moment when she lowered her head, a few drops of crystal clear water fell on the table, and a shocking depression and melancholy suddenly surged up on her body.

......

The Great Prison of the Land of Fire.

This dark, damp place was filled with heart-rending moans and mournful screams.

"I'm going to be a good guy!!I'm going to be a good guy!!"

A one-eyed man was tied to a pitch-black cross, and he had dozens of wounds on his body, each of which was deep in the bones.

This person was carrying a bloody corpse, and although he kept crying, the corners of his mouth were full of hideousness and madness.

"Bang Bang Bang Bang

Five or six tall men with long whips whipped him incessantly, each blow turning the flesh of his body upside down and blood splattering everywhere.

The middle-aged man trembled all over, although he was roaring and his voice was roaring, but the words he said shocked the whippers and made them feel incredulous.

"I'm going to be a good guy!!I'm going to be a good guy!!"

The middle-aged man's eyes were red and bloodshot, and even the roar in his throat was full of unwillingness.

At first, the people who whipped him thought that this guy was just a head iron, and he would be cowardly after a while, but now none of them thought so, and there was even a faint admiration in their hearts.

Several of them whipped this middle-aged man together, and they felt numb for a long time, but this guy looked crazy from beginning to end, and kept repeating a sentence.

"I'm going to be a good person!!"

Good?

Is it worth it to suffer like this just to be a good person?

No......

Maybe they shouldn't use normal human brains to think about crazy people's words.

In their eyes, the guy who keeps shouting in front of him to be a good person is just a madman.

After a whole day, the whippers who tortured the middle-aged changed batch after batch, and he could not find a good place on his body for a long time, although his breath was dying, he still repeated the same words.

"This person went crazy when he sent it, there is no need to do anything superfluous, kill it!" one of the whippers had a cold face, and a hint of murderous intent appeared in his eyes.

"The guys who came in with him were all a symptom, and they all seemed to be crazy......

"That shop, it's terrible!!"

The whip who spoke had a gloomy face, and his eyes were full of horror and jealousy.